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Florence, over-hyperactive. I (L) eating chocolates, and I'm a klutz,as well as a trouble-maker :D I'm fourteen, and July the 15th would be awesome. I love being cheeky and childish. That's the part of me that'll never grow up. I have a mind of a five-year-old and I love putting a smile on people's faces. So if you're down, I'm always here. Netball's my passion, and I'm loving it. I'm hoping for fairytales and miracles to happen ^^. I may be naive at times, but you can't cheat me. Currently attached with baby♥, and still counting on. I'm tremendously spontaneous and hyperactive most of the times. I love sweet things, they simply melt my heart. Equal Equation, L'ove.


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Sunday, September 27, 2009 @ 9:41 AM
Leave you breathless.
This could be the last chance,
                                          that everything could ever be.

Heyyyyyyyyyyy, :D I know its early, but this would probably be the last post for the weekkkkk. Gonna studyyyyyyyy alot already. There's school tomorrow, the weekends are over. Its already Sunday, fast huh. Was chatting with L'ove about some sad stuff yesterday, and then we were kind of predicting of consequences and stuffffff. It kinda made us sad, but yeahhhhhhh. This is life, so suck it up. Haaaaaaaaaahs, life's not really that hard. Its we humans who make things and life difficult for us. Cool huh.

Probably gonna study and study somemore. Probably going out todayyyyyyy too, seeing that its  a Sunday, Family Day, :D I'm officially broke, I don't know how to save more money too, when I need to buy some more stuff which costs more money. Haha, kay, I'm freaking myself out. Hmms, this would be a short post. Because I've got nothing to post, :D I shall go off now, and start attacking figures and words, whichever works. Brain-freeze would probably get me on the way, I hope :D
♥,xoxo.

P.S./ Don't be. I miss youuuuuuu.

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Saturday, September 26, 2009 @ 7:58 PM
Stay close, don't go.
Another promise we made, 
                                            with another kiss sealed within.


Booooooyah! Its Saturdayyyyyyyyyyy, and I'm currently postingggggg. Its 1856 hours, dinner's comingggg. I'm not supposed to be posting now, considering that dinner will be ready sooooon. But yeahhhh, i don't have anymore time later on to, cause I'd be spending the night studying instead of watching television like some other slack kids out there. Haaaaaaaaaaahs, I'm kidding. But I'm not kidding about studying though. The finals are cominggggg, and its streaming ! Man, look how stressing is that ! Blogging is just a form of releasing stress and a form of resting, as you express out your feelings. Well, not really. Because you don't really express out everything. I shall post a proper post about the week now, all in all, its not a bad week really. Considering the previous weeks, this have gotta be one of the good good weeks that I can/really enjoyed. Other then that, the rest were prettayeeeee stressingggg.


`210909,Tuesday.

Went out with Crystal's parents and Twin at night. Went to Suntec for buffettttttt, :D Crystal couldn't make it, along with Oxford and Charlene. They had a party to attend to, so they chose to dump us aside for that party. Haha, I'm kidding. Anyway, was really really fullllll. But the food was awesomeeeee. Ate two lobsters^^v. Haha, so cooooool. Then Kenny came at around 2000 hours plus or so. We started eating at 1830 hours you know ! So then, rested as I was fulllll. Played with Twin and Kenny. Haha, it was like super super funny larhs ! And i was wearing a dress, :D Haha, didn't consider on wearing it. But listened to L'ove and so I did. Haha, I wanna buy newwwwww clothes. Probably after exams. Gonna spenddddd moneyyyyyyyy ! :D Heeeeees. Anyway, after that, at around 2130 plus, went homeeeee. Tired, to end off the dayyyyy. Slept at 0000 hours, was busy chatting with L'ove, :D

`220909, Tuesday.

Pretty normal day to start a school week. Short week though, you gotta admit. Haha, but was sweeeeeeet. Woke up early to L'ove's sweet message. Got to school, and got cookies from him ! :D Hahas, awwwwwwwww. And then we were chatting the whole day, haaaaaaaaahs, so cute. Shared one whole packet of the cookies for recess. Like pigs, within minutes, the cookies was finished. They were nice, :D After school, went with L'ove to our favourite place againnnnnn, :D Hahas, then left there at around 1730 hours and went to Tampines. Need to collect L'ove's present. He went tooooo, cause he needa meet his dad. Haha, after that, went homeeeeee, :D  

`230909, Wednesday.

Had History Test after schoooooool. And then went to the canteen with L'ove, because he needed to do some stuff for NCDCC UG day. Waited for a few minutes, haha. Cause he was rushing them to go with me, :D Then we went to our favourite place again^^v. Haaaaahs, after that, left at around 1740 hours again. His dad was fetching himmmmmm. So I had to walk alone, sadlyyyyyyy. Cabbed home, had to pay extra cause the uncle went the longggg way. Ugh, but never mind. Hahas. Had an awesome dayyyyy.

`240909, Thursday.

Argued with L'ove about something stupid last night. Then it dragged till morninggg. Was actually okay already, but then L'ove got unluckyyyyy. Got scolded and needed to do punishments and stufffff. He got so pissed off and started being so angry. Kinda scary. Total, all in all, it was a lousy day. TOTAL. Anyway, I cheered him up after school, haaaaaahs, he's so cute. He laughed, and its like, WOW.Hahas, and then I went for training, while he went for UG day. Then something happened after that again, kinda disappointed, and guilty. Lousy and stupid day. But everything's resolved, so yeahhhh. 

`250909, Fridayyyyyyy.

