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 Sunday, August 31, 2008 @ 9:00 AMiloveyousweets - entry 96♥ Hahas,lols. Morningggggg ! I'm going maddddd larhs. I simply can't stop thinking about you boy. Ohmygoddddddd, I nid help. Anyone ? I've been trying to distract myself le . But den it doesn't seem to work? Shucks. I hate it. The moment I woke up jus now,lying on the bed, and u jus simply fill my head already. I'm seriously going mad. And its onli the start of the weekends! Its not even the start of the holidays yet larhs! Ohmyyyyy,Lols. Arghs,and wadever I do, my head is filled wif you. I keep shaking my head to shake the thought off, but I can't. And the temptation gets stronger and stronger larhs. Shucks shucks. Its WADEVER I do lehs! You're irreplaceable,hahas xD I can't get you out of my head... Nevermind,hahas. Cos I love the thought of thinking about you. Tat sweet smile,keeps flashing bac in my head. Hahas,lols. imissyou larhs. ILY ; iloveyousweets♥ Today ; maybe going out. Hahas,sunday le. Time flies so fas. I went to friendster,blogs and space jus now. Lols. Fionnnnn ! Hahas,don nid to cover up the truth le larhs. I noe u and him together le. Lols,I wish u two will last longgggg. Hahas, jy =) Okays,I'm superb hyper today. Hahas,but den latr got tuition lehs. Lols. Alrights, I'll end this here. I wanna go eatttttttt! Hahas, bye~ Flashes of ur smile in my head, of the times we had in my heart, everything about you in both. I really miss you alot. How, how, how? How I wished I nvr left school ytd,hahas xD Looking at you from afar, I'm already contented. Hahas,thanks for the smile though. I really love it! But I jus wanna say, jus so you know, iloveyoualways. Boy ; I really love you, believe me. & yes, its now and always. Thinking of you at 9.10am. Hahas xD iloveyousweets♥ |
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Saturday, August 30, 2008 @ 9:52 PM iloveyousweets - Entry 95♥ & I'm still addicted to this song, and that and tat. Hahas,lols. I probably shouldn't say this,but I sometimes get so scared. When I think about the previous relationship we shared, it was awesome, but we lost it, its not possible for me, not to care. & now I'm standing in the rain, nothing's ever gonna change, without you here,my dear. The 7 things I hate about you, the 7 things I hate about you, oh you. Your vain, your games, your insecure, you love me, u lyk her. You make me laugh, you make me cry, but I dunno which side to buy. Your frenns, they're jerks, when you act lyk them jus noe it hurts. I wanna be wif the one i noe, and the 7th thing I hate the most tat you do, u make me love you. Its awkward and silent as i wait for you to say, wad I nid to hear now is your sincere apology. When you mean it, I'll believe it. If u text it, I'll delete it, let's be clear. Oh,I'm not coming back, u're taking the 7 steps here. The 7 things I hate about you, the 7 things i hate about you, oh you. Your vain, ur games, ur insecure. You love me u lyk her. You make me laugh, u make me cry, I dunno which side to buy. Ur frenns, they're jerks, when you act lyk them jus noe it hurts. i wanna be wif the oen I noe. And the 7th thing i hate the most tat you do, you make me love you. And den to all the great things tat will take too long to write, I probably should mention the 7 tat I lyk. The 7 things I lyk about you, ur hair, ur eyes, ur old Levi's, when we kiss, I'm hypnotised. You make me laugh, you make me cry, but I guess tat's both I'll have to buy. Your hand in mine, when we're intertwined, everything's alright. I wanna be wif the one i noe, and the 7th thing, I lyk the most tat u do, u make me love you.♥ Their gonna clean up ur looks, wif all the lies in the books. To make a citizen out of you, becos they sleep wif a gun, and keep an eye on you son, so they can watch all the things you do. Becos the drugs never work, they're gonna give you a smirk, cos they got methods of keeping you clean. They gonna rip up ur heads, your aspirations to shreds, another cog in the murder machine. They say all teenagers scare, the living shit out of me, they could care less as long as someone'll bleed. So darken ur clothes, or strike a violent pose, maybe they'll leave you alone, but not me. Now,boys and girls in the cliques, the awful names tat they stick. u're never gonna fit in much,kid. But if u're troubled and hurt, wad u got under ur shirt, will them pay for the things tat they did. Uh-oh,there you go again, talking cinematic. Yeah you,u're charming,got everybody star struck. I noe,how you always seem to go, for the obvious,instead of me, but get a ticket and u'll see, If we were a movie, u be the right guy, and I be the best frenn, would you fall in love wif in the end be in love and, watching the sunset, fade to black,show the names,play a happy song. Yeah yeah,when you call me, I could hear it in ur voice. Oh sure,wanna see me and tell me all about her. Lala,I'll be acting through my tears. Guess u'll never know tat i should win an Oscar for the scene I'm in. If we were a movie, u be the right guy, and I be the best frenn, would you fall in love wif in the end be in love and, watching the sunset, fade to black,show the names,play a happy song. Wish I could tell you there's a twist, some kind of hero in disguise, and we're together,now for real,now playing. Wish I could tell you there's a kiss, lyk something more then in my mind. I see it could be amazing. Hahas,star struck too. Mistika affected me i think. Lols,kays,gtg. Bye peepos~ --The song in my head ; the soul of my life . -- Boy; I'm still thinking about you. Every second, every minute, every hour. imissyoubadly. Thinking of you at 10.17pm. Hahas,lols. iloveyousweets♥ ILOVEYOUSWEETS! |
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@ 9:17 PM iloveyousweets - Entry 94♥ Hellooooo!!! Lols,hahas. Today was fun larhs, netball was soooo cool. STRAIGHT COOL. Hahas,I'm going crazy. Anyway,today we had the sports carnival from morning to afternoon. Den aft tat is the netball camp. Hahas,soooo fun larhs. We sell water at first,to the MPH ppl, den to the soccer guys. Den to the councillors in the hall. Lols,they lyk don wanna buy lyk tat de lorhs. Hahas,den slacked. Watched the seniors play netball, beautiful larhs. We won,wheee~~ Must congratulate us. Hahas,lols. We watched the game from outside the hall, good view nehhs. Hahas,can see the inside ppl and the outside ppl, if u get wad I mean. Anyway,I'm really really very happy today. Hahas,thanks alot alot ppl. Especially you in another way xD Lols,and RACHEL GOH! Hahas,love you larhs. Thanks for everything kays? Its nice talking to you,very nice. Hahas,though u're abit aggresive xD No larhs,not tat. But den ur method abit over, I don think I'll do it. Hahas,lols. Anyway,the camp rocks! Hahas,i love it! Ohmygoshhhh, I don wanna leave larhs, hahas. Didn't wanted to go home,lols. Saddddd, I can't really concentrate much today. Lols,hahas. I'm too too distracted,so I nid to learn to control. Oh btw,thanks Mistika,if u noe wad I mean. Uh-huh,hahas. Lols,I'm boredddd. & I'm still thinking about it. How dumb can I get?!? You looked surprisingly nice today. Hahas,from the time you walked behind me, to the time I went home. Ohmygosh,I can't control myself. Sorry arhs,u abit the Hahahhahas,lols. Anyway,thanks for the smile. I really needed it. Hahas,and it was sweet too. Which is nice. Hahas,but the one ytd was nicer. Hahas,lols. I keep thinking about you!!! I can't get you out of my head, seriously. And i miss you, boy. Ohmygoshhhhh. Lols,arghs. I think I'm gonna be mad... Can't survive the one week holidays. Nid to distract myself again, tats the thing I hate about holidays. Hahas,crazyyyyy. iloveyousweets♥ Kays,I'll end this here. Bye peepos~ I'M SWEETLY ATTATCHED! LESMIN CHUA <3333> Boy; you make me go wildddd! imissyoualot. I can't stop thinking about you! iloveyou. |
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Friday, August 29, 2008 @ 4:58 PM Hello!!!
