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♥ Florence, over-hyperactive. I (L) eating chocolates, and I'm a klutz,as well as a trouble-maker :D I'm fourteen, and July the 15th would be awesome. I love being cheeky and childish. That's the part of me that'll never grow up. I have a mind of a five-year-old and I love putting a smile on people's faces. So if you're down, I'm always here. Netball's my passion, and I'm loving it. I'm hoping for fairytales and miracles to happen ^^. I may be naive at times, but you can't cheat me. Currently attached with baby♥, and still counting on. I'm tremendously spontaneous and hyperactive most of the times. I love sweet things, they simply melt my heart. Equal Equation, L'ove.

I'm feeling this right now.

I want you to ask me to be your valentine, even though its pretty obvious that I'm gonna spend Valentine's Day with you.
- Dee.

This would be probably a last post for the week too, :D Haha. Won't be updating much these days, 'cause of school. Its getting pretty hectic, and New Year's just around the corner. Don't even have time to go buy new clothes for it. I wanna spend money, Dad's money, :D Haha, oh well, been spending lotsa money these days on books and stuff.

I'm sick, in a way. My head's throbbing and all. I still haven't revised much during this weekend, and its coming to an end in a few hours. There's another tournament tomorrow, against Bedok View, which I hope we can win, 'cause I really don't want to run twenty rounds as a punishment, and also, I really hope we can win. I wanna play tomorrow too, 'cause I didn't get to play much the last game. But yeah.

Valentine's Day is coming soon too. Would it be a good one? 'Cause the past two years of Valentine's Day have been the worse ones in my entire life. I hope it will be an unforgettable one, baby. I shall end off here. My head's killing me. Shall go take painkillers or something. Get well soon Lóve, and me, :D
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Supppp people! :D Had the TKGS tournament today. Lost, oh well. But we played well for it, we gave all our best. We'll perservere and I'm sure we can do better! :D Perhaps win the last two games tooooooo! Pfft. Haha.

I'm feeling so drained and tired. My shoulders are aching. And I don't know when my period's gonna come, cause my stomach keeps hurting like hell for the past consecutive days. Maybe I'm pregnant, HAHA. As if. Did nothing near that. Anyhooooooooooo, Mass Run's tomorrow. God, I'm excited for it. Gonna run all the wayyyyy! :D Its a good way to train my stamina too, which I think, might have decreased due to the massive amount of food I ate today. God, the first time I eat so much in the whole one month! But anyway, its good practice. Seeing that I'm still..underweight. Hmm, time to improvise, :D

My day was sweet yet harsh today. I don't know why, but yeah. Currently listening to Tonight - FM Static. I'm feeling so drowsy. I shall go text L'ove now.
♥,xoxo.
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I need this right now.

Its 1805 hours on Wednesday. The weather these days seem so hot that they could just burn your skin off. School was okay today, Geography was fun for the first time, haha. Seeing that I was seeing with the most awesome people, like Poon, Haziq, Atikah and Ee Hong. We all were like talking horny, haha. Okay, I was like super horny. Anyway, I'm bound to fail History test, 'cause I didn't study. And the teacher said I cheated when I didn't even open the book. It was like, only under my desk? Anyway, I was so pissed. I shall and hope that I flunk it so that, she's fired or something. Everyone think she sucks, which practically is a fact. And she didn't even teach us the whole topic and expected us to answer questions. And, the test is counted in CA, okay then. To hell with it, anyway, our Geography teacher agrees that she's not good. Haha, she said it indirectly though. She just asked us to be patient to wait for Mr Shahril to come back, :D

My stomach hurts, D: I don't know if its my period or not. Its like 'attacking' me, badly. I think I'm falling sick, huh. There's another match on Friday, against TKGS. Training's tomorrow, but I don't think I'm going. Dad's asking me to come home to rest, and I'm not feeling very well. Oh well, I shall see how later on. Alright, I shall start to revise on Biology, or perhaps go surf the net till dinner. And after dinner, I shall start studying. Till here then, :D
I miss you baby.
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Rated! :D Ohmygosh, this is so seductive. Haha.