Awwwwwwww, I love Fridayyyyyys :D That's when I get the fun most of the time with L'ove, :D Hahas, after school, waited for L'ove to settle some stufffff, and then went to his houseeeee. Played around and stuff for about three hours ! Haha, its closed stuff, not supposed to shareeeeeee, :D Heeeees, and then L'ove went to do his summary. I tried to studyyyyyy. Studied for awhile, then started playing with Justin. Haha, he so funnyyyyyy, :D Then we three started playinggggggggg. Haha, in the room, you know ! Then L'ove tried to continue doing his work, while me and Justin started doing all kinds of silly stuff. He was wrecking my phones and sending all kinds of songggggs. Praising and commenting, good ayeeeeeeee^^v. Haha, then after that we on the com and watched videos. From L'ove's email. So cooooooooool. Heeeeeees, then I was so tired, was gonna fall asleep. Then later L'ove told me to go rest, and when I didn't want, he sort of tried to carry me, haha. But I walked after that. Then I lied on the bed, and man, realised I was super tired. Slept, drifted in and out of sleep in L'ove's arms, xD Hahas, he so gooood, accompany me and watch me while I slept. And then I did something super embarrassinggggg ! I didn't know, till L'ove told me after I woke up! Haha, then something super funny happened xD Heeeeeeeeeees, its between L'ove and me only kay ! Hahas. Then we left at 1900 hours plus. He had to go help out with some stuff. Cabbed home again, the driver didn't know how to drive. End up alighted at one bus-stop with a super ex fee. Not enough money, but he was kind to let it go. Then called Dad to fetch me, was super tired and late already. Haaaaaaaaaaahs, after that, went homeeeee, :D     

Today ! Went for tuition just nowwwwwwww. Pretty slackinggggg. Asked Benny about sets, and then he explained. Haaaaaaahs, then Beng came in and interrupted and stufffffff. Then we all started talking about sex. Don't know why, but it was a random topic. After that, did some workkkk, not much, pretty slacking, like I said. Then talked about the future, haha. Funny. Then went homeeeeeee. Came home, read the news. And started to post. This is continued post. I've already had dinnerrrrr. Haha, kay. Shall end off here nowwwwwww. Needa start bathing and studying huh. Ayeeeeeeeeeeeee people, :D
♥,xoxo.

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@ 9:33 AM
We got hitched last night.
I'm finally done with my new blogskin. Ugh, its so hard to do, in a way. Had to change tagboard, because I forgot the previous user account's details and secondly, because it doesn't fit. I have officially wasted about half hour on the skin nowwwwww. I'm supposed to be studyingggggg. Gonna have tuition later on tooooooo, tired. Alright, I shall post a proper post, when I have time. I shall currently, go fill my empty stomach, and start on the big pile of work, waiting for me to finish up. 
♥,xoxo. 
P.S./ I miss youuuuuu, B.^^v.
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Monday, September 21, 2009 @ 10:35 AM
Baby, you light up the sky.
Love starts with a kiss,
                                  and ends with a smile. 

Heyyyyyyyy people! :D Sorryyyyyyy for not posting yesterday, or something. Was busyyyyyyyy studyingggggggg, and! Went out tooooooo. Anyway, Its Monday! The last day of the long weekend. Gonna go back to school tomorrow, with the pile of stress examinations building up in your heart and your shoulders, and your parents would be telling you to quit playing, and start studying. But sadly, my parents don't. Haha, they instead, when they see us studying for more then two hours, they'd be like, WOW. And then they'd come over and praise us and give us a heart and ask us to stop studying and go watch some movie or playyyyyy. HAHA, awesomeeeeee aye. Alrights, anyway, I shall post about my weekend. No pictures, so sorry peeeeeps. I'm lazyyyyy to uploda them onto the computer and then start uploading them to post. Perhaps after the examinations, which is a longggggggg time. Like I said, I'm a procrastinator, :D

`190909, Saturday.
 Was in a bad mood. Because L'ove and I were quarrelling about the thing that we quarelled from the previous quarrel. Okayyyyy, but nevermind, its over and done with nowwwww^^v. Haha, he's melting my heart againnnnnn, awwwwwww. He's so sweeeeeeet, :D Anyway, almost forgot I had tuition till Benny messaged me. And then luckily, still had time to eat lunchhhhhh. Then mum fetched me there, as she wanted to shoppppp, so yeahhhh. Had another Math Test, didn't finish the paper, as usual. Cause I was asking Benny to go through, and he did, :D 
After tuition, Dad came to fetch me and then we went to fetch Kenny from his friend's house. He was studying, you seeeee. Then we talked alotttttt. Haha, so funnyyyyyy. Dad was practically trying to make a joke out of everything. Then, for the rest of the dayyyy, studiedddddddddd.