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Lols, hahas, I'm back le. Tsktsk. 4 days of funeral, so saddddd. Cried alot of times lehs. Nvmnvm, hahas, I wanna dedicate one song for waigong lehs. Hahas, this is it: You used to call me ur angel, said I was sent straight down from heaven, u hold me close in ur arms, I thought of the way u felt so strong. I nvr wanted u to leave, I wanted u to stay here, holding me. i miss you, i miss ur smile. & I still shed a tear, every once in a while. & even though its different now, u're still here somehow, my heart won't let u go, & I nid you to noe, I miss you. You used ur dreamer, and now I'm living out of my dream. Oh,how I wish u could see, everything tat's happening for me. I'm thinking bac on the past, it's true tat time is flying but too fas, I miss you, I miss ur smile, and I still shed a tear, every once in a while. & even though its different now, u're still here somehow, my heart won't let u go, and I nid you to noe. I miss you. I noe u're in a better place, but I wish I could see ur face. I noe u're where u nid to be, even though its nt here wif me. I miss you, i miss ur smile, and I still shed a tear, every once in a while, and even though its different now, u're still here somehow, my heart won't let u go, and I nid you to noe, I miss you. Hahas, lols. nice songggg nehhs. Wai gong, now tat u're gone, all I can do is to grieve for my loss. I really miss you. I miss you and ur smile. Tat hyper wai gong is not gone. I love you, and u'll always be remembered. Hahas, lols. But now I'm addicted to other songs le. Lols. Anyway, the funeral, was kind of sadddd. But den there were laughters too. Shucks, got one part very funny larhs. They chanting the thing, den I was daydreaming. Latr, my mind drift off to think of the class they all, den suddenly I think of Lesmin & SiHui, den I smiled. Den its lyk they were lyk so sad, I was lyk smiling? Lols, den latr think of him. Hahas, den smiled again. Got scolded. Lols. Sorry arhs, I'm not evil, its jus tat the chanting really very boringggg lehs. Lols. Btw, thanks alot alot alot to some of the clique who helped me. I'm really grateful to u guys. Seriouslyyy. I'm really really grateful, hahas. Erm,thanks alot larhs. Don nid worry abt me, I'm fine. I'll cheer up kays? Love you peeps <333333 Hahas. Btw, Amanda!! Please remember to bring my homework on Sunday lehs. Hahas, sadddddd. U forget again I kick u arhs. Hahas, lols. I'm getting lamer and lamer as days pass. I'm glad I noe it. Today! HAPPY TEACHER"S DAY! Lols. I was superb hyper today can? Wthhh, hahas. Its lyk sooo funny larhs. I was jumping up and down in the morning. Can't even stand still for the Aces day dance. Den aft tat went bac to class. Slacked all the way during lesson. Hahas, Mr Johns very funny larhs. Lols. But den he also very irritating larhs, keep scolding us. Lols. Den aft tat Mr Mak let us watch a comedy. Goshhhhh, its funny de larhs. Hahas, aft tat went to hall for assembly. I lyk the one which Miss Tan acted in. Lols. Soooo funnyyyy. I was sleepy though~ Aft school, walked around to find Miss Kaur. Sorry arhs Yuheng,PeiShi and SiHui, make u all walk around wif me. Hahas, sorry sorry. Den latr walk to interchange. Wanted to take bus to tm. Den 18 very long queue, so went to take 69. Den queue halfway, decided to take MRT. Lols, sorry sorry again. Can't make up my mind. Hahas, den on the way to the MRT, saw Shamsul & Ben they all. Lols, stupid me. I had a very very strong Tsktsk. Anyway, they go put the hat on YuHeng's hat. Lols, hahas. Den its lyk everyone was laughing. Hahas. Aft tat, decided not to go tm, walked bac to interchange, den went bac to Hougang. Walked from Hougang Point to David's house the block. Find Diana they all. They were playing frisbee! Hahas, I so long nvr play le. Lols. Alvin Or,Xavier,Yang Jin & Yang Jia were also there. Wthhh, Yang Jin is lyk super disgusting larhs, he watch too much porn rdy. Ohmygoshhhhh. Lols. Den latr we slack, play,eat. Hahas, den latr go home le. I'm sleepy, but I can't seem to sleep larhs. Lying on the bed, I'll think of things, I'd rather vent it out here lorhs. Kays, my venting sessions are back, sorry sorry. Lols. I hate you, i hate you, I hate you. Of all the things u do. From ur hair, to ur freaking FBTs. Lols. Ughs, tell me u got high hip, shit you larhs. Wear until so high, if I noe, tat time don buy for u le lorhs. Walao, disgusting till cannot disgusting larhs. Wthhhhh. I see rdy also very wad lorhs... Aiyah, wanna attract attention jus go and do larhs. Why mus you do all these things? For the sake of? U go to extraodinary lengths for all these? LPS, I'm tired of playing all these games wif u. All u do is act more and more. I'm tired gurl, I really am, I don wanna play anymore. Yes,u can win for all I care, but I don wanna play anymore. Its stupid, its dumb, and its super idiotic. Ughs, I don wanna talk abt it. Seeing you jus makes my blood boils. Wadever, do for all I care kays? You suck larhs. Gurl, IHATEYOU! Hahas, thanks for tat smile, though I don noe, Lols, anyway, hahas, u looked cute. Hahas, I'm serious larhs. Lols. Ohmygoshhhh, I have strong temptations, how how how? LOLS. I can't help it, or control. Shucks. Oh man, why mus u let me miss you so much? Hahas, lols. Wadever. Today, maybe a good day aft all. Thanks for everything boy. iloveyou more as days pass by. Boy ; iloveyou♥ ILOVEYOUALOT!! |
