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All we're left with, is limited days .

Hah, HELLO PEOPLE !
I know I shouldn't be here .
I should be mugging for the MYE Paper one tomoro .
But here i am, spending my time blogging.
Ah, I shall spend the rest of the time later studying and finishing up my DnT I guess..
School was tiring today .
And my knee hurts like hell .
Its like gonna drop loose anytime of the day now.
Haha, not that exaggerating larhs, but then, still .
There's no school on Friday , nay .
Bored .
Three days of 'holidays' , I'll be kept at home studying.
Well, at least for Sunday I guess .
Its SiHui's birthday celebration tomoro, her birthday's on the 5th of May.
But I haven't gotten her a present yet .
I shall find the time to do it .
Hees, alrights.
I shall go study alr .
Forgot what I wanted to blog about anyway .
Oh yes, bytheway, Happy Birthday to Mr Nguyen today :D
All the best ;D
Hahs, alrights.
That's all I guess, till the next time then .

I'm counting every minute, and everyday .
Cause I don't know, how soon before all this will be lost again...



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The pain that kills me from the inside out ,

Ah, I'm losing this .
I know, I shouldn't be blogging .
As I'm supposed to use the half- hour of time on my work .
But I decided to give myself a break .
Hahs, reached home considered early todaye .
Dad was happy when he saw me studying when he got home :D
Haha, he was apparently surprised .
Because at that time I would usually be either out in the living room doing exercises,
or in the computer room wasting my time away .
But I got motivated these days, to study .
Unusual, I know .

I've started revising every single subject .
Jumping here and there .
Sometimes it takes me more than two days to get one chapter right .
Guess I just have to work harder .
D&T was scr-ewed today .
The teachers are well, forgetful apparently .
The dateline they gave us was this Thursday to hand in the Sketchbook .
But they said today was the dateline and forced us to finish .
But everyone protested, so in the end, they settled on Wednesday .
And they gave us the presentation board today, and expected us to hand in today.
Everyone was like appalled, or rather, the people I'm sitting with in the same table .
Lesmin was arguing with Mr Singh, hahs .
Because other classes had the weekends to do, but we only had one day .
And Mr Singh said that there was no difference with the weekends and one day.
Hannah was like ?!@##$
Hahs, I was smirking.
Sorry, couldn't help it. I wasn't really smirking, just trying to hide my smile .
Hannah was muttering under her breath that there were 48 hours for them,
we had only 2 hours of the day .
Haha, but we won in the end.
We had next week to continue and complete it all .

I'm tired, today .
Din't sleep well last night, aching all over today .
And YaChun blames me for "passing on " to her my aches.
Ugh .
Ah, I've finally got control over my money .
Hahs, saved 10 bucks last week .
But I don't think I can make it this week .
SiHui's birthday is coming, yet I don't know what to buy .
Tsktsk, now I have to wreck my brains and to add this to my to-do list .

I'm bored .
Dinner's served, and after dinner, I'm off to studying again .
Or probably to do D&T, depending on my mood .
Alrights, I gotta go .
Dad's getting impatient to start .
Mmm , I need motivation now .
Make my life bright-er .

Time is limited .
I gotta be strong, and face the truth .

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Your hands are mine to hold ,
speak to me .

I need a huge and long hug right now .
Seriously, I feel so sc-rewed up.
Firstly, I don't know what the hell to do with DnT.
Secondly, I don't know if I can get all the Science stuff crammed into my brain for Monday's test .
Thirdly, ( and the most nerve-racking ), I don't know what to do with you .
Ugh, life is so...
Forget it .
Currently listening to Mixtape and Move Along .
I'm going crazy, really crazy .
Didn't sleep well .
Got a series of nightmares from all that happened yesterday .
And it was bloody hot, adding up to everything .
Woke up in sweat, with my heart racing, who knows for what .
And the first stupid thing I did was to check my phone.
Which I regretted after seeing that it's, oh well .

Perhaps going to go eat buffet with Crystal's family today.
Ah, finally perhaps I can see that girl .
Haha, I've missed her like loads .
Perhaps most of our dinner time would be spent gossiping and chatting till the dead of the night.
I shall end off here, need to go study already .
What a lousy day to start with .
And my stomach's craving for Macs in the early morning .
Everything is so ironic .
Dang it .

Can't take back my words,
Can't have your answer.
So what am I supposed to do now ?
We have limited time my dear...
I'm sorry, ( if that helps ) ...

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You gave me the best mixtape I've had,
even though some memories are just so sad .

I'm feeling down, so down .
And I don't know why.
I've been so reckless , to the extent that I can't believe it .
I can't figure myself out - -
Ugh, this thing sucks .