`200909, Sunday.
Woke uppppp early in the morninggggg. Oh yes, Selamat Hari Raya to all our Muslims friends, :D Anywayyyyyy, then studieddddddd for three hours. Can you believe it? Then after that went to shower, and started reading Twilight the sequel all over againnnnnnn. And then after that, did some assignments on the assessment books. And went for lunchhhhh. Dad was calling all morning, telling us he lost his wallet, and asking us to find it for him. I bet that he didn't bring and it was still locked in his locker, and then he was like no! I took it out alreadyyyyy. Haha, then me and kenny didn't even help him find. And Fiona was the only one. And when mum came back to check, it was in the locker. He forgot to bringgggg. And then after that, when we went for lunch, he teased me about not caring about him and not finding his wallet just to simply piss me off. Hahas, but I didn't give innnnnn, :D Ate chocolateeeeee, was craving for alot moreeee. But Kenny was saying what, later I grow fattttt. When I'm not eve afraid of growing fatttttttt. I already eat 10 plates of crab for buffet once, and 5 bowls of rice for dinner once. And I don't seem to grow even 1kg of fat. Cooooooool huh. Haha, I love myself ! :D Next time must drag L'ove to go eat buffet with meeeeee, :D Heeeeeeeeeees. 
At night, went to The Centrepoint as mum wanted to spend away her $100 voucher. In the end, we spent $172 bucks and above^^v. But mum bought mostly her stufff, but I gained tooooo, :D Haaaaaaaaaaahs. Dad and I were going crazy at the shopping mallllll. Haha, he was playing so much ! HAHA, and mum was standing behind us then, cause Dad and I were walking with my arm hooked around his, and then we were talking and laughing so loud, with me hitting him from time to time. Haha, then mum was like, Wah, you two like crazyyyyyy one. Haha, then Fiona got jealous, and started coming in betweeeen. Which ended up with us quarrelling. Heeeeeeees, :D And its my fault in the endddddd. Psssssssht. Ayeeeeeee, that's all for the day, :D Oh yeahhhhh, I saw a cute cute pig which is a piggy bank at Centrepoint! :D Mannnn, its SUPER SUPER CUTE!! :D And it has Little Princess written on it^^v. Awwwwwwwww, I want to buyyyyyy. But I'm brokeeeee, nehhhhhhhhhhs.


Okays, I shall probably end here. Going out today with Crystal's family for another buffet^^v. We just ate like last week, or last last week you know. Haha, alrights, I wanna chat with L'ove alreadyyyyyy. Till here then.
♥,xoxo.

P.S./ I love you B, ^^v.





                                 
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Saturday, September 19, 2009 @ 11:26 AM
Cliched words.
Baby, you light up the sky.


Okayyyyyyyy, its another Saturdayyyyy. Its 1056 hours into the morning now. I figure I've got no time to post the pictures that I said I'd post about a week ago. I haven't even uploaded them yet. I don't know if I even have the time to, so yeahhhhhhhhh. Exams are drawing so near, and there's limited time to study already. Yet, I'm spending one hour of my time now in front of the laptop, typing away at a blog. Oh yes, which reminds me that I need a new blogskin. This one's expireddddddddd, literally. Okay, so let's get this done with. I shall post a proper post about this whole week.

`140909, Monday. 
Missed L'ove alot alot, was practically messaging with him the whole night past midnight on Sunday. Haaaaaaaaaaahs, and he kept tempting me with all his sweet talks, :D School was managable, I guess, after all, L'ove was there. And we had 'limited time' together, as he was going to go to Malaysia at 1500 hours in the afternoon, which meant that there was only an extra half an hour to spend with him. Chatted and played alot. Was trying to 'guilt' L'ove into leaving me alone for the whole day, haaaaaaaahs, but yeahhhhhh. Anyway, after school, stayed back in class with L'ove and folded roses, :D He likes them kayyyyyyyyyyy! Haaaaaahs, he's so cute. And after that, he had to goooooo, so walked him down. His dad was already in the car waiting, along with Justin. Anyhoo, I walked out of the school after that, and went to find Yuheng and the others. Went to KFC, and they were all there. Haaaaaaaahs, they all haven't eat yet, waiting for me, so gooood yeahs, :D Justin, ZiChang, HanLi, Dexter, Marcus, ShiHau, YuHeng and Sihui were all there. Haaaaaaaaahs, then ate, and played and stufffffff. Went to Macs for the toilet, cause I needed it. And then bought chocolate. Everyone got so horny larhs, haha. 

`150909, Tuesday.
 Was superrrrrrrr tired todayyyyyyyyyy. Went to L'ove's house, I think. I'm mixing up days so yeahhhhhhhh. I can't really remember, so if the settings are under the wrong dates, I'm sorrrrrrrryyyy. Anyway, then we talked about all sorts of sweeeeeet stuff. Haaaaaaaahs, my heart was melting again. L'ove never fails to let my heart melt everytimeeeeee, :D Heeeeeeees^^v.

`160909, Wednesday.
L'ove had to go for NCDCC, History Heritage thingyyyyy. Gave him the oh so late 18th month anniversary presents today. Haaaaaaaaahs, he was happyyyyy. He liked the roses,^^v. Anyway, spent some time with Lesmin today. Tried to study, but couldn't. Before that, went to Macs with her to eat. Saw Justin,HanLi, Sihui,Yuheng,ShiHau, Dexter,Marcus,Dylan,ZiChang on the way. We all headed to Macs and ate together. ShiLi came afterwards. Looks like she and ShiHau's having some problems. So yeahhhhhhhh, went back to school afterwards, did History NPPA, while waiting for L'ove. Folded roses again, and tried to increase them till the paper bag was full of them to surprise L'ove. Haaaaaaaaaahs, Lesmin then went home at 1700 hours, and I was alone. Folded roses and listened to songs while waiting for L'ove. He messaged me afterwards, and then chatted with me for awhile. And then he came back, :D And then he 'scolded' me for folding more, as my fingers were hurting. Heeeees, and then I went to change out of my uniform, and we left schoooooool. Walked with Rizan, as he was alone, and then L'ove and I decided to go to our favourite hide-out. So yeahhhhhhhhh, and halfway, it started to rain. The rain was super super bigggg! We walked in the rain, and finally reached there. We both looked like we just had a bath man. Haaaaaaaaaahs, and then after that...I shall not elaborate, :D