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Monday, August 25, 2008 @ 7:02 PM Lols, I'm back. Yesterday was a disaster. Basically last week was a disaster. Ughs, I hate it larhs. Freaks, all the unfortunate events come all at once. Too hard to take it. Ytd, mum called. Wai gong died... Sadddddd. I cried aft I put down the fone. Lols. Den aft mum and dad came bac from work, immediately rush to Malaysia. Reached there, mum dropped from the car first. Omggggg, the scene was heartbreaking larhs. They were lyk crying... Den latr me and Kenny drop from the car, den we went in. Saw wai gong in the coffin. His face was sort of lyk smiling. Lyk so peaceful, den tears were lyk dropping from my eyes. Kenny's eyes went red. Lols, den we went outside to help burn the paper. Later, my second uncle came. He cried too. Sad can? Heartbreakingggg, especially my grandma. Omgggg, I also dunno how to comfort, I can't even comfort myself. Lols. Den went in wif dad, his eyes went red too, wthhhh. Den mum cried, den I started crying too. Dad was trying to make me laugh. Lols, den he lyk make me. I sort of laugh, mum looked at me. tsktsk, he keep playing and playing. Lols. Wai gong, why must go so early? I miss you larhs. I'm sooooo saddd tat u have to go. I didn't wan u to leave. Ughs, I dunno wad to say anymore... Today, didn't go to school. Lols, sorry arhs peepos, last minute thingy. Anyway, thanks to those who smsed me, and asked if I was alright. Thanks alot alot, I'm fine. Love you guys. Lols. Today, woke up quite early. Stupid flu larhs, idiottttt. Anyway, my back hurts. Didn't sleep well there. Again, who could? Woke up den went to burn paper, fold the paper. Got some guy come, den we have to do lyk a pray or sumthing. Lols, I kneel till leg pain. Anyway, nevermind. Aft tat, played cards, everyone's mood lifted. Then my grandfather's sister came, she cried till very loud. More lyk wailing. Omgggg, den grandma started crying again. And it started all over. Lols. I was taking care of Shawn. Hahas, he soooo cute larhs. Omgggg, I call him ah nehh. Hahas, lols. He keeps sticking to me. I carry him till hand pain too, lols. Hahas, love him loads larhs. Den aft tat went in to fold more paper, hungryyyy lyk hell. Dad went to sleep, he woke up le, den me,Arin and him went bac home first. Lols, okays. I'll end this here. Nid to eat dinner le. Bye peepos~ Boy; imissyou. iloveyou♥ |
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Sunday, August 24, 2008 @ 8:31 AM Hellooooo~
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The 92th post. Lols, I'm an early waker larhs, onli child awake at eight in the morning. Fiona, Kenny & Kenneth still sleeping lyk pigggggs. Kelvin went out I think. Woke up, washed up, then came to the com le. Lols, I seemed to be waiting for sumthing, but jus dunno wad it is... I can't make up my mind, but perhaps I'm jus thinking too much. I'm still sickkkkk! Goshhhhh, I hate it larhs. Actually I recovered le, but den ytd the condition kind of worsened again... Lols. Arghs, nevermind. I'll still go school tomoro, cos its not tat serious. Anyway, I'm wondering when will I be able to stop listening to the same song. Lols. U're sweet, u're caring, & u're always smiling. Alrights, I'll end this here. See ya peepos~ I noe this for sure, iloveyousweets♥ |
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Saturday, August 23, 2008 @ 5:20 PM Whee~~ Fifth post of the day. Siao,siao and crazyyyy. Hahas, Kelvin came bac le! Thanks for the tee, its nice. Hahas, lols. Sihui!!! Don be jealous arhs, its SMALL SIZE kays? Hahas, lols. Anyway, thanks alot alot Kelvin. Love ya! Tuition was funnn! Hahas, hyperrr lyk crazy. Make the teacher go crazy wif me. She laugh until lyk dunno wad larhs, first time see her lyk this. Lols. Hahas, anyway, its been fun. Hahas, thanks alot alot for the jokes too. Okays, short post. I nid to find sumthing to do le, and I wanna go disturb Arin. Hahas, lols. Kays, bye peepos~ Boy; I seriously nid ur replies. imissyou. iloveyousweets♥ |
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@ 1:20 PM Whee~~ Fourth post of the day. Which makes this the 90th post of the day. I'm alone at home le. Arin fetch Fiona go tuition. Lols. I'm boredddd to death cans? Talking to ShiLi now. She's crazy and pervetic, ask me do those things, yucks. Lols, Hahas. No thanks for the thought kays? Hahas. Listening to songs again. I'm superb addicted!!! Mistika! I nid ur help, I'm star struck too. Hahas, lols. Goshhhh, anyway, I wish faster tuition, den faster end. Tsktsk. Lols. I'm crazyyyyy, four post in one day. Latr maybe got fifth post, hahas, dunno. Lols. I'm really torturing myself. Arghs, I miss school already. Lols. I really nid to crap. I'll go disturb YaChun or Lesmin or SiHui. Hahas. I'll start msging them latr. I nid to entertain myself! Sweets, where are you? I nid to talk to you again. Hahas, I love ur craps too. Lols, i miss you larhs ♥ Hahas. I have to wait for tomoro den can go out. Zzz, I nid to contain my excitement. Hahas, lols. Okays, I found something to do. Bye peepos~ They say tat good things take time, but really great things happen in a blink of an eye, thought the chances to meet somebody lyk u, were a million to one, I cannot believe it, u're one in a million. U're the remedy I'm searching hard to find, to fix the puzzle I see inside. Painting all my dreams the colour of ur smile, when I find you it will be a rhyme. I nid to try to get to where u are, could it be, u're not tat far. U're the voice I hear inside my head, The reason tat I'm singing, I nid to find you, I gotta find you. U're the missing piece I nid, the song inside of me, I nid to find you. I gotta find you. The 7 things I lyk about you, ur hair, ur eyes, ur old Levi's, when we kiss, I'm hypnotised. U make me laugh, u make me cry, but I guess that's both I'll have to buy. Ur hand in mine, when we're intertwined, everything's alright. I wanna be wif the one I noe, and the 7th thing I lyk the most tat u do, u make me love you. Boy; I'm still waiting. Lols, imissyou. & I'm still counting on. iloveyousweets♥ |
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@ 11:51 AM 89th post.
