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♥ Florence, over-hyperactive. I (L) eating chocolates, and I'm a klutz,as well as a trouble-maker :D I'm fourteen, and July the 15th would be awesome. I love being cheeky and childish. That's the part of me that'll never grow up. I have a mind of a five-year-old and I love putting a smile on people's faces. So if you're down, I'm always here. Netball's my passion, and I'm loving it. I'm hoping for fairytales and miracles to happen ^^. I may be naive at times, but you can't cheat me. Currently attached with baby♥, and still counting on. I'm tremendously spontaneous and hyperactive most of the times. I love sweet things, they simply melt my heart. Equal Equation, L'ove.

I need this right now, baby :(

Its Saturday! Another week till the holidays start, which equals to the end of Term One. Time's passing so fast. I'm flunking Math :( Gahs, I need like a real intense tuition teacher, ^^v. Perhaps I shall ask baby! :D Heees, oh yes. Biggest news of the week! I.LOST.MY.PHONE! D: Stupid ass dick person who took my phone decided not to give it back to me in the end, 'cause at first he/she called back, and when i called back, no answer. A few hours later, switched off. Suckers of all times. Sigh. Anyway, its over now. Got a new sim card, but I can't get my new phone in March anymore, cause I was supposedly about to change phone in March, when I dropped my phone, stupid huh. Now, I have to wait till May :(

Anyway, I feel so 'molested' this weeek. God, something's wrong. Hahs, this week's been real hectic, since I just came back from Japan. Lots and lots of homework to do, and I haven't even started! :O I'mma procrastinator, :D Teeheees. Probably meeting baby afterwards, 'cause I needa take something from him for him, so yeah, :D Heees, and shall probably spend some time together before going home :) Eating steamboat for dinner today! :D I need, need, need to gain some weight! :D Ironic. Alright, shall go start on my work now. There's tuition tonight, :( Heees, indept Biology with Beng! ^^v. Hahs, awesome shite.
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Hey people! Sorry for the lack of updates for so long. Just got back from Hokkaido, Japan. Gosh, a happy and fun trip, but I don't think its worth the money. The food is shit-e, seriously. Anyhooooo, pictures will be on Facebook, :D Anyway, din't go to school today, 'cause reached home early in the morning at around 2am from the airport. 7 hour flight, tiring. And its so hard to sleep! But I slept for four hours unknowingly, :D Anyway, here goes the 7 days update ! :)

`14022010/15022010, Sunday cum Monday.
Woke up at 0430 hour, dad's friend drove us to the airport. Haha, he so cute, look so blur. Anyway, met up with Crystal's family there, took tickets and stuff. Then checked in awhile later, 7 hour flight. Reached, it was raining in Japan! And the temperature was -14 degrees, and we were dressed in mere thin layered clothing. Went up a bus, and took it to another airport. About one and a half hour ride. Shopped there, Japan is totally a chocolate paradise! They are so crazy about chocolates! :D Ate at American Diner The Bay, I picked it! :D Yummmmmmmm. Hees, then took another plane at 2200 hours to Hokkaido. One and a half hour ride, :D Reached at 2200 hours, sat another bus to hotel, and reached at 2300 hours. Ate at the hotel restaurant. It was snowing then! :D Went out to take pics, but was damn cold, din't hang for long, and went back to sleep. Slept at 0100 hours, tired. & there goes Day One.

`16022010, Tuesday.
-1 to -10 degrees, freaking cold. Woke up at 6. Went to spa, the hot spring, :D You must strip totally naked! Gosh, super nice yet hot. Spa till a little light-headed, then showered. Its really cool. And you see naked bodies everywhere! Oh! Haha, it isn't a nice scene, not really. Its kinda scary actually. And you are also revealing your body to others! Showered, then went back to room. Was snowing heavily! Took pictures and ate breakfast. Went to the temple first, it was freezing! Then, we all had a snowball fight. The Lees VS The Chias. Haha, damn fun! :D Took pictures. Then, we went to shop at a shopping mall. Mum bought a burberry bag! It was half price of what was sold in Singapore! :D Cheappppp and real, :D The clothes were nice, but damn ex. Then, got sorta late on the way back. Went to see food shops then. Afterwards, went for lunch, :D Shopped again. Then, we went to this real long street of shops.Drank coffee at a cafe, its so cute! You got to keep the cute little cups! :D Hees, helped wash and packed them, :D Auto-roaming came afterwards! :D Hees, took lotsa pictures and bought chocolates! :D Seriously my kinda love, its a chocolate paradise! :D Then, went back to hotel after walking for, what seems like hours. Ate dinner, and went to spa again. Got kinda angry at someone after that, but nevermind. Figures. After that, sweet dreams, :)

