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♥ Florence, over-hyperactive. I (L) eating chocolates, and I'm a klutz,as well as a trouble-maker :D I'm fourteen, and July the 15th would be awesome. I love being cheeky and childish. That's the part of me that'll never grow up. I have a mind of a five-year-old and I love putting a smile on people's faces. So if you're down, I'm always here. Netball's my passion, and I'm loving it. I'm hoping for fairytales and miracles to happen ^^. I may be naive at times, but you can't cheat me. Currently attached with baby♥, and still counting on. I'm tremendously spontaneous and hyperactive most of the times. I love sweet things, they simply melt my heart. Equal Equation, L'ove.

But hell, I'm afraid that I might be wrong this time.

Its Sunday, the end of the first week. School's been fine, but my results have been a screwed-up. Gotta & Gonna mug so hard for the mid-terms. Things have/haven't been going fine. Everything's fluctuating, going up and down. Seems like the sweet and easy season's long over. And now, I have to start everything from scratch now. But I feel so weak, and vulnerable. I'm breaking down, anytime. And I really...really, don't know what to do.
I can't feel better, anyhow. I've got no mood for anything. Sigh, is something so wrong? What happened to then now? Sigh, I feel lost. Mhm.

I wanna get a Tumblr. I shall probably get one, probably after that Mid-terms, or sometime soon. But, I doubt I'll be blogging very often now :) I shall end off here.
♥,xoxo.

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Pooooooooooosh, they look so hot together! :)

Its Saturday! We'll all be back in the new school in less than two days :) Sadly, the holidays have to come to another end :( Speaking of which, the new school's damn big! :O I could get lost if I wandered alone :( Ooh, I love the fact that our netball court's at the rooftop! :) Isn't it cool! Haha. I don't like our classrooms though, they seem to be like some huge container enveloping us inside. And its small, and hot :( Anyway, yesterday was fun! Had so much fun with Amelia and Amanda! :D Haha, and the Soft Launch was so high! :) Everyone was so high! :O Haha.

Mhm, currently waiting for my lunch to be ready ! Teehees, ohyes, today, will be the change, of a lifetime :)
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Yes darling, this is perfect :)

Its Thursday, and its cutting close to the end of the holidays. Tomorrow, would be the TPSS Soft Lauch, sigh. I think its gonna be boring, if there's no much fun in it :( And worse, baby's not going to be there. Huh, abandone-r. Hahs... Sigh, I'm feeling kinda blue right now. Its killing me, 'cause all I ever want all comes right down to you.

Its my favourite kind of weather today, except for the raining heavily part. I want the dark clouds, the cool wind, and the wide big field, or space, alone :) And probably, baby would be in the picture with me :) Sigh, good things always comes to an end. Pooooooooosh.

I haven't started showering and everything. Gonna be in Bila's house in 1 hour for the English project :) Alright, I shall go start washing up now. Oh yes, I wanna watch Remember Me, :) Baby, we still have those free tickets to the movies, remember ? :D
iloveyou sweetheart, and thanks, for the super super sweet message in the morning :)
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I look weird :O Teehees.

Its Tuesday! Gah, killed some time today in the morning :) Teehees, and most of all, I spent quite an amount of time with baby! :D Teehees, its real real sweet, and thankyouverymuch for another wonderful and awesome time, and iloveyouveryverymuch ! :)

I lost three friends today, not that I think they treated me much as they're friend, but yeah. Lost all three of them today, mhm. Kinda unbelievable, but yeah. Sigh, I've stopped hurting and tearing, pooooosh. Anyway, currently listening to ''This I promise you" by Ronan Keating. Super sweet song! :O Baby, I'll listen with you one day! And watch that movie and snuggle somewhere! Like we said today! Teehees, its a pinky promise! :)

Alright, shall rush back to finish uploading the Japan photos. People are just impatient! Haha, kidding!
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But hell, I'm still so afraid.

Its Monday, supposedly the start of the holidays, mhm. Supposedly. Was supposed to meet up with Haziq and the guys today, around now. But I can't, 'cause I gotta stay home and babysit my bro, who got his leg broken due to sheer idiocy. Sigh, I'm bored. I don't feel like studying, at all. I feel like running, to someplace where my dream place has always been. The sea, the sand, a wide open space, the wind on my face, and that's all. But then again, reality has never been that perfect.

I've just watched all the way till episode 11 of The Mentalist. I couldn't find the next episode, how stupid is that. And that is the only episode that links up to the rest of the episodes that are in the folder, which I can't watch now, 'cause I can't watch that episode, sigh. Currently listening to 'Crazy For This Girl' by Evan and Jaron, quite nice, :) Mondays, are supposed to be days out with the whole family, usually during for the holidays, but now, there's no more. Somehow, I'm spending more and more time alone, rather then being around people, and I don't know why. No people, not suffering from depression here. Mhm, I think I think better when I'm alone, but I hate being alone. I can't stand even 5 minutes of it, to think about it.

Gah, I wanna watch 'The Notebook'. I have the movie download and ready to watch in this laptop, but Kenny has yet to convert it, so I can't open the thing! :( 'Sides, I wanna watch it with baby, :D But he's always busy nowadays. Hardly talk to him these days much, already. We're meeting up tomorrow, in the wee hours of the morning, I think. To burn off some calories by going jogging. Oh well, who knows. Maybe the plan's gonna change again.

Dad and Mum are in Malaysia, but I think they're back already. Mhm, and I'll probably be stuck at home for this whole day. Mundane. How I wish, I was down at the beach with the guys. This sucks, big time. And I wanna go to the movies. Sigh, I can't breathe, i need real entertainment :(
♥,xoxo.
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How I wish, that roses would never wither.