`170909,Thursday.
Had an argument with L'ove. Was feeling super super screwed upppppppp. Anyways, we didn't talk to each other for almost the whole day. Sigh, my own heart was killing me. Teared up in class, when the relief teacher came in, but no one knew, as I was lying my head on the table, and I think I looked like I was asleep. Did English NPPA after school with Justin and Mistika. L'ove had a meeting, so he went for it first. And then, we kept recording and recording. Kept making mistakes. Zuhri came then, and was being impatient while waiting for Mistika. He kept complaining under his breath. And then, we were finally done and I went for training. L'ove went home, so yeahhhhhhhhh. And during training, I was feeling down. But I was trying to kill the sadness, so I just kept running and making myself as tired as possible. Then I complained to Nabila,Atikah and Hannah that I missed L'ove. And then on the court, I was like saying his name. Didn't know why I did that, but yeahhhhhhhh. I seriously, did miss him. And then they started to try to cheer me up. Almost teared up again, but didn't. Then, the ex-seniors who have graduated came back and played with us court games. Man, they were so tall! Then,I played GA, and Sabrina played WA, and then she was like, you wanna go Ben or Jethro? Ben was right, Jethro was left. So, i was like, haha. And then we kept playing like that, and beat them with 11-5 for the first quarter cause we had Sze Ling to help us block the other side^^v. And then lost the following quarters. After training, went home with Bila. Sham,Haziq,Ali and Rizan waited for us to end training. Then they all walked to the interchange, while me and Bila took bus from the bus-stop. Lazyyyyyyy to walk. Talked to L'ove on the phone halfway home. Sort of made up, I guesss. 

`180909, Friday.
Made up with L'ove, finally. I don't think I could take another day. And I know the reason why he was sad/angry at me. I'm sorry L'ove. Anyway, after school, went off with L'ove to our favourite hide-out again^^v. Heeeeeeees, and then we chatted and stuffffff. Shall not elaborate. Then it started to rain, and it was so dark. We got stuck there then, and L'ove couldn't go back for his CCA, cause the rain was huge again. Then when it sort of subsided, we walked back. Was drenched when we reached school again, haaaaaaaaaahs. L'ove went for his CCA, while I spent time with Atikah, Bila, Rasyid and Haziq. They are so funnyyyyyyyy. And then we chatted and stuff after that, and played ball. Shooting, and then Rasyid was like a coach, trying to distract Atikah and me while were trying to shoot. Haaaaaaaahs, so hilarious larhs. And then, L'ove was doneeeee, and he was having a packet of Rufflesssss! I wanted to eat, and it was Sour Cream and Onion, my favourite. Haaaaaaahs, after that, we walked to the interchange. And L'ove had his smug face again, awwwwww. He's so cute. Walked slowly, and then finally reached. Heeeeeeees, after that, took bus with Rasyid, and we were laughing like crazy. No idea for what. Haaaaaaaahs, that's all for the weeeeeeeeek. 

Ayeeeeeee, its 1125 hours now. I shall go offffffff. I shall go chat with L'ove if he is available^^v. Till here then, :D
 ♥,xoxo.
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Sunday, September 13, 2009 @ 7:14 PM
This ends right here.
I'm not gonna say, 
                              I should have been there.  

Why Chocolate is better than sex : 

1. You can GET chocolate. 

2. 'If you love me, you'll swallow that' has real meaning with chocolate. 
3. Chocolate satisfies even when it has gone soft.
4. You can safely have chocolate while you are driving. 
5. You can make chocolate last as long as you want to.
6. You can have chocolate even in front of your mother.
7. If you bite the nuts too hard the chocolate won't mind.
8. Two people of the same sex can have chocolate without being called nasty names.
9. The word 'commitment' doesn't scare off chocolate.
10. You can have chocolate on top of your workbench/desk during working hours without upsetting your co-workers.
11. You can ask a stranger for chocolate without getting your face slapped.
12. You don't get hairs in your mouth with chocolate. 
13. With chocolate, there's no need to fake it.
14. Chocolate doesn't make you pregnant. 
15. You can have chocolate at any time of the month.
16. Good chocolate is easy to find.
17. You can have as many kinds of chocolates as you can handle.
18. You are never too young or too old for chocolate.
19. You can fondle chocolates in a supermarket...and you know how firm it is before you take it home.
20. A chocolate always respects you in the morning.
21. You can go to the movies with a chocolate...and see a movie.
22. You can have as many chocolates as you can handle. 
23. Chocolates stay hard for a week.
24. When you have chocolate, it does not keep your neighbours awake. 
25. With chocolate size doesn't matter; its always good ! 


Haha, I found the above joke funnyyyyyyy. Got it from Benny. Actually, I kinda snugged it out of his file when he didn't realise, because he didn't wanna photocopy one for me. Okay, anyway, I've got alot of things to post about. Firstly, 
Happy Belated Anniversary to ShiLi & ShiHau. {040909}.

Happy Belated Anniversary to Crystal & Hakim. { 070909}. 
Happy Belated Anniversary to Rasyid & Alyssa. {100909}.
Happy Belated Anniversary to Shamsul & Yani. {120909}.

Happy Belated Anniversary to Elena & her love. {120909}.
Happy Anniversary to Nabila & Syafiqin. {130909}.
Last longggggg ayeeeee people, :D. 

Okays, so I'm done with the above. And now, I have loads of pictures to post. As I promised last time. But I don't think I'll have time for that, and the laptop went for repair, so perhaps another time,peeeeeps, :D. Okay, I shall post about yesterday, as it was a big big day. 