DnT CA on Thursday .
Ah, the paper was hard .
Wonder if I could pass with good results .
Got a scolding yesterday .
For reaching home late everyday .
Mum was simply summing everything up,
so you could imagine how bad the scolding was .
Anyway, she got over it .
Still played cheekily with me after dinner ,
though I wasn't in the mood .
So yeah .

I'm addicted to this song ;

You say hello, inside I'm screaming i love you .
You say goodnight, in my mind
I'm sleeping next to you
You drive away from my car crash of a heart
And I don't know

But you gave me the best mixtape I have
And even all the bad songs ain't so bad
I just wish there was so much more than that
About me and you

You talk to him, it burns me like the sun
You talk to her, and you say you feel like he's the one
I talk to me, but you can't hear the pain I feel
You don't know

Cause you gave me the best mixtape I have
And even all the bad songs ain't so bad
I just wish there was so much more than that
About me and you

Oh don't turn around and say bye again
Yeah it crushes my head when you call me
Your friend and I'm not the same person
From back in the day in the back of the class
that you thought was gay
No I can't find the words cause I lost them
The minute they fell out of my mouth
And it's love and I'm in it, so give me your lips
And just let me kiss them
And let's get messed up and listen to possibly

You gave me the best mixtape I have
And even all the bad songs ain't so bad
I just wish there was more than that
About me and you

Hahs, nice song aites .
Nay, I don't know what to do right now.
I still feel so down.
I still have to bring my sis to school in about half an hour.
And the freaking bus ride is an hour, GREAT .
Makes my day feel extremely wonderful .

I just realised that it has been a few days since I've posted .
Hahs, and the mid-year's coming .
So now gotta mug for it .
Oh well... and to make my life even ' better ' ,
perhaps 29 May would be the day .

Why bother apologising when you don't even want to .
Just because you were told to ?
You weren't even sincere...
You even forgotten what the hell had happened .
Seriously, I don't know what's gotten into you .
Anyway, I shall just stay out of your life.
Since its so good for you .
You're a changed person .
I don't even know who you are anymore.

Alrights, I shall end off here .
With love, xoxo .

You're so hard to read and to know what you're thinking .
Cheer up...
You should be the one doing this to me..

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You're the weapon of mass destruction,

Why fall in love when one doesn't cherish,
why love each other when you'll hurt one another.
Sorry, random. Just suddenly thought of this,
after one particular scenario that happened today.
Sad case, looks like I've failed to try to make this world a better place to love.
Or, only for my surrounding people.
Ah, I feel so downnnnnnnnn now.
& I don't know why.
Its so bloody hot man, & I feel so annoyed.
Tsktsk, literally.

Carnival Day todayeeeee ! :D
Hahs, really had the spirit.
Ah, the clique's efforts are paid off.
Along with Justin's and all the rest of the helpers.
Hahs, working so hard for hours and days,
& today, its finally paid off !
Awesome, heees ;D
Think we made a profit, did we ?
Really enjoyed myself today,
though i was so lethargic,
and it was such a hot day.
Mmm... I need financial support, HAHA.
Seriously, I can't seem to save any money these days.
And there are like many many birthdays coming up.
I don't even have the money to spoil myself.
Its mainly spent on food, food and more food.
Eating like a glutton, hahs.

D&T CA on Monday, I think.
And there's no stupid file to study.
Leaving with the textbook.
What a stupid thing - -
Ah, to hell with it.
Oh yes, & Mid-year's coming up.
So posts might be irregular.
Or perhaps I won't update till the Mid-year's over, I don't know.
I haven't started studying yet.
I'm like procrastinating, so much these days.
Gotta have some motivation.
I'm still aiming for that laptop that Dad hasn't gotten me yet.

Alrights, I'm done with posting.
There's nothing much to update anyway.
Except crapping all those rubbish that's really unneccessary.
I think I shall go do something useful like comforting people ;D
Haha, I'm joking.
I shall find something to do and kill time.
And I need to comfort some people, so yeah.
Later peeps ;D

SL ;

I don't know what to say to you.
Perhaps I have the motivation of those two lines at the start of the post.
Do you know that giving a month's time can change lots of things?
Calming down and thinking over, do you really think it would help ?
It would make things worse, and perhaps results in a clean break.
Have you thought of the consequences of what you said?
Who it could hurt ?
What the ending would be?
This is very unfair to him you know ?
Do you know that ?
You're always considering your feelings, but have you thought of his ?
Getting tired, don't you think he will be eventually ?
Think girl , I'm not trying to force you .
Don't do things that you'll regret, cause this decision is what you chose.
Forget it, if this even helps, I'll jump off the next building I see .
I feel so sorry for him .
Yet, I don't know why, why I feel so sorry for the things you've said,
and the things you've done.

imissyou,oh so much.



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7 days without you there,
i'm missing you crazy .