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My posts are increasing extremely fas on weekends. Anyway, I really wanna go out nehhs. No one bring me out, & dad won't let me out for sure. Tsktsk, Wthhh. I'm boreddd again. Hahas, tuition changed to 3.30pm. Tiringggg can? Lols, Kenny went out, so here slacking. Or else I'll be forced to do work again. Read blogs jus now, cliques, don be sad over tat matter. Cheers to you all <3333 Hahas, cheer up kays? Don think anymore abt it. The matter is over anyway. I've still got no replies larhs. Arghs, wadever. I jus posted at the cliques blog. Hahas, lols. Over-hyper, sorry. I don seem to have any appetite today. I onli feel lyk going out! Hahas, lols. Three more days, I'll make a surprise. But I'm still thinking. Hahas, lols. I nid ideas. Anyway, Short post here. I wanna go youtube-ing le. Hahas, kays, See ya! & the 7 things I lyk the most tat u do, u make me love you. Boy; three more days. We can make it. Hahas, i'm starting to miss you lyk crazy. iloveyousweets♥ |
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@ 9:10 AM Hahas,
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yay!!! I'm recoveringggg. Hahas, and can go hyper le, lols. I'm gonna "torture" myself today again, lols. Oh yeah, I feel happy for WeiZhang. Cos he found the gurl he lyk. Hahas, den I'll have a better mummy, not lyk last time de, the heart breaker. Lols, hahas, must jiayous lorhs. Anyway, latr got tuition nehhs, dunno can survive the one and the half hour not. Tsktsk, cannot survive also must survive. Hahas, && I'm proud of myself. Cos tat day go jogging got improve le, thinking of it! 18 mins for two rounds around the mental hospital grounds. Hahas, my mum says tat I'm crazy. Bleahs, wadever. I'm gonna run wif Kenny someday, hahas, cos he run very fast de, lols. Goshhhhh, today why so lame arhs? Must find SiHui;Lesmin; YaChun or YuHeng crap le. Hahas, lols. Sorry arhs, but den I noe u all love crapping! Especially SIHUI & LESMIN!! Arghs, I got no replies, nevermind. Probably bz. Stupid Webster don wanna reply me too. Hahas, the next time I go out wif ur fam again, I'll ask Crystal to beat u up wif me. Hahas, no larhs, actually I not tat violent de. Hahahahas xD I'm starting to hate my phone. The stupid wire can't connect to the com! Den can't put anything inside! Lols, I'll probably ask Kelvin when he comes back from HongKong. Maybe he coming back today. He tell me ytd on msn, tat if today got typhoon, den cannot come bac le. Must change day. Lols, wish got no typhoon lorhs, and be careful. Hahas, lols. I'm still listening the same songggg. & I got motivation to do work, or jus say, to do anything lehs. I dunno why. Plus I'm sick larhs, must be crazy to have this kind of motivation. Hahas, I wanna go out!!! I miss going out can? I week go out once, saddddd. One more week to the September hols. I don wan the hols to come lehs. Lots of homework, plus I'll miss the cliques & him. Hahas xD Lols!! Whee~~ Hyper hyper. Maybe latr can go jogging, dunno larhs. See my condition first, and the weather condition. The carnival's cominggg near. Hahas, oh yeah, and Sham is sooooo funny. Hahas, lols. He's lyk dead HILARIOUS. Hahas, I dunno whyyyy. I love chatting wif him now. He can make me laugh larhs. Wthhhh. Hahas, lols. & Ben too. Hahas, he's lyk dead HILARIOUS & sweet larhs. Hahahas. Lols, I'm going crazyyyy. Lesmin! I miss ur craps! SiHui, I miss ur drama. Hahas, mus buy medicine for me le. YaChun, where's my powerful medicine as u said arhs? Lols, arghs, I can now hyper, latr go emo again. & I wanna eat chocolates <3333 But I'm sickkkk. Lols, I hate myself. Mondayyyyy, got netball♥, loves larhs. Hahas, lols. Okays, I'll end this here. I wanna write the lyrics of the song at the bottom. Hahas, lols. Bye peepos~ I probably shouldn't say this, but I sometimes get so scared. When I think about the previous relationship we shared, it was awesome,but we lost it. Its not possible for me, not to care. & now we're standing in the rain, but nothing's ever gonna change without you here, my dear. The 7 things I hate about you, the 7 things I hate about you, oh you. Your vain, your games, your insecure. You love me,you lyk her. You make me laugh, you make me cry, I dunno which side to buy. Your frenns,their jerks, when you act lyk them just noe it hurts. I wanna be wif the one I noe, and the 7th thing I hate the most tat u do, u make me love you. It's awkward and silent as I wait for you to say, but wad I nid to hear now is ur sincere apology. When you mean it, I'll believe it, if you text it, I'll delete it. Let's be clear, oh,I'm not coming back. You're taking the 7 steps here. The 7 things I hate abt you, ur vain, ur games, ur insecure, u love me,u lyk her. U make me laugh, u make me cry, I dunno which side to buy. Ur frenns,their jerks, when you act lyk them jus noe it hurts. I wanna be, wif the one I noe. & the 7th thing I hate the most tat you do, you make me love you. And compared to all the great things tat would take too long to write, I probably should mention the 7 tat I lyk. The 7 things I lyk abt you, ur hair, ur eyes, ur old Levi's, when we kiss, I'm hypnotized. You make me laugh, you make me cry, but I guess tat's both I have to buy. Your hand in mine, when we're intertwined, everything's alright. I wanna be wif the one I noe, adn the 7th thing, I lyk the most tat you do, you make me love you. Boy; 3 more days, can we make it? iloveyousweets♥ |
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Friday, August 22, 2008 @ 8:05 PM Postinggggg.
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Today was an ordeal larhs, lols. Wthhhh, I dropped tears in front of so many ppl, arghs, i hate it alot. Lols, Miss Tan talked to us aft school abt the matter. Then everyone was venting out everything. Tsktsk, I vent till cry larhs, wthhh. Lols. Anyway, its crazyyyy. & I'm down wif the sickness! I've got lyk fever, stomach ache. My life jus sucks alright? Then still got some other stuff on my minddddd, don wanna think abt it. Saddddddd, lols. Today so moody. Thanks alot alot for those who cheered me up. Hahas, grateful to you all larhs. Love you guys♥ I'm listening to the same song over again, lols. Hahas, I wanna go to sit the swinggg again lehs. Fun larhs. Hahas, bleahs. Wadever, I'll go when I'm better I guess. But maybe this time will call others go too, dunno larhs. Hahas, swing my thoughts awayyyy. Jus now, waited for mum and dad to come bac from Malaysia. Ah gong arhs, GET WELL SOON!!! Really larhs, I'm not kidding. I miss ur smile, miss ur voice nehhs. Must as hyper as u were last time, u can do it, we'll go through the sickness war together!! GETWELL SOON!!!! Currently waiting for replies. Arghs, btw, thanks YuHeng for cheering me up. I won't be moody de larhs. Hahas, don worry. When u see me on Monday, I'll be as hyper as I can be okays? Lols, I nid ventingggg again. The 7 things I lyk about u, ur hair,ur eyes,ur old Levi's. When we kiss,I'm hypnotised. You make me laugh, you make me cry, But I guess that's both I have to buy. Your hands in mine, when we're intertwined. Everything's alright. I want to be wif the one I noe, and the 7 things I lyk the most tat u do, u make me love you. I'm feeling stupid. Why should I be scared, why should I be afraid? Probably becos u're the one who won first. I dunno wad to do, ur acting is jus so real. But how can they not tell? The way u treat ur frenns, ohmygod, I don wanna say alright? U're torturing me... Doing all those things indirectly. Now, I really noe the reason I hate you. Becos of him and ur attitude. Ur attitude jus turns me off. Yeah, u don lyk me too. I get it. Lols, don give a damn anyway, but den can don do things till lyk tat not? Wthhhh, its sick. Ain't you tired? I'm done saying, IGurl, stop pushing it. There's a limit. I HATE YOU Boy; four more days. can we make it? iloveyousweets♥ |