120909, Saturday. 
Had tuition in the afternooooon, normal routine. Reached there, had a Math test, which Benny apparently told us just one hour before the tuition through messaging. Anyway, didn't had a calculator, so had to lent from RuiSheng. Okay, and then was feeling super moody the whole day, and Benny wasn't helping either, with his sacarstic remarks which were meant to be jokes. Anyway, I disturbed him till he agreed to go through the paper, and so yeahhhhhhh. Had break later on, snuck in fries from Macs into the centre. ZhiMin was running all the way in like some crazy guy. And then we started eating and talking about JCs and Polytecnics and stuffffff. We could actually go home already, as it was time, but yeah. We just sat there and continue talking till it was past 6.

After that, Mum called. And we went home with Dad, he came to fetch us. Got home, changed and bunk-ed out again. Went to Changi Airport's Terminal 3 to eat buffet and also to send Jasmine off to her flight. She's going to Amsterdam to studyyyyyyyy, :D. The buffet was delicious, haha. And the toilet was nicer ! Camwhored like crazy with Crystal. And she made me laugh and stuff, because I was moody. L'ove wasn't with me the whole day, so yeahhhhh. Figures. And yeah, took like a thousand pictures before we could leave the toilet. The toilet's like a walk-in wardrobe yeahs. Anyhooooo, went to send Jasmine off after that. Before that, we had family bonding, and it was like so sweet. We were talking about the future and stuffffff, that got me thinking alot. After that, at around 2025 hours, we set off from the airport. Reached home in about twenty minutes, cool ehs. Dad was speeding like he own-ed the road. Seriously, his driving's awesome, :D. 

Reached home, bunk-ed. Stared at my phone for about twenty minutes, before I could agree to put it down and go to bed, unwillingly. Couldn't sleep at first, was thinking bout a ton loads of things, which got me a headache. In the end, settled on some memories that lingered in my head, and that was sweet, and I finally slept. Woke up at 0600 hours in the morning, went to the toilet. Was pissed, as my sleep was disrupted. Checked phone, and there was messages from L'ove. He was apologising alot for leaving me alone for the whole day. After that, couldn't sleep and thought of waking up. But I must have been crazy to, so went back to sleep again. Woke up at 0930 hours in the morning, and wanted to continue sleeping, but i couldn't, so yeahhhhh. 

Studied the whole day, F&N mostly. Its frustrating, really. To get things like F&N into your head when you're thinking about revising other subjects. Okayyyyyy, I know my posting's abit offffff today, but yeahhhhhhh. I'm not exactly in the greatest of my mood. Haaaaaaaaaahs, everything about everyone's getting me, and I don't know why. And I still don't like _________ . I'm sorry, I tried, but I can't. So, yeahhhhhhhh. 
Aites, I shall go offfffff now. Dinner's readyyyyyyyyyyyy. And I'm missing L'ove^^v. Ayeeeeeee, till here then. 
♥,xoxo.
P.S./ I made a decision, :D. You'll see.
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Saturday, September 12, 2009 @ 9:57 AM
Lost in everything.
Given one chance, 
                              Its a moment of weakness. 

I'm feeling...lost, terribly lost. I don't know what to do yeah.  I don't know how my brain is working. How all these stupid things are affecting me in the way that I don't want them to. And somehow, I have to perservere. And everytime I have the motivation to perservere on, something would come drag me down all the way again. And its so hard to just stand up and have the motivation to go on again. Do you know how hard it is to resemble my thoughts and my feelings once again, and then perservere on again? How I'm trying to control my tears and myself from breaking down? How I'm trying to be strong? Sigh...Never mind this now. Its out of your reach anyway, so yeah. Like I said, Love's always a battlefield. But its kind of stupid, yeah. Ugh, THIS is killing me. I'm not going to think, to care anymore. Not a single thought, I'm not going to care. So, to hell with it. 

Its 0933 hours. Woke up at about an hour ago, couldn't sleep. Was hurting in my head for thinking too much. And my heart was sort of tight. Can't find L'ove for any cure now, as he has his own problems to solve. Chatted with L'ove last night, till about 12 midnight. It was kind of nice. We were both tempting each other, haaaaaaaahs.

Its Saturday. And I'm gonna have tuition later on. Don't know how I'm gonna pull through it by putting on a smile and face those guys who never fails to make me laugh till I drop. Sigh, but I don't think I'll need to fake it, they'll probably see through either way. Ugh, whatever it is. 

Went swimming on Wednesday with Dad, swam 7 laps. Kind of coooolingggg. Dad and I were standing in the pool then, looking around. And dad was being a pervert, attempting to piss me off by telling me which girls had big boobs. Haha, but it didn't work. Okay, the pissing me off is a inside joke, so if you don't get it, its okayyyyyyyy. Then we saw this girl in red bikini running outside the pool. And then she went in to swim. She looked quite pretty, but dad said she's not. She was with this guy, and they swam for like a few minutes and they went to the other end of the pool to stand and talk. And they were...making out I guess. Haha, and Dad was like, okay, he never really took notice. He claims he's too busy swimming. He swam about 8 or 10 laps man, so fast. I couldn't avoid the couple mentioned above, as they were standing in the lane I was swimming. We were in the deep pool, of course. And then something pervertic happened. I was standing beside them, a few metres in between, catching my breath. And then the girl suddenly laughed and held her hands to her chest. Okay, and then she said so loudly that she's lucky no one saw that. And then she was like asking her boyfriend if he pulled it or something. Haha. And I couldn't stand it and immediately swam offffffff, :D. Haha, typical people. 
Okay, sorrry, that was random. I had to find something to do and something to keep my mind off things. And that worked. 