Helloooooo! :D Decided to post again. I'm rushing through my homework now, but somehow, I don't have the heart to do it. Tuition's in about 1 hour and 20 mins. Gah, I have to go through it again. It wasn't so bad yesterday, 'cause I revised and did lotsa things, which made me feel proud of myself! :D Haha. Anyhoooooo, I'm thinking of joining OnSugar. Haha, its kinda attracting and such. Oh well. Oh yes! I can go for F.L.Y. soooooon! :D Haha, my tuition's gonna change somehow, someday,perhaps the end of this month, or the start of next month, so yeah. Awwwww, Kenny's going to army soon, sadly. I will miss my crazy, fun-loving, jerk-teasing brother. Haha.

I argued with L'ove yesterday. It got kinda intensed a moment there, 'cause of some things. Oh well, I don't know. Everything will be fine nowwwwwwww. I can't go to Facebook D: The stupid thing is lagging again, and somehow, can't load. Gosh. Ohgosh, I can't finish my homework. I'm gonna have to spend my afternoon doing it again, when I have plans of relaxing. The week's been rough, and I haven't relaxed much yet! Gonna go out today, in the evening. Its family day! Hees, alright, I shall end off here. Needa go shower before I go for tuition now.
&, is believing in forever, a mistake?
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Hey people! :D I'mma posting again, this might prolly be the last post for the week, or not. It depends if I can get hold of the computer tomorrow. I'm gonna have a four hour tuition later on again, and I would have to face the teacher who talks so slowly, and is like George Washington, for two hours before going for another two hours of math with another teacher. Gosh, that's going to be tiring. I would rather go to F.L.Y. with Kenny. Sadly, I have tuition, which sucks.

I'm feeling down, and I don't know why. That feeling's eating into me again, and is it so hard for me to admit that I actually don't mean what I said, about trust? I don't know that either, because I do trust. But sometimes, just the tiniest little thing, could shatter it. And sometimes, it drives me crazy, and make me think in different directions, and lotsa other things.Its so frustrating, and sometimes it kills me when its not like, dissolved with the truth I wanna hear. Pyschotic ass. Damn, should I ask or not? I'm confused. Baby, where are you now. Sigh...

There's another match on Monday. God, I really want us to win. I'll give it all, I swear. Shall go off now, tons of homework to do. And the feeling's eating into me.
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The third week of school's past. God, its still so hectic. But somehow, I sorta got used to the hectic schedules and the tons of homework that those people they call teachers can give. Haha, I'm kidding really. Anyhoooo, sorry for the absence. Its been busyyyyy. What with, tournaments, homework, tests and trainings. Seriously, killing. Speaking of which, lost to Boardrick today. Gah! Only 5 goals close! Its so close! D: Regret not trying harder in the first two quarters. Damn. Anyway, shall focus on the next upcoming games. I'm gonna give it all, gah. How I hope to get into the second round, D: Huhhhhhh, its gonna be tough though. We're gonna tryyyyyy our best, kay? Oh! And Amirah! Get well sooooon! We neeeeeeeeeed you babe! :D Take care!

I seem to have nothing to post these days. Been spending alot of time with L'ove, well, I always do, hah. Something's wrong with me, and I don't know what... Sigh, its so frustrating. Bloooooooooody hell. I feel so pissed off with myself huh. But nevermind, I guess that feeling will pass. Afterall, its all about trust, and I trust you baby. At least, I think I do.
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Cause when I close my eyes, all I ever think about is you.

Hey yo! :D Back from the Sec Three camppppppp! :D This is gonna be a short post though, 'cause I needa go revise and stuff after this. Camp was fun, was super super horny and stuff. 3E2 won! :D The most enthusisastic class ! :D Was super hyper and high on performance night! :D Haha, we danced ! :D And Night walk was super super awesome! :D Anyhooooooo, we really bonded alot during this camp, haha. And everyone rocked! :D

Oh yes. Got into the school team, and tournaments are coming. Kinda stressed with everything...
And school's tomorrow, and I haven't started on my homework, 'cause I spent most of my time sleeping yesterday, as I was tired. Alright, I shall go off now. Shall update when I can! :D
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This would probably be the last post of the week. Before we'll all go back to another hectic week at school. I still haven't started on my homework yet. And not forgetting, I still haven't went to Popular to get stuff that I was supposed to get last week. Sigh, had a bad day yesterday. Had tuition for four hours. God, it was super super boring. And to add up, the work was super hard, especially Chem. It was like hell, and I haven't even learned it! Luckily, we're moving on to Bio next week. I kinda hate tuition now, but I can't avoid it. Sigh.