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Thursday, August 21, 2008 @ 8:40 PM Postingggg. Today was okay larhs, lols. Lessons were boring larhs, I was boreddddd, plus emo. Anyway, its kind of fun today. Saw a cute dog during recess, hahas, lols. Arghs, nothing to post larhs. Reached hougang at three thirty lyk tat, but then feel lyk going to playground. So went to the playground which has swing. Dropped at the bustop, then walked opposite. Walked on the field again, goshhh, i miss the outingggggs. Den reached the playground. Play on the first swing. So windy and alone, hahas, emo atmosphere. Then stopped, cos the swing lyk too short, so went to the last swing, den it doesn't fit too, so went to the middle swing. Then started swinging higher and higher. Lols, then called YaChun, hahas, thanks alot alot YaChun! You rock larhs can? Hahas, Grateful to you=) Anyway, den aft tat leg tired le, went to the opposite bustop and take 325 home. Then the bus come, I was alone, hahas, except for the driver and his frenn. Lols, then I went to the last seat and played and talked wif YaChun, fun fun fun! Hahas, lols. Then reached home. Eat, wanted to post, but den Kenny sat beside me, so can't. Den since nothing to do, so went jogging alone. Lols, Thinking abt the stuffs and jogging, jog till halfway almost fall down. Tsktsk. Lols, then now doing Geography Nppa and posting. Kays, I'll end this here. Bye peepos~ Hate you, hate your freaking smile. Hate it when you look at him and smile. Hate it when u dart ur eyes over to look at me, hate it when u see everything so clearly. I hate you, hate ur freaking smile. Hate ur freaking attitude, hate ur fake pretence. I really hate you, & I can't stand it anymore. I'll say it out one day, and mind you, I have my limits gurl, so don push it. I REALLY HATE YOU & YOUR FREAKING ATTITUDE! Boy; iloveyou. Lols, waiting for ur msg larhs snail! iloveyousweets♥ |
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Wednesday, August 20, 2008 @ 9:01 PM Today! Lols, netball was crazyyyy. Sweating lyk hell. Hahas, and I was super duper hyper today. Hahas, Rachel Goh is my younger sis! Lols, love her lots larhs. Hahas xD School was okay, sweet and nice larhs. Hahas, though was quite tired today. Morning thought I was gonna be late larhs. Lols, but nvr. I was still quite early. Stuff must be getting to my headdd! Hahas. Anyway, came bac from netball quite late jus now. Got scolded. Lols, Waited for Sihui they all marhs. Then we go downstairs aft tat, then take Ben's bag, then SiHui put it on the table. Lols, then aft tat went home. Couldn't find him marhs. Now doing Geography. Hahas, good gurl arhs. Lols, I'm sick and tired of some stuff. Can't they jus seem to stop?!? Talking to Shamsul now, trying to make him lift my mood. Hahas, he very funny nehhs. Forcing him to say tat I'm good, wah, but he shoot me wif all the uh,ah,orhs. Hahas, lols. Okays, time for ventingggg! Lols, I'll end here too. Bye peepos~ I really really hate you alot. Probably becos of ur actions and the things you do. I really really wanna get you out of my life. Two words for you gurl, You Suck. Ughs,when I see u looking at him, I feel lyk smacking you. When I see you staying bac for nothing, I feel lyk slapping you. When I see you posting and lying to me indirectly, I feel lyk kicking you. I jus wanna get u out of my freaking life. Aft all those stuff, u're still hanging on. U lied to us lyk we're some freaking idiots. Gurl, I tell you. I had enough. And its really really enough. U're pushing the limit. And stop using ur eyes as cameras and keep on looking at me. Wadever, I promise tat I won't care if u're looking at me or not, I don care if u mind or not, I don care if I'm ps or not. I'm jus gonna do everything rite under the bright daylight, right in front of u and ur eyes. I don care if u hate it, or if u keep looking. Tats all I noe for now. Its my choice anyway, and who say I can't talk or play wif him? I'll do everything gurl, I promise. You really suck. And stop trying to me make me feel left out arhs? No thanks to u larhs, but den since u wanted this war to start, then I welcome you. Seriously, my hatred for you is beyond words and description. My smile for u is fake. And fyi, to me, you really suck ALOT!! I HATE YOU & UR FREAKING ATTITUDE Boy; iloveyou. Thanks for being tat sweet today. Hahas, iloveyousweets♥ |
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Tuesday, August 19, 2008 @ 9:11 PM Postinggggg!
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Hahas, today school was funnnnn <3333 Goshhhhh, I love school alot alot larhs. Hahas, I laugh till stomach cramps. Thanks to SiHui,Lesmin and all larhs. Hahas, and you too. Lols, Short post. Gotta do loads of stuff. Cramped wif homework and tests. Kays, I'll end this here. Bye peepos~ You're sweet larhs, hahas, iloveyou♥ |
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Monday, August 18, 2008 @ 8:20 PM Postinggggg.
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Netball was funnn. Killing me again. But I'm looking forward to next Sat's carnival!!! Lols, Hahas. Gahhhs, I should train myself not to let small things get to me. Lols, ahhhhs, training in progress. Lyk how I trained myself not to get tat easily jealous. Hahas, I'm on the right track I think. Anyway, school was crazy today larhs. Hahas, and I gotta admit, its fun larhs <333 Hahas, today play water nehhhs. Got so wet. And those freaking pervertic guys, u all are super super pervertic can? Hahas, lols. No offence. Okays, post another time. Gtg, bye peepos~ iloveyou♥ |
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Sunday, August 17, 2008 @ 4:21 PM 82nd post, and its the second post of the day. I'm gettinggg boredddd. No one is really online, lols. So boringggg. But latr going out, so nvm. Went to make space jus now, the stupid thing got error, and its lagggg, so went to Friendster lorhs. Lols, there's not really anything there. Arghs, I'm really angry larhs, why can't some ppl jus have originality. Shucks, my life jus sucks I guess. Tsktsk, I really hate you alot alot right now!!! The hatred is beyond description! Ughs, I hate it larhs. I simply hate you! Still must see u in school everyday, tats desperate face, tat fake smile. Lols, I hate you larhs!!!!! Okays, don wanna talk abt her anymore larhs. Idiot, make me flare up. I wished I nvr met her before larhs, then my life wont suck. Hahas, sacarsm. Alrights, I'll end this here. I wanna go watch TV. Tata peepos~ I HATE YOU BEYOND YOU THINK. Paiseh arhs, Snail, imissyou. Hahas, iloveyousweets♥ |