Studied the whole day yesterday again. Early in the morning, woke up and studied. And then slacked awhile and watched movie while I had lunch. And after that, read the newspapers and studied again. Was using the mahjong table and sat right in the middle of the living room under the light and studied. After about one and a half hour of studying, me and Fiona started growing restless. So we rest, and started camwhoring like mad. And Kenny came out to see the commotion due to shrieks and laughter, and then Kelvin too. He was going out, so yeahhhhhh. And after that, finished up our work ,and then we played mahjongggggg, :D. Heeeees, played with Kenneth and Fiona. I was like winning most of the games^^v. Haha, and then mum helped Fiona, and so yeah. Kenny came out to play a few games or so too. We played till dinner time, and yeah. After dinner, studied again. Felt like my brain could explode anytime. And I still haven't started on F&N yet. I'm a procrastinator, :D. Haaaaaaaaaaahs, probably starting later tonight or so. Oh yeahhhhhhhh, maybe gonna eat buffet later tonight tooooooooooo! ^^v. 


I miss L'ove. Okay, that was random too. He was trying to tempt me yesterdayyyyy. Haha, and yeahhhhh. I'm sorry for making you sad. But you're cheer-ed up already, byyyyyyy me,:D. Haaaaaaahs, I love you. 


Alrights, I shall end off here. Kenny's awake already. So I shall probably start studying with him toooooo, :D. He has his A-levels prelims coming on Monday, :D. Awesomeeeee. Haha, till here then^^v. 
♥,xoxo.
P.S./ I need you right here.
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Friday, September 11, 2009 @ 12:25 PM
Your smile is all it takes.
The single thought of you, 
                                      can leave the rest of the world behind. 

1215 hours, Friday. Another week's coming to an end already. And on Monday, we'll all be back to school to sit at out desks and prepare for the upcoming examinations. Oh yes, there's F&N theory exam on Monday. I haven't started yet, sigh. Been revising the rest of the other subjects alot this week. Studying so hard. I wanna improve my results and get higher results. Higher then 6As are now my goals^^v. Heees. 

Made up with Dad. Like I said, I jumped into his lap and just hugged him an apologised. He hugged me back and started telling me to stop making things so difficult for him. Because, well, mum's been temperamental these days, so yeah. And after that, mum started scolding me after she showered finished. Sigh. The kids are always in the wrong, I guess. 

I'm currently feeling down. Mood swings are getting me now, I guess. I need L'ove, but I think he's somehow busy. And I just read something yesterday that made me fume up so much... But maybe its just my thinking. But I don't know. Man, I hate ______ so much. Seriously, alot. You forced me into this okay. I'm not gonna say anything furthur now. Or even do anything. I'm just going to perservere. But don't push my limits, because, my patience is running thin. 

I'm hungryyyyyyyyyy. I shall go off to the kitchen and snatch up some foooood. Eating spaghetti for lunch, :D. And I'll probably cuddle up on the couch and watch movies while eating. Its raining, I love this weatherrrrrr, :D. Silent, peaceful and cooling. Aites, till here then^^.
♥,xoxo.


P.S./ I'll stop trying now. I don't like you. I won't try to even.

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Thursday, September 10, 2009 @ 9:56 PM
Kiss me like you did.
I don't like you, 
                          I don't think I'll ever do. 

Dad's not talking to me. Figures, seeing that I should have pissed him off pretty badly today. Sigh, another burden added to my heart. And its so unlike him to give me a cold shoulder. I must have really hurt him pretty badly with my words today. Wrong choice of words, why do I always have a picky/stupid mouth? Then again, this is another mess I didn't plan. I admit, that I was a little harsh today, but I couldn't help it. My temper was flaring up with his unreasonable actions, and well yeah. Ugh, this screws everything up. Ire prematurely. This feels so wrong. I just feel like jumping into his lap and hugging him and saying that I'm sorry for all I've done today. I didn't mean to say...my feelings at him. He's...vulnerable. Like me, he gets hurt easily. But I hate to see that frown between his eyebrows, that smile wiped off his face. I hate to see him worrying about me so much. I'm sorry, but I do know that he cares alot for me. But he's being...a little overprotective. Mum always tells me that he's worrying about me all the time, and I can't do anything to cease that feeling, can I ?... Sigh. I've been trying very hard to show that, I do know how to take care of myself. Its not like, the moment I step out of the doorstep, I'll get kidnapped or raped, do I ? That thinking's kinda...off. Ugh, this is killing me. I hurt too. He told me once not to hurt him. But he doesn't THINK. If I DO actually hurt him, won't I be hurting myself first ? Won't I have this guilt or sadness tugging at my heart ? Life gets so hard. 

I spent the early hours in the morning crying my heart out. I just lied there in bed, with tears streaming down my eyes because of Dad and some other stuff.. We argued, over some pretty minor stuff that I don't think we should have. But we're both stubborn people, with stubborn brains, and no one would give in, so there you have it. I have realised that I was wrong in throwing my temper at him. Just because he's concerned at me. But I can't take it anymore. I've been trying very hard to control and simmer down my temper, anger, whichever it is. But I can't. That's the problem. 