I had another bad dream just now. That particular person's seriously freaking me out. But I have to be strong, :D Alright, I shall go start on my work now, or I wouldn't have enough time to finish it. And! I need to get my head right on, before school starts again.
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And I'll forget the world that I knew,
but I swear I won't forget you.

So the first week of school is over and done with. It has been a hectic week. God, with the preparation for the upcoming tournaments, ( trainings are pressuring, simply. ) And, the new subjects that teachers are trying to make you learn, and drill the key points into your brain, and with spending loads of money, for files and books, so yeah. I got elected as the co-chairman, along with Haziq being the chairman. It isn't that bad, with Haziq being so friendly, HAHA, ( Kidding! He's like my best buddy! :D ) So yeah.

A!Maths, is quite okay. And ironically, I can't do my E!Math, but I can do my A!Math. Somethind's wrong huh, haha. But its hard, seriously. I don't think that I can cope with Chem either, seeing that its kinda difficult. Biology's okay, I guess. But its sometimes a bore, as the teacher just keep rattling and rattling on. I like Geography lessons though, :D Partly 'cause the teacher's like awesome, as she gives you all the information and notes you can think of, and I copied them in my textbook, and in one page, its like filled with lotsa notes. Awesome huh. The rest's okay, I guess. But I still find Chinese a bore, sadly.

I'm currently feeling kinda emotional, haha. ( I'm not usually this emotional, you knw. Oh well, when I blog, sometimes, it means that I.am.emotional. ) Hmm... I read two people's blog, well, not really, I actually read quite a number of blogs today, but I meant, two out of the rest that I read, affected me the most. But one of them, I don't know if it really does affect me, 'cause I don't really knw what and who in particular it refers to anyway, so yeah. But still, there's this..feeling in me, telling me to be careful of what I would think of and say, 'cause it might cause problems which are not really necessary, ( if its untrue). But the problem is that I don't knw if it is, so yeah. God, oh whatever. To hell with it, 'sides, even if its true. It'll be revealed someday. And! I would know what to do, when that day comes, :D And all I need now, is faith and trust in you.

I'm currently listening to a...song? Well, sorta, not really. Its more like a..classical music/tune. Its really, touching, and unbearably sweet. Sigh, and it makes me think of you, :D Haha. Oh yes, I shall post about today, before I get to other things.

CCA Display Day's today. Hmm...it was, okay, I guess? Well, some people ( Mostly girls, seeing that you promote netball to girls. ) as I was saying, some people are real rude. They were like some stuck-up...people, who just completely think that they own your asses off. Hmm, oh well, figures. Anyway, 30 over people joined ! :D Try-outs are on Tuesday! But I don't know if I'll be there to see it, 'cause there's IT that day! D: IT lessons again, they're kind of like a bore. Oh well, maybe I shall go for the make-up lessons on other days, that would be awesome, :D But I'd drag people with me! Haha, willing people^^v. Anw, CCA Display Day was okay, I guess. Stayed back afterwards and trained/played shooting and half-court with Atikah,Yani,Sab, Hannah, Lays. It was fun! At around 1850 hours? It started to rain, and we decided to pack up. The Sec Ones were having camp, and they were starting to have dinner. Hah, I miss camps, D: Walked to the interchange afterwards and went home. Was practically freezing on the bus. And that's all for today, I guess, :D

I shall say something first ;

Crys ;
I read what you had to say...And I'm not as great as you think I am. I don't know, if you know, but sometimes it is difficult for me to see you..in a few states, sometimes. Its like, you're in dire straits and I can't help, you know? But sometimes, then again, I try to take things the other way, to see things from your point of view, to help you. I know you well, because I sorta grew up with you. I know your character, I think, more than you know yourself. You sacrifice for people, but have you thought of yourself ? Think again, friends come and go, they leave footprints in your life, they enter and leave when the time comes. I'm not saying tht, all friends might. But those who make the deepest imprint/impressions are the ones that you keep the closest, right?
You don't have to always, think that its your responsibility for you to do things. People think you have what it takes to do it, and they look up to you to it, not that they are actually pushing the responsibility to you ! Perhaps, you should try to think in that way... I know, I'm not in any position to say anything, 'cause I don't really know what actually happened, but I know, that this is what I can really do...I wish..you wouldn't be this emotional, 'cause, haha, I really don't wanna see you suffer from depression when you're old. Haha, and then after that your husband come begging me for help 'cause I'm the only one besides him who can really make you laugh! xD Haha. Try accepting more people in your life... Don't always be so emo and shy and stuff! Like you said, you wonder if your first impression's like that right ? It doesn't have to be that way. Not everyone will hurt you, its a matter of whether you'll open up. Okay, so maybe sacarstic remarks are inevitable, but yeah. I hope you'll be better, and then, perhaps, the childhood days will come back, :D You have to let go, to move on. Get it ? Cheer upppp! :D I'm always here.
Oh, and the above picture, might just be dedicated to you! xD Haha.
Love, Flo♥