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@ 9:06 AM Back to postingggggg. Lols, yesterday's dinner was a disaster. Wthhhhh, mum made me cry lehs. Shit larhs. At first, reached the carpark next to Parkway, then I nid to go Popular buy stuff. Dad go wif me, so mum drove the car to park it. Then aft we bought it, mum haveen park the car yet. They close the last level of the carpark jus for the VIPs. & there's alot of carpark at the top level can? Then the carpark was sooooo small, and it was jammed. Then Dad dropped mum,me and Fiona at the linkway, tat links the carpark to Popular, then he go park the car. We go meet Kenny in Popular, then headed to Roland Restaurant. Reached there, so many ppl larhs. Our table was at the corner corner there de. Lols, then we walked there. Crystal's parents,Jasmin,Webster and Jasmin's fren alrdy reach there le. So we went to sit down lorhs. Hahas, then I sit beside Webster, keep disturbing him xD Hahahas. Shit you larhs Crystal, nvr come. Stupid =x Hahahas, nevermind. Then they start inviting Goh Chok Tong all tat have their speech, then Kenny on the show Step Up on his phone, then we watched, straining to hear the low volume over the voice of the VIP. We onli watch our favourite parts larhs, then change to Alvin and the Chipmunks. Hahas, so cute larhs. I love Theodore! Lols, then latr mum talked to Kenny. Then tell him abt me. I knew they were talking abt me, so I jus ignored... Ingnorance is the best at tat time. Lols, then latr she tell finish Kenny rdy, then go tell my dad and Crystal's dad, cos they ask her marhs. Lols. Whatthehell. I felt lyk the whole world was dropping down larhs. Then she say, know I ignoring, then say louder and louder, till I cnt stand it, then I look up at my dad. Then he ask me "Why must u lie in the first place?" Wthhhh, then I nvr answer him, I jus look down again. The answer was in me, but then I don wanna say. I lied for the sake of u all, yet u all scold me. So I won't lie for u guys again. Wadever. The tears were jus flowing, and then I jus wipe them off and continue watching the show. Aft tat Kenny off the show, then look at me, then i jus act blur, then latr he signal to Dad, lols. Dunno for wad. Then aft tat Dad keep looking at me. Aft awhile, I play wif Webster, then he make me laugh marhs, lols. Then I cheer up le. Plus Kenny make me laugh too, so its okay larhs. Aft tat mum and dad suddenly talk to me le, so I jus don care lorhs xD Then aft tat the dinner was sooo slow larhs, then the toilet queue was so longgggg. Cos drink lots of water marhs. Wthhhh, at 9.30 they jus serve the third dish onli lehs. I was hungry to death larhs. Then latr the emcees played a game. They say when they point to the left side, they mus say "Whoo Singapore". Then when they point to the right side, they mus say " Ah Singapore". Then the girl emcee say mus say in it a very sexy way. Hahahahas, then Crystal's dad went to say "Whoo Ah Singapore~" In a very disgusting tone larhs. Wthhh, lyk on the bed say de. Eeshhhhh. Then my dad followed. Omg, disgusting till lyk dunno wad can? Hahahhaas, but it was funny larhs. Then aft tat the dinner, took some pics, then went home. This dinner, I don wanna attend it again! Today, woke up. Had a super weird dream again... Dunno why. Its always the same ppl in it... Is it my fears or is it a weird dream? Nevermind. Hahas, I won't let it get to me xD Blah blahs, I'm boredddd again. Hope today can go Suntec. Hahahas xD Okays, I'll end this here. Bye peepos~ Boy, chatting wif u ytd was fun. Hahas xD Thanks for cheering me up too. I miss you. Hahas, iloveyousweets ♥ |
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Saturday, August 16, 2008 @ 5:02 PM Third post of the day.
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Goshhhh, I'm boredddd. And I miss him alot alot alot. The feelings came rushing to me jus now. Hahas, I'm weird. Yay!! Got my replies, iloveyou larhs. Hahas, lols. Got new songs, whee~~ Intend to listen them at the dinner. Anyway, mum's thing haven't solve out. She nvr talk to me-.- I also don dare talk to her, or else she'll nag bac again, so its useless aft all. Went to space again, lols. I'm really torturing myself by typing to death. Hahas, ahhhhs. I haven do art, and I don feel lyk doing. Tsktsk, but then latr fail. I'll leave it to tomoro then. Hahas, hope tomoro can go Suntec. So long nvr go le, lols. Miss the place. Hahas xD Camwhored jus now, for fun. Lols, and I dunno why, Jus suddenly have the inspiration to camwhore. Hahas, lols. Okays, I wanna go edit the pics le. See ya peepos~ Boy, iloveyou alot alot alot. Hahas xD iloveyousweeeeets♥ |
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@ 3:34 PM Parents bac from work. The moment mum stepped in, then she ask me abt morning, then started getting scolded. Lols. She asked me if Kelvin drove the car to bring me to eat breakfast. Tsktsk, got scolded lyk hell. Dunno wad to say... I told her we walked to Hougang Point, and bought Macs for breakfast. She didn't believe me of cos. & I can't believe tat I lied for Kelvin. Whatthehell. I didn't wanna get Kelvin scolded rite? & I didn't wan u and dad to quarrel again rite? I'm trying to help here, and yet I got scolded in the end. I don even noe if this is the way I wanted things to be. Heck, Kelvin jus wanted to treat us breakfast before he go to HongKong. If over this, he get scolded, then its stupid. Then u and dad quarrel, there'll be no peace, so wads the point? I'm really sorry tat I lied, its probing me inside. But I guess this is worth it for all. I don wanna risk u and dad having a quarrel, and Kelvin turning away again. I'm sorry. I really am sorry. Man, I'm boredddd. There's no one online. I think everyone went out. Tsktsk, at night going to the dinner. They say for Ghost Festival or sumthing de. I dunno larhs, wthhhh. I really don feel lyk going. Now, I nid to face mum. Alrights, I'll end this here. C ya;D Boy, I miss you. iloveyousweets♥ |
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@ 10:54 AM HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO MISS LIM! Post post ;D Today, woke up in the morning to weird dreams again. Tsktsk, so much for looking forward to a good sleep last night. This few days got so many weird dreams larhs, and I wonder why. Anyway, woke up,washed up then used the com. Then Kelvin say he bring me out to eat breakfast. At first I was reluctant, then latr I ask him buy Macs come bac larhs, then he say unless I go wif him then he buy, so I go lorhs. We went to Hougang Mall there buy. He drove dad's car there. Lols, the trip was kind of fun larhs xD Hahas, lols. Then we reached there, queue and buy, then head home le. Then while parking, there's a car behind us marhs, then dad's car is kind of lyk big and high. Then when he park, the car waiting to pass was lyk honking us, then he point to the back, then we look, got nothing. Then I think he's thinking the car can't fit-.- But is can de lorhs, so we didn't care, let him pass first, then Kelvin continued parking. Lols, hahas. Reached home, read storybook. Lols, I finished the Artemis Fowl first book le. I read all over again. Zzz, Kenny going to National Library today, latr asking him help me find The Golem's Eye. Hohos, I wanna read it so much! Lols. I'm trying to read finish four books by the end of this weekend. Hahas xD Dunno can make it anot. Somemore is average thickness. Sians, latr nid to go the National Day dinner. Lols, so long le still nid go. Don feel lyk going nehhs, but Crystal going i think. If she don go, then I'll rot to death there larhs! Hope she go arhs. Kelvin's going Hong Kong le, hahas, he say buying souvenir for me, bleahs =x Wadever. Wish him yi lu shun feng! Will miss you alot alot alot de larhs, can? Okays, ending off here. Lols, today's trip was unplanned, so postponed. Hahas xD Can't wait! Currently waiting for replies now, see ya! Boy, I'm still waiting for my replies. Hahas, u don reply I'm gonna kick u, lols. Hahas, thinking of u larhs,can? I miss you, ilyily! |
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Friday, August 15, 2008 @ 7:08 PM Back from jogging. Lols, I ran around the mental hospital twice. I ran two rounds larhs. First round,9.30mins. Second round,8.54mins. Hahas, I'm so happy! Cos its considered quite good to me le. Hahas, lols xD Anyway, on the way running, saw the mental hospital the peeps. They came out in a group for a walk. Ran past them twice. Lols, scary larhs they all. Keep looking at you de lorhs. Hahas, lols. I'm gonna congratulate myself, and give myself a present by eating chocolates! Hahas, lols. Okays, gtg eat dinner. Bye peepos~ Boy; I miss you. --ILoveYou-- |
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@ 4:44 PM Postingggg again.