Spent the early afternoon with L'ove. Spent $10 just to see him...for twenty minutes? Cabbed from house to there, and I'm officially broke again. Met him at his house, and he and his brother were watching Heroes. Haaaaaaahs, it was so funny. They were like kids yeah. And then, I went to play with the pig that I bought for L'ove, its so adorable. And L'ove was trying to hide from me the fact that he didn't forget to take her out of the cupboard. He has to hide it because of personal reason I shan't say, :D. Anyhooooo, we named the pigs, :D. Heees, he has two. So we want them to become our kids. So the other pig, which resembles a guy, is called Benji. The one I bought is called Flora^^v. Heees, awesomeeeeeee. Anyway, we left the house at one. Spent about a minute playing with his brother, asking him to say bye. Haaaaaaahs, he's so funny^^. Then I walked with L'ove to his tuition centre. We spent the time walking there, discussing/debating about the History SPQ worksheet, about the differences between Sources C & D. Haha, he's so cute. He doesn't wanna admit that I'm correct, =P . Then when we were reaching, he suddenly started saying all those sweet stuffs and all. Awwwwwwwwww, I was melting again, hahs, :D. 

After that, I went back to Kembangan to go to Godmother's house. She's still as pretty as ever^^. Though I feel kind of guilty of just meeting her for about 20 minutes before I have to leave for training again. Saw Shawn, he's as cuteeeee as ever. Haaaaaaahs. And Darren's getting more and more tan. Anyhooooo, went back to school for training after that. Argued with Dad on the phone again. Because of some dinner thing at Godmother's house. Ugh, heart kind of tearing. Resisted the urge of crying. Bunk-ed, head rushhhhhhh. Training was...okay, I guess. Well, I can't say its tough or anything, considering that the others had to fast, and I didn't. So yeahhhhh. Was super tiring and my leg was bleeding, and hurting like hell, so yeahhhhh.


After training, went to Bedok Macs. Man, rushed there like helllllll. Legs were almost cramping. Sat down, and waited for L'ove. He was in the toilet, and suddenly appeared behind me and placed a Urban Write plastic bag in front of me. Haaaaaahs, then I passed him his History book, and we went to our favourite happy place to hang out again^^v. He was so cute. After around 1855 hours, we started walking back to Bedok int. We got carried away, and he was late. And so was I. He spent the time walking back to Bedok Central, telling me how he was missing me every second and all those sweet stuffs. Awwwwwwwwww, haha. After that, he cabbed back, while I bus-ed. Reached home, was super tired. My legs were killing me then of too much running and rush-walking.

Alrights, I shall end off here now. Its almost 2200 hours and mum will start nagging again if I used the laptop for too longgggg. Shall go find something to kill time now. And probably...think of a way to apologise to Dad. I would probably just jump into his laps or something of the sort. Sigh. Life's a climb, but the view's great. 
♥,xoxo.

P.S/ Cause I need you like a heartbeat.
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Wednesday, September 9, 2009 @ 11:07 AM
Irrisistible Smile.
The smiles, the flowers, 
                                       everything right here. 
Its 1000 hours on a Wednesday morning. Half of the week's already gone. Time flies so fast, before you know it, the September holidays are gone and everyone would be busy mugging for the exams and waiting in anticipation for their results after that hoping that it would be something good so that they could get praised and make their parents proud. And they might even get presents as a result to their good grades. And later on, everyone would be making plans for the holiday, and another year passes and everyone goes up to a new level. Sorry, I'm being random, but yeahhhhhh.
Woke up at 0645 hours in the early hours of the morning just to bring Fiona to schooooool. Sleeping time's disrupted man. Dang it. Reached the market at 0800 hours. Hung around till 0830 hours and walked Fiona to school. After that went to collect the newspapers for mum and bus-ed home. Super sleepyyyyyy, kept myself awake by reading the newspapers. Reached home and decided to post, as its an inapproporiate time to sleeep. Kenny's still not awake yet, lucky ass. He should have been the one who brought Fiona to school man. Sigh.
I shall post a proper post about this week. Its like I never said any spicy events yet. Alrights, so as I said, on Monday, went to eat buffet with Crystal's family at Plaza. The food are nice, but there were very little food to choose from. Anyhooo, Charlene had her hair cut. Bangs, awwwwww. She looked so cute and much much younger :D Haaaaaaaahs, anyhooooo, chatted and camwhored with Crystal again. Its been so long since we've did that. Oh yes, HAPPY BELATED 7th Month ANNIVERSARY Crystal ! ♥ Last long yeahhhhhhhhhs. Heeeees :D 

Okay, so yeahhhhhh. Then I made a bet with Oxford. That is, that if he passes all his subjects for his PSLE, he's gonna get $30 from me. And he turned me down. He wouldn't even try man, sheeeeesh. Never mind, he will regret, seriously. If he doesn't start studying harder. Anyhooo, Jasmine's flying off to study sooon, I think. So yeahhhh. Bon Voyage^^v. 


Okay, so Tuesday, which was yesterday. Went to meet L'ove. Shall not elaborate much :D Enclosed information. Had funnnnnn though :D Heeeeeees, he cooked for me again, awwwww^^v. Okay, so yeah. Did nothing much after I bunk-ed home. Was tiringgggggg. Chatted with L'ove on the phone for awhile at night, and then went to slack in the room with Kenny and Fiona :DDD Had a fun time, Kenny was playing games on Facebook, with Fiona trying to make him fail to win, Haha. And I was folding roses of course. Sigh, Kenny used up all the red and pink papers for his roses. And now, I'm left with all the funny colours yeah. I'll think of something else, perhaps. 

Ugh, Its still so early, and I don't feel like doing anythinggggggg ! Okays, I'm gonna post this interesting thing I found in my document in the computer ^^v. Been saving it since...three years ago or something I think ? I don't know. Haaaaaaaahs, since I'm bored now, I shall do it then :D 
Enjoyyyyyyyy, :D .