`17022010, Wednesday.
-10 to -16 degrees. Woke up, packed and breakfast! :D Wore a skirt and thick tights, :D Heees. Its nice to feel the cold wind! :D Hees, then, 3 and a half hour ride up the mountain. Went to a wine factory. Boring, 'cause you couldn't taste the wine till you're of age. Afterwards, went for lunch at ramne street. Auto-roaming. We chose the right store, yummmmyyy! :D Hees. Next on was the zooo! It was super cool. Saw penguins and polar bears up close! And etc, lots more. And saw the penguins real close too! They did a catwalk, haha. Down the whole stretch of road, so cute! It started to snow heavily then, the temperature dropped furthur. Went back to hotel afterwards, spa again! :D It was super shiok, :D Heeeees, 'cause I came up red skin and pink cheeks ! :D Heees, went for dinner, yummmmmm. There was crab! :) At night, went to the ice sculpture place. Super super cold at night! Outta breath. And it was super slippery at the ice sculpture place, but its super cool. Almost fell down a couple of times. Took lotsa pictures, dad and mum was super high. Haha. Walked 1km back to the hotel, 'cause we didn't wanna take the free transport bus, but instead, wanted to enjoy the scenery and cold, which I doubt we enjoyed the cold. Haha, was basically jogging to lose weight and keep warm at the same time. But it din't seem to help much, it pretty much just helped me to come up breathless, hees, :D Went to 7-11, heater! :D Walked back to hotel, afterwards. And bedtime! :D

`18022010, Thursday.
-1 to -5 degrees. Breakfast! :) Packed and all that stuff, and went to sit a cable car up to the peak of the mountain. Kinda dizzy because of the air pressure, :( Then, reached. Hees, played with snow, rolled in it and all. Haha, played snowboat, super cool. Took lotsa pictures! Tried to build a snowman and Crys's dad and daddy, but time ran out. Went back to the inside, heater! Sat beside twin! His body was coming off smoke! Weird, haha. Then sat cable car back down, went to see waterfalls afterwards. Nice! The mountains were all still alive, all giving out smoke! :) Lunchtime came then, yummmmy buffet, :D Foood seems so appealing and nice no matter how worse it gets when you're hungry, :D Shopped at a lavender shop afterwards, had a fun talk with Crystal! Heees, then, something funny happened. We walking out of the door, and snow slid down on us from the rooftop! We thought her mum threw a snowball at us, cause she was walking behind us. Hahahaa, we laughed till like so funny. Snow went into my shirt, super cold! :( Haha, but fun. Luckily, it wasn't icicles, frozen icicles. Cause then, it could kill. Afterwards, went to play snow mobile. Din't play, cause too ex. $1oo plus for one person to ride a motorbike for an hour round the snow. Haha, instead, played in snow. Had some bonding time with dad and mum and Fiona. The four of us, lied and rolled in snow! Heees, then wrote and climbed up and down, here and there. Took pictures. Tried to build a snowman then, 'cause there was lotsa time, but failed. 'Cause dad didn't wanna help, :( Hahas, and the foundation was screwed. Haha, went to play snowboarding then. FOC! :D Haha, and the four of us were awesome! The whole hill of snow, only the four of us were there! Hees, super nice! Damn cool, we played for so long, and was drenched. I purposely walked on the soft snow, which had just fallen, and sink into it! :) Then the snow froze on me and Fiona's clothes, and they became ice. Hah, it was super cold afterwards when we got back to the bus and it melted because of the heater. 2 hour trip back to hotel afterwards, dinner-ed and spa again. Its super nice this time, 'cause only have me and mum and Fiona! :) People came afterwards when we were done! Haha, just nice! :D Went back to the hotel and went online on iTouch! I love the hotel! :) Heeees. Talked with Poon and Hannah, haha, they were so cute! :) Waited for L'ove to go online after that, hees, chatted till midnight, Hokkaido time, :D He was so sweet! Hees, then bedtime! :)

`19022010, Friday.
God knows how cold it is. Breakfast and the usual stuff, then went off. Two hour bus ride. Reached this real big place with lots and lots of shops! Bought a new shoe, 'cause mine was dying in the snow! :) Dad keep teasing me! :( Haaaaaah, then walked around, trying so hard to find a stationery shop, but failed. Went back to the main gate afterwards, bought food for the next long trip, :D Bought magee mee to eat on the bus! :D Hahs, super nice, 'cause I was freaking hungry! 2 hour drive to lunch, din't buy seafood, super ex. $400 for one crab. Eeeesh. Went to take pictures near the seaside outside the restaurant next, super super cold! And the wind's kills. Hahs, then went to see hills and mountains, and back to the hotel. Dinner, internet and bed. Tiring. The feeling's killing me.