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Lols, today school was quite fun larhs. I think I'm gonna fail the science test. Shucks, I have no freaking confidence. Tsktsk. I dunno how to do lehs, sadddddd. Anyway, today was quite fun larhs. Though I was lyk quiet, hahas. This few days I quite quiet, then Amanda went hyper. Hahas, then she scold me say why I so quiet. Lols, sorry arhs. I think u suck away all my hyperness. Hahas xD Anyway, tomoro Kelvin gonna fly to HongKong le. Lols, will miss you de. Hahas, don care you, u nvr buy souvenir I kick ur butt! Hahas, kidding larhs. Wish you all the best on ur flight! Ah gong, get well soon larhs. Very sadddd lehs, see you lyk tat. Really wanna see the smile on ur face again. Get well soon arhs! Today, aft school, dad fetched Lesmin,PeiShi and Sihui to Parkway. Lols, sat behind the lorry. SiHui scared, hahahahas xD Funny! Lols, anyway,had fun. Stupid library, don hav the Golem's Eye! They put three "Amulet of Samarkand" there, then don have the rest! Gahhhs, going mad larhs. Went to random pick any book, cos got no mood le, then went home. Tsktsk, I wanna buy FBTS! Yay!! Mum's buying for me, hahas. Forced her xD Either her or dad larhs, nvm larhs, all the same, hahas. Probably going jogging later. Dad's not back yet though. Sadddd. Looking forward to tomoro, if its a success larhs, hahas. Goshhh, I'm boreddddd. Lols. Wadever, I nid to entertain myself again. Hahas, and I vented out my anger today. By typing till my muscle aches. Lols. I seriously nid to entertain. Okays, I'll end this here. Bye peepos~ I HATE YOU! Boy; today was sweeeet. Hahas, thanks alot. I'm missing you. iloveyou. |
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Thursday, August 14, 2008 @ 8:02 PM I'm starting to wonder if its true,
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but I can't seem to believe you. Everytime I close my eyes, I see myself deep inside. Do you noe wad its lyk to feel so in the dark? Its a dream about a life, where u're the shining star. Even though it seems, lyk its too far away, I have to believe myself, its the onli way. I'm getting more emo as minutes pass... but I dunno why. I don wanna be emo, but I can't control. The feeling jus sucks. I nid a miracle, alot. You're the remedy I'm searching hard to find, to fix the puzzle tat I see inside. I nid to try to get to where u are, could it be, u're not tat far. You're one in a million. Boy; I nid you now. Alot. Gosh, how I wish u were next to me rite now... I nid ur comfort. I'm missing you alot. I love you. |
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@ 5:44 PM Posting.
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I'm moody today, dunno why. Tsktsk. Heck, things are not going in such a good way. I'm getting soooo irritated by those freaking actions. Goshhhhhhh, I'm gonna go mad sooner or later. Not go madddd, means die. Dunno which larhs. Shit larhs, I nid help!! NingYi; Will you jus think over wad I had said to you on msn? Stop blaming Yuheng alright? She's innocent. U're probing into her privacy, and its u which is wrong. U check her fone, she don wan u to check, also her choice wad. Yah, u say she see urs too. But then u nvr stop her, then its ur choice wad. U said u were gonna change, u promised to change, but nothing changed at all. U change for the sake of the better side of urself, not for other ppl. I'm tired of being the one taking the initiative to tell you wad u're at rong. I'm tired of seeing the clique fall apart. I'm tired of all ur acting. I'm tired of all ur fake smile. The way u say everything, u meant it. But then in the end, nothing really was done. Think, u're losing lots of frenns jus becos of this attitude problem thingy. Is it worth it? Now, u've promised tat u'll change again, i dunno if u'll mean wad u say. But I don wanna care anymore, its ur choice,ur life. So,its up to you. But jus stop hurting the others and Yuheng especially. Or u'll really really lose alot of frenns. Think over my words barhs. Good luck=) Jason; Stop hurting Crystal will you? She's vex enough. Though I dunno if the spammers are you, but then can't u just help? U're jus there defending urself, and don even help to get them to scram off her blog. u've really changed alot, I've finally seen the real you. Stop thinking onli abt you and tat gurl can? Crystal is hurt by ur lies, ur broken promises. Is it worth it all? I dunno... I'm not in the position to say anything anyway, so... Its up to you I guess. Good luck too. Lesmin;Sihui & Yachun; Thanks for being there for me when I'm down. I'm really grateful, cos u three usually make the atmosphere fun. Hahas, thanks for everything. ILOVEYOUALL! I feel jus lyk crying, I dunno why. I'm falling apart, and I dunno why. I have to be happy in front of my parents, and my frenns. I'm getting nowhere, and I dunno why. I dunno why I'm turning this way. LOLS. Probably I'm jus thinking too much. I nid the seaside again. I'm starting to hate you alot. No, I've already started to hate you! Stop pretending will you? I HATE YOU Gosh,I'm really emo. I nid to hyper up. Tsktsk. I really nid to get myself hyper. Things weren't the same as last time. Well, to me it isnt. Anyway, this is for NingYi & Carlyn; Hey, I'm really not unhappy or anything. Tat thing is a small matter larhs. I don even care or mind, is u all don believe tat I'm alright. Tat I said tat its nothing. Since u all don believe, then there's nothing I can do... I told u I didn't mind at all, cos I wasn't thinking tat way. And I didn't say u all were flirting. Whatthehell. NingYi; u really hurt me wif the words on ur blog. I didn't expect u would say tat. I'm speechless. Ah gong arhs, get well soon! Tat day go see u in the hospital very sad lehs. Don let mum worry about u larhs, faster get well. Or else mum and dad have to rush to Malaysia in and out everyday. Goshhhhh, Get well! I miss ur smile lehs. Hahas, wish u'll get well soon!!! JyJy. When am I gonna stop emo-ing, I dunno. When am I gonna stop missing you, I dunno. When am I gonna stop thinking about them, I dunno. When I am I gonna be hyper again, I dunno. When is the day which is gonna be perfect, I dunno. I really hope tat things would jus turn out the way I wan it to be, the way tats perfect. but I guess this is fate. I'm looking forward to this Sat. Hahas, lols. I hope I'll really cheer up by then. Okays, I'll end this here. Bye peepos. Boy; u're jus sweet. But I'm tearing apart. Sorry, I'll try to cheer up. Hahas, don sound so blur the next time on the phone kays? Lols, iloveyou xD |
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Wednesday, August 13, 2008 @ 7:50 PM Freaking short post.