( 50 most romantic things.)
{ About your guy. } 

1. Watch the sunset together. 
  We tried, but failed. Was facing the wrong direction, and it was too cloudy. 

2. Whispered to each other.
     Yeapppppp :D 

3. Cook for each other. 
     Heeeeeeees, L'ove's cooked for me, :DD .

4. Walk in the rain. 
     Yeahhhhhhhhh, :D .

5. Hold hands. 
     Yeah-huh, ^^.

6. Buy gifts for each other. 
     Thats one of the reasons why I'm currently broke, :D .

7. Roses. 
    Yeahhhhhhh, :D . For Valentine's Day. Another one's in progress, :D .

8. Find out their favourite cologne/ perfume and wear it everytime you're together.
     Nahhs, we'll just snatch it from each other and spray it all over ourselves, xD .

9. Go for a long walk down at the beach at midnight. 
    Parents will kill both of us first at midnight, haha.

10. Write poetry for each other.
       Yeahhhhh, I did. L'ove didn't, :D .

11. Hugs are the universal medicine.
       Absolutely agreed. 

12. Say I love you, only when you mean it and make sure they know you mean it.
       Sure Sure, umpteen of times :D 

13. Give random gifts of flowers/ candy/ letters.etc. 
       Haaaaaaaaahs, that's what we always do ^^v. 

14. Tell her that she's the only girl you ever want, don't lie ! 
        Heeeeees, about this. I think so, xD . He did say...^^.

15. Spend every second possible together.
       Yeahhhhhh. But not when we need the toilet :D 

16. Look into each other's eyes. 
      ^^v. Heeeeees, and electricity always sparks offfff.

17. Very lightly push up her chin, look her into your eyes, tell her you love her, and kiss her lightly.
      Privateeeeeeeeeeeeee, :D .

18. When in public, only flirt with each other. 
Haaaaaaaaaahs, I'm not too sure about that xD Considering someone's so famous... HAHA xD

19. Put love notes in their pockets when they're not looking.
      Doneeeeeeeeee^^.

20. Buy her a ring.
      Tickkkkkkkkkkkk ^^v. 

21. Sing to each other.
       Speaking of which... L'ove, you stil owe me a song, :D .

22. Always hold her around her hips/ sides. 
      Tickkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk :D 

23. Take her to dinner and do the dinner for two deal. 
       Haaaaaaaahs, meaning ?

24. Spaghetti, (Ever seen Lady and Tramp?) 
       Mageeeeee Mee, then yes, xD .

25. Hold her hand, stare into her eyes, kiss her hand and then put it over his heart.
       Privateeeeeeeeeeeeeeee, :D .

26. Dance together. 
       Definitely :D Twirl and twist, heeeeees. The Waltz ^^v.

27. I I love the way she looks right after she's fallen asleep with her head  in my lap. 
       l don't know about this, :D .

28. Do cute things like write I love you in a note so that they have to look in a mirror to read it.
       Yupppppppppppppp ^^v.

29. Make excuses to call them every 5 minutes. 
       Nopeeeeeee, just spamming the inbox, xD . Heees. 

30. Even if you are really busy doing something, go out of your way to call  and say I love you.
       Not reallyyyyyy. Just randomly messaginggggggg, :D .

31. Call from your vacation spot to tell them you were thinking about them.
      Not reallyyyyyyyyy. Still, messaginggggggg.

32. Remember your dreams and tell her about them.
       Yeahhhhhhh, definitely :D Haaaaaaahs, so cute ^^.

33. Hold her close, and ensure her that there's no one else. 
       Yeappppppppppp.

34. Tell each other your most sacred secrets / fears. 
       Of courseeeeeeeeeee, ;D .

35. Be Prince Charming to her parents. 
       Never met, or we'd both be lying dead :D 

36. Brush her hair out of her face for her.
       Yeahhhhhhhhhhhs. 

37. Hang out with his/her friends. 
       Of courseeeeeeeee, =)

38. Go to church/ mosque; pray/worship together. 
       Uh-uh. We both don't goooooo.

39. Take her to see a romantic movie and remembered the parts she liked.
       Uh-huh. We almost always like the same parts :D Same thinkinggggg. 

40. Learn from each other and don't make the same mistake twice. 
       Sure sure, :D . Like the Pssssssssssht. Heeees. 

41. Describe the joy you feel just to be with him/her. 
       Overwhelming feelings, can't describe, :D .

42. Make sacrifices for each other. 
       Definitelyyyyyyyyyy, :D . 

43. Really love each other, or don't stay together. 
       Of courseeeeeee, or we wouldn't risk half our lives. 

44. Let there never be a second during any given day that you aren't thinking about them,
       and make sure they know it. 
       Yeahhhhhhhh ,and this is where all the mushy stuffffs all comes in, :D .

45. Love yourself before you love anyone else. 
      Definitelyyyyyyyyyyyyyy.

46. Learn to say sweet things in foreign languages. 
      Yeappppppp, that's what L'ove's always testing me on^^v.

47. Dedicate songs to them on the radio. 
       Not yet, too shyyyyyyyy, and too outtttttttttt. 
48. Fall asleep on the phone with each other.
       Nopeeeeeee. We fall asleep halfway messaging though, :D .
49. Stand up for them when someone talks trash. 
       No, we just SMACK! :D 
50. Never forget the kiss goodbye and always remember to say, " Sweet Dreams."
      Yeapppppppppppppppppp, :D . 
Aites, I'm done, :D . Shall go and disturb L'ove nowwwwww. Till next time ^^v. 
♥,xoxo.
P.S/ I love you, ;D. Flora & Benji ^^v. Don't abuse them kay, L'ove !

      
 


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