Its been a week , a freaking long week .
Ah, Speech Day's coming .
Mid - Year's coming .
April's gonna end pretty soon too , I guess .
Ah, I'm still stuck with Lit NPPA , not knowing how to do it .
Tsktsk , kill those brain cells, my mind can't seem to work , somehow.
Ugh , I hate it when there's nothing to do on a typical day like today .
I'd rather go to school , much more fun then staying at home.
Stuck at home, not going out.
What the goosh .
My phone's vibrating with messages .
Such a nice timing to message me people .
Sorraye , being sacarstic .
Alright , i gotta go.
Need to finish up the Lit NPPA .
& my body's aching all over...

Thanks for the present ;D
Really really appreciate it ♥


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My faith is shaking ,
i'm lost in every direction .

Rise and shine people :D
Hahs, but its only 0837 in the early morning.
Ah, I'm such an early waker , no matter how tired I am.
& currently, I feel so screwed up with what the hell happened yesterday night.
Not gonna talk about it, I'm trying to control .
Its Sunday, again, stupid Sunday.
& I still ain't done with D&T yet .
Shit shit shit, someone help me.
Currently so hooked onto Gossip Girl's latest episodes.
& Heroes & Reaper .
Haha , I'm such a movie fanatic.
Heees :D
Dad's maple character is gonna be level 70 soon .
Getting his third job :D
Congratulations to him man , after one whole year of hard work :D
Hahas, he's really really happy about it, & we're like celebrating or something.
Aites, today should be going out.
Family outing ! :D
Awesomeeeeeee , hahs .
I'm going to go on a shopping spree !!
& dad's going to pay =P
Ah, well , he will buy for me .
I need new sports shoes & new bags !
He's such a kind soul xD
Haha , alrights .
I wanna go catch the last latest episode of Gossip Girl .
Hees , before Kenny wakes up and use the com .
Aites people :D

Because I need to stay away ,
I'm not for you .
I don't want to upset you ,
and spoil everything...
Because I just need to stay away from you ...
no matter how much i miss you ,
no matter how little strength i have to stay away from you...
I need to control.

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Because its love that heals wounds ,
not time .

& here I am once again , to update :D
Its starting to become a homework to me, starting to grow on me,
like its something I have to do everytime I on the com.
Hahs, and I don't know why.
Probably just so used to blogging everytime I go online.
' Snakes on the plane' was awesome !! Hahs.
Kelvin & Fiona got scared at some parts though.
It was so funny, because I was sitting at the sofa at the back,
and when the scary part came, I just see them pulling back shockingly.
Haha , AWESOME !
Ah, yes, APRIL :D
Its so freakingly fast man.
Can't even catch the speed the months are passing by .
Tomorrow's Cherise's birthday .
13th birthday to be true, but I haven got her a birthday present .
I'm running low on cash , but I can't ask dad for a raise of pocket money.
Actually, I think he's considering, seeing that I'm so addicted to food :D

I seem to dreading English lessons SO MUCH ...
And my interest for it is dropping literally .
I think I've already lost interest in it... So is Science .
I'm no longer so into Science and English as I used to anymore...
Since all the good teachers left , can't seem to find an interest...
English lessons are a bore, they're freaking me out...
Can't seem to find a logical sense in one lesson,
and Mr Tan, I don't know what is wrong with him .
I don't mean it in a mean way, I mean, I really don't get him sometimes.
Making me HATE english lessons so so much now .
Science's okay , just that its so boring...
& Miss Nur is speaking quite softly , and the class's noise isn't helping in any way .
Ah, whatever , its the life of a teenager .
No point venting here and there .
Hahas, something must be wrong with me though,
I seem to be looking forward to Maths lessons .
I think its because of the quite easy topic that we're on now,
that's making me looking forward to it .

Have been spending lots of time with the cliques these days,
got really horny on Friday though .
Haha , when I was with YaChun .
Played netball , trained .
Ran two rounds around the school with Wu Cong and Carlyn .
Wanted to ask Adrian and YiXian , but they were having IT .
Oh , and YiXian, the jackass , finally talked aites ?
Ass , hahs .
Sorry for my uncouth language .
Can't seem to help it .
On Friday, went to Pizza Hut with YuHeng, SiHui, Lesmin, ZiChang,Dexter, Martin & Sherman.
Hahs, had loads of fun there, ZiChang was super super funny ! :D
Looking forward to a second trip again, cause it seemed like a bonding session, haha.

Alrights , I shall end off here aites .
Shall post again ASAP.
I'm waiting for your say .

Let this last forever ,
just 4 more days .


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I wanted to post something,
something long long long to update my blog .
But I just noticed that the show , " Snakes on the plane " is starring on the TV now .
Wanna go watch it , will come back later .
Toodles :D
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