`20022010, Saturday.
Freezing 1 degree celcius. Breakfast, Internet and set off! Went to a museum, saw and learned some stuff. Watched a performance, it was super funny! Mummy keep laughing because dad keep making us laugh! And she had to hold on to me for support! And we were the only ones laughing, haha! Then went off, two hour ride to Sapporo. Reached, lunch-ed. Super cold! Ate abolone! Super super big! I have the shell, :) Heeees, yummmmiest lunch ever! Hees, and its killing me once again....That feeling. Gahs. And then, went to a chocolate factory. Had alota fun! Heavy snow rain, took pictures and played in the snow! We're seeing snow everyday, record baby! :) Then, went to Asahi wine factory, watched a video/movie. Haha, damn cool and that feeling came again, gahs! Outta control. Stupid stupid me! Drank wine, hees. Stole some from mum, :D Went super high with Crystal afterwards! Heees, hahahaa. Crazyyyyyy me! Then, went to shop, super cold. Went to check in at hotel then, wi-fi! Went out for dinner afterwards, went to shop first in the mall and went back to the ramen shop. Its so famous and packed that we had to wait for another half hour before its our turn! Ate, super nice. Took pictures, then walked back to hotel. Hahs, can't wi-fi in the end, stupid. Went to twin's room and played cards with Oxford and Fiona. That stupid feeling just won't go away! :( :( :( Fun, then went back to pack and shower and all, and slept ! :D

`21022010, Sunday.
Snowwwwwww, cold. Breakfast, packed and went off. This time, the feeling gets stronger and stronger! :( Two hour drive to airport. Then reached, waited for an hour before boarding. I love/hate this moment, and that stupid feeling, ah. Boarded the plane afterwards, one half hour ride. Then, reached, took bus to another airport. Something happened in between. Stupid ass. I shouldn't have done that. Changed everything. Stupid me. But perhaps it was better. One hour ride, hungry. Reached, checked in and went to eat. Then, shopped around. Finally! Bought souvenir, 'cause dad wanna use up his money! :) But its really nothing, haha. But better than nothing! Then boarded the plane, seven hour ride! Tiring. Reached at around 1200 hours. Walked around Changi Airport 'cause mum was searching for something. It was about 1240 hours then. Took luggage and went to queue for taxi. Haha, something funny happened! :) Haha, reached home at 0130 hours. Changed and slept, and there goes the whole trip .

Today, went to visit Kenneth in hospital and pray for grandmother. Stupid ass, landed himself in hospital...Sigh...... Anyway, and here I am. I should end off here. Going to school tomorrow, :) Heees, can't wait! Alright, shall go upload some other pictures to Facebook before going off. Till here.
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HAHAHA, Awwwwwwwwwwwwww.

Its gonna be Chinese New Year in about 40 minutes! :D Nope, I'm not counting down, just staying up to "shou ye" for Daddy and Mummy! :D Hahas, awwwwww. Like that, they'll live like super super super long. Haha, lame! Anyway, I'mma still gonna do it, :D Heees.
I'm bored, and L'ove's not replying me, D: Think he's celebrating his birthday with his family, or busy doing something else, oh well. Hope he's having fun! :D Sigh...had a little tiff just now, about insecurities. Boo-hoo. Please baby, I love you alot alot alot alot. Trust me.
Alright, short post. Gotta either go play Mahjong to kill time, or watch Chuck, :D Haha,
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I want to watch the sunset, with you.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BABY! ♥

Its Chinese New Year Eve, and dang, this whole week has been so hectic and tiring. Till I've neglected my lunch for the whole week, and my shoulders have been aching like hell. And I almost fainted, twice, alone. God, its terrible. Anyway, I don't feel like I'm in the mood for Chinese New Year though. Its like, the atmosphere of it isn't even here. Somehow, that feeling got lost in, god-knows-what. Things are so mundane, and I feeeeeeeeeel so...overwhelmed.