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Hahas, school was fun. Netball was funnnn! Hahahs,you were sweeeeeet. Thanks alot alot for everything. & I'm hyper again. Lols, Great!!!! Hahas, anyway, get well soon SHAMSUL! Okays, end here. Tata peepos~ You're pushing it. Stop it gurl, I've got my limits. I HATE YOU! Boy; u're sweet. Hahas, u sound so blur on the phone. Anyway, thanks alot alot for everything. iloveyouuuuu! |
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Tuesday, August 12, 2008 @ 5:48 PM Postinggg.
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Home Econs today. Hahas, nvr bring container. Lols, sorry arhs SiHui. Today make u get scolded. Hahas, lols. But today u also abit over hyper le. Anyway, today cook the soup is soooo nice larhs. Hahas, lols. School was funnnn today! Hahas, though I'm tired. Gahhhhhs! Thought of going jogging, then it started raining. Stupiddddd. Oh yeah, this is wad happened ytd: 11`o8`o8 Went out wif Crystal <3333 Gosh, she and Oxford was lyk no mood. Hahas, Jonathon! Must thank me for cheering up ur girlfren till she hyper can? Hahas, and don call her Panda please. She became Patrick ytd. Lols. Anyway, keep playing wif Webster ytd. Hahas, fun larhs he. Made him the "Monkey". Lols. Went to Bugis ytd. I gotta thank u peeps for my belated presents! Thanks dad & mum for the wallet! Thanks Crystal's mum & dad for the sling bag. Anyway,really surprised tat u will buy me the bag. I was blind. Hahas, lols. Alrights, I'll end this here. Bye peepos! Gosh, would you jus stop copying? Have some originality will you? I'm tired... Seeing the exact same things, don u feel tired too? Nevermind, if u don feel it, then I can't do anything about it too. Its up to you as its ur image, not mine. Boy; thanks for cheering me up;DDDDD Hahas, thanks alot alot! Hahas, I'm really cheerful now. Thanks to you. Hahas, thanks for everything. iloveyou <333333 |
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Sunday, August 10, 2008 @ 2:57 PM Second post of the day;D
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My mood ain't any better. Tsktsk, I've got no replies & no one is online. I wonder where everyone went. The weather is moody, and my mood is lyk worse larhs. Lols. Chatted wif Yuheng jus now, thanks for ur concern larhs. But I'm really alright. & thanks for teaching me the skin thingy. And NingYi; Seriously, I'm fine larhs. No nid to worry. Thanks for the concern anyway. Wthhhhh, parents haven't come bac yet. Lols. Anyway, they come bac also... Aiyah, unexplainable. I nid to entertain myself. Hahas, thought of Lesmin. Thought of wad she told me when she entertains herself. Hahas, lols. Hope the peeps are having fun at Dylan's bbq. Maybe latr going to Malaysia to see my grandpa. He's better le, hope he'll get well soon. Tsktsk. I'm sooooo moody. My smile is fake, or should I say, I haven't really laughed or smiled since Friday. Okays, I'll end this here. C ya peepos. I'm missing you lyk crazy. Waiting for ur reply lyk mad. Boy; I hate the empty feeling inside me. I gotta find you. Boy; I love you. I'm crazy. |
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Gloomy day. Tsktsk, or should I say, I'm in a gloomy mood larhs. I'm listening to the song again, over and over again. But I'm never tired of it, and I dunno why. You're the remedy I'm searching hard to find. To fix the puzzle tat I see inside. Painting all my dreams the colour of ur smile, when I find you, it will be a rhyme. I nid to try to get to where you are, could it be,u're not tat far. You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason tat I'm singing, I nid to find you, I gotta find you. I dunno if I should be happy or sad. Cos I don really understand wads really going on, can't keep track of things. My smile is so fake, as fake as a mask. I nid to force myself to smile at home, jus so they won't ask much questions. The moment I'm alone, the smile totally fades, the tears immediately keeps flowing. I dunno the decision, cos u're still explaining. Could this really be the end? I don understand, I really don. Jus because of this, and we're falling apart. Please, no matter wad, I never ever thought of stopping. But it seems lyk u couldn't take the risk anymore... I can't sleep, I can't really eat, I can't think, I can't smile, and I can't even talk properly. I don noe which direction to look at now. The possibilities... The negatives... I dunno... The answer in my heart, its the same. I'm willing to take the risk, but will you? I told u I'll be ur shield, but then again, perhaps it sounds lyk its a joke. Iloveyou; and my answer has never changed. Aft ups and downs, aft all we've been through, this freaking storm, it is gonna put us apart? I'm searching the answer deep inside me. Perhaps stopping will help you, u'll be "free" of all those pressure, perhaps u'll be happy? My peers say tat why am I the one who always sacrifice for others, but not me. I nvr answered them... Becos I noe the answer myself... I noe tat its becos i love him, I'd rather sacrifice and get myself hurt, rather then him. Am I doing too much? Maybe not... Boy; I love you. I've got so much things to ask, yet I dunno where to start. I love you boy... always. I miss you, and the feeling's taking control. iloveyou. |
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Saturday, August 9, 2008 @ 2:21 PM HAPPY NATIONAL DAY!! FIONA SUCKS xD Lols, wadever. She jus sucks can? Shit larhs. Anyway, don wanna talk abt her le, jus makes my mood swing. Second post of the day. Gosh, I'm desperate for company. Mum and dad going to Malaysia to see my grandfather. He's in hospital marhs, get well soon!! Lols, then I'll be alone wif Fiona;Kenny & Arin again. Tsktsk, can't go out. Must study larhs. Heck. Bored to death can? I nid my replies, lols. Okays, I'll end this here. Bye peepos~ Boy; I'm already missing you. I really need your reply. I'm so sorry for letting you feel the pressure. I'm really sorry. How I wish we could go bac to the times, where we had fun and laughter. The times lyk the field. Those moments tat were carefree, lyk we were breaking free. How I wish I could see you now, and make you smile. How I wish to be in ur embrace, the warmth around me, and never letting go of you. Boy; I love you. I'm thinking about you all day. Ur face filling my mind, dreaming abt you all night. Thinking about wad u're doing, thinking abt you. I can't stop thinking no matter how. And I can onli see you next Tuesday! I hate the weekends & the hols! Lols. Tsktsk, I'm still thinking about you. Hahas, lols. I'm going crazyyyy! Boy;I gotta find you. Boy; I miss you. I love you; just so you know. --The feeling's taking control, and I can't help it. U help me get through the day, and make everything okay. iloveyousweets♥ |
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