Oh yes, and to end off, Happy 22nd Anniversary Baby ♥
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Decided to post something regarding 2009. I know its kinda late, but I just got the sudden inspiration to post, haaaaaah. School's in 2 days, and after seeing the new timetable, I feel that I ain't ready. And to add on, everything would be different from the past two years already. Would there be something I'd miss that I can't let go ? And I don't know if I'm ready for anything at all, but I have to be.

The clique ;
There's alot of things I'd like to say/express, but somehow, I can't. I don't know what to say, to make all of us feel as good as we used to. Perhaps, there are chances for us to prove, and to change, but we don't want to. Maybe we've been too caught up in each other's mistakes that we overlook the good things tht we actually have. Maybe, all of us have moved on, and perhaps we're more comfortable in this way. Perhaps, we should really move on, cause holding back and living in the past isn't gonna help the present. But sometimes, I really wish that everything could be how they used to be, because those were the times that I really enjoyed. But somehow, in time, they start to fade, and new memories take their place. Next year, is gonna be a new beginning. Would we still be like now, just smiling at each other, and not say anything furthurmore? I just, want everything to be as it used to be, or even better.

Crystal ;
Remember how we used to chat on the phone, or even, go out or meet up in the markets while helping our parents out, and then meeting up afterwards and then chat non-stop, or even play? Remember how we used to chat late into the night, and gossip about all kinds of stuff, and tell each other every single secret we have? Now..we seemed to have drifted, just that little. You seem more and more withdrawn... I don't understand, why you have to put so much stress onto yourself.. And push every blame towads yourself... and make yourself so miserable. I know, that your friends matter alot to you, but you can't count their mistakes as yours... I'm sorry, I know, that I'm not in much position to comment on this, but I just want you to know, that I'm always here for you. And I really really miss the old you. Please, don't be like this anymore? Each time I see you, you seem more and more withdrawn, stressed up and sad. Don't make things much more difficult for yourself when life's already hard enough, okay? Cheer up... I don't see you smiling much now. Or not, soon enough, you might have depression. (Kidding, but still true.) Please? Take it as I'm begging you, okay girl ? Don't take things to hard...Its time to move on.

L'ove;
Hahs, I have alot alot alot of things to say. But you should have heard them a thousand times now.. Anyway, thanks for everything ! :D Haha, you're doing awesome. I hope I am too, 'cause its been long since I've been this this EXTENT of happy! :D Hahs, and everything seems to be so smooth... but I hope that when school starts, things would still be the same. And I really really hope that you keep your promises... :D Hahs. I've got nothing left to say! :D Haha, and I really really like it when everything's wet! Its really tempting, :D Haha. I love you, :D

2E1 ! ;
Gah, I'll miss the times. I MISS YOU ALL PEOPLE ! :D MEET UP REAL SOON, OKAY ?



Haha, that should be done. Oh gosh, I feel so bored.bored.bored, D: Baby, come back soon will you ? Hahs, alright. I should end off here ! :D
With love, ♥,xoxo.
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HAPPY HAPPY NEW YEAR PEOPLE ! :D

Gah, its a new year ! :D I hope that this year, would be the best of the best years than the previous years. And I hope that everything would be perfect, which is kinda impossible. There's always ups and downs to get through life. Anyhoooo, shall have a more positive way of looking at things this year, and change for the better ! :D

Oh yes ! I know that I said I'd upload the photos for Korea, they'll be on Facebook, :D Its a new decade, so yeahhhh. Hees, alright, shall continue uploading photos on Facebook ! :D
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