I feel so alone, D: Gah, what's wrong with me. Everything''s getting in my head, and I haven't really talked to anyone properly about how I feel anymore. Spent time with Crystal more often though, but somehow, I just can't say things out right. Its so frustrating, and what's more, Dad and I haven't talked for three days and counting. I don't know, if I shoudl apologise, but yeah. Mum's so mad everytime she talks to me, and Kenny's back. Finally, i missed him like hell. But somehow, we can't click too. Fiona has been an ass, so we aren't really talking unless necessary. See how alone I feel at home? Figures, everyone's been treating me like shit.

Its the thirteenth today. Happy Birthday L'ove! I sent you an ultra long message, so yeah, :D Haha. Alright, I should end off here. I shall go find other things worth doing more^^v. I need you baby, iloveyou.
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Currently tearing up as I blog, don't ask why. I just feel so fvcking screwed. I feel so so tired... I feel like just... I don't know. Currently talking to Kenny, he's one of the reasons I'm tearing up too, sigh... Not because I miss him like hell, but because, he's lecturing me on the same thing. Why can't I be in control for once...... Do I really have to retaliate harshly, and hurt everyone with what-i-think-i-speak-is-hurtful words? Do I really have to say those things I really don't want to say, or do those things that I never in my life think I would do ?

Gah, forget those things, but somehow I'm still tearing up... I shall end off here, this ain't a proper post.

Oh yes, Happy 23 months baby, 08022010.
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You're always on my mind, baby. 24/7.
And you're all I need, if that's what you don't know.
And I'll tell you this now, once and for all.
I'll be with you, through it all.
I love you,
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I miss my erratic- fanatic- crazy- asskicking- funloving- noisy brother.

Its only been lesser than a day, and I'm missing my ass-kicking brother, D: He's admitted into army today, and I miss him like crazy already. Awwwwwww, and he's only coming back next week, what the bleah. Gah, why is everything moving so fast. I miss his smile, his jokes, his teasing, his care, his pat on my head. I miss everything about him. Ah, mum's missing him too. Dad pretended to cry, haha. I hope he's doing fine there, haha. And he won't be back till he has eight packs^^v.

Its another Friday, thank god. The whole week has been so hectic. I flunked my AMath, god. Surds really freak me out. That was the only topic I flunked on, other than that, I'm scraping results close. I gotta study harder. I have tons of homework to work on, but I'm slacking today. I have to wake up at prolly 6am tomorrow again, just to help out at the market. I have tuition at night tomorrow, and I'm afraid about next week. And really, I still have tons of things I have yet to do, 'cause I really just don't feel like doing and I just procrastinate. I really really need you, and all the time I have in the world.

Cried today, upset over some stuff. I've been crying alot this week, emotional distress. And both times, Haziq was there. Thanks dude! :D Haha, awwwwwwwwww. Anyhoooo, shall log off now. Shall go do other stuff to kill the list of "Stuffs-to-do".

I need you, and I really mean what I said.
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I used to be her.

Gah, I'm posting on a Monday night. I know, but currently, I'm working on my Chemistry NPPA, which has to be handed up by today, before midnight, and I'm waiting for PeiShi's thingy to be done. Anyhooo, decided to post to kill time, 'cause I'm getting kinda bored. I'm sick, physically and mentally. I have a problem, boohoo. Haha. Just had buffet at a restaurant, with Kenny, Fiona and parents. Had lotsa fun, but when it came near to an ending, I suddenly became so quiet, and I don't know why. Walked alone on the dark path to the car, with the wind blowing on my face. I could hear the waves crashing on the shore, and I longed to there, like how I used to be, but I can't. We were at around East Coast, and it was cold! Luckily, I brought a mini jacket, :D

Had tournament just now with Bedok View. Won them 26-20. Only played for the last quarter though, hees. Anyway, good job girls! Keep it up! We still have one last game! :D
Aw, tuition's gonna be fun already! No more boring times sitting in the centre staring into empty space, and not absorbing a thing the teacher's saying. He doesn't even know how to teach! Even though he's kinda hot. Anyhoo, I finally got out of that boring course for one month! God, I wondered how I endured it. Anyway, Beng's gonna be teaching me! Private tuition! Which is gonna be so much fun! :D Haha, really looking forward to it this Wednesday!
There's training tomorrow, and I'm deprived of sleep. God, and I'm still on the computer. This year's been hectic. And I need more money, D: Gotta go, later.
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