That moment was so sweet, so soft, and so memorable. You made me feel so special, as I laid my head back on your shoulder, and I received a kiss on my forehead. Even though, they were hundreds of people around, and we were surrounded by the crowd, it seemed to me, that there was only the two of us that stood out the most in the whole crowd. You smelled my hair, and buried your head in it, and whispered iloveyou in my ear. I smiled, and felt my heart melting. I forgot everything in that moment, and I wanted you to hold me forever. Your arms were around my tight, hugging me closer, and never letting go. You would kiss me occasionally, despite the surrounding people. And every few moment, you would kiss me, and tell me how much you love me. Yes, I'm really touched darling, 'cause you don't usually do this. That moment was really sweet, and when I saw your saccharine smile, I know that I want this forever.. Hahs, I really miss you sweetheart. As much as you say you do too, iloveyou.

Yesterday, was a really sweet and bitter day. But three quarters of it were really sweet. Teehees, I want it to happen again ! :) Haaaaaaaaahs. Its Sunday, Kenny's gonna go back to camp today, in a few hour's times. We're gonna send him again, again. I'm tired of seeing WhiteSands already, but yeah. Alright, I shall end off here. I've got nothing to post already, :O Teeheees,
♥,xoxo.
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'Cause I know, how much you mean to me, but do you?

Its Friday, and today is the last day of school in Bedok, and also, marking the end of Term One. Everyone was excited today, about the new tees and everything. The atmosphere was high, but I just couldn't savour in it. I feel so... outta place. Haaaaaah, anyway. Nicholas Sparks is the best love story writer, Big.Time.All.Times. Read finished "The Notebook" yesterday, in just one day! :D Haha, it was so addictive and sensual! :D Made me horny somehow :O Teehees. I just finished watching "A Walk To Remember". God, its sweet to the max! :) Somehow, it gives you the feeling, that you wanna be there, but don't wanna be in that kinda situation. Its sad, cried at the ending. Awwwwwwwwwwww. Oh! And Mandy Moore is hot! :O Hahs, she's sweet-looking. I'mma buy all the books of Nicholas Sparks now!

I feel like, I'm falling apart, just not yet. I need you baby. Somehow, we're spending and talking lesser and lesser together. Today, when I really spent some time with you, talking. It felt so strange, like I haven't talked to you for years. And I felt like a stranger, somehow. No matter how much I know it felt different. But I love you all the same, sweetheart. Its been two years, how can I not? God, but there's another five hours from now, before I can talk to you again, sigh. This is getting so hard.

Hah, anyway, school today, was awesome. Cleaned up the class and all. Had no mood for studying at all. Hah, oh! And our English NPPA's about sex! :) Teehees, one golden phrase! : "And here we are, wondering whether to have sex, but people are already doing it like rabbits."
Classic huh. Pssssssssht.

Alright, I think I should end here. I have nothing else to say. My blog's so dead, please revive it people! :D God, I have second thoughts about having a blog now. Feel like changing to tumblr, or onsugar, teehees, :)
♥,xoxo.

/Sigh, I really need you,baby.
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Haaaaaaah, we'll do this, soon :)

Hey, decided to update this mundane blog of mine. But I have nothing to blog about, gah. Dinner's in 6, so I gotta type this fast. Its just gonna be another short post, I guess. School's been alright, this week's been a little slack. We're moving back to our new school after the March holidays, so, I guess that's cool :D The March holidays are approaching soon, there's gonna be lotsa revising and stuff to do, I guess. It never made sense, that during the holidays, the teachers would let you off without any homework, 'cause, they don't.

I want to go out, and watch movies. I haven't been to the movies, for three months now. Pathetic huh, but that's my life. Been studying and mugging as though there's no tomorrow. Tuition's in an hour, and I'm only halfway done with the homework, but I guess its okay, :) Haaaaaah.

I feel so weird these days, somehow. I feel so down, and alone. I can't feel any joy, but sometimes I do. I don't get as esctatic as I used to anymore, and get so high that I would randomly go around hugging people. I don't laugh crazily, like the way I used to. Oh well, except for today. Haha, played the finger finger game with Haziq, like a competition, and was laughing my ass off 'cause I was winning ! :) Haaaaaaaaah.

Alright, I shall end off here. Dinner's in 2, so I gotta go. I miss you baby, sigh. I.Need.To.Get.This.Straight.
♥,xoxo.
I love you.
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My feet with my shoe on in Haziq's shoes! :D

Another Friday's gone, another week's gone. One more last week, till the term ends. Finally, its like, something everyone's been waiting for. The holidays. But, when the term ends, its gonna be more stressing, 'cause that's when the real challenge gets going when the mid-years come. There's so much homework piling up, and they will continue piling up till the O's are over, I guess. Kenny's Alevel's results came up yesterday, awesome him! :D He got two As and two Bs! :D Teehees, now he's going for NUS! :) I'mma so prouda him! Teehees.

Another 2 more days, its gonna be two years baby. Two years...its been so long. Everything's changed now, I guess. In both good and bad ways. We've done things that are outta our range :) And I'm glad we did. I'm glad that now, we spend a few hours, just sitting down and talking about the day and what we've gotta say frankly to each other :) Hahs, though we can't officially celebrate it...Cause of our schedules, I'm sure we both know its a special day in our hearts! :)

Alright, short post. I haven't uploaded the Japan pictures! And people are rushing me :( I will upload it during the term holidays people! :)
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