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♥ Florence, over-hyperactive. I (L) eating chocolates, and I'm a klutz,as well as a trouble-maker :D I'm fourteen, and July the 15th would be awesome. I love being cheeky and childish. That's the part of me that'll never grow up. I have a mind of a five-year-old and I love putting a smile on people's faces. So if you're down, I'm always here. Netball's my passion, and I'm loving it. I'm hoping for fairytales and miracles to happen ^^. I may be naive at times, but you can't cheat me. Currently attached with baby♥, and still counting on. I'm tremendously spontaneous and hyperactive most of the times. I love sweet things, they simply melt my heart. Equal Equation, L'ove.

iloveyou - Entry 165 .

Another flashback , its never gonna end .

Third post of the day . I'm seriously boredddddd.
I'm trying to kill the boredom.
I've been watching Prison Break for the whole afternoon.
And I watched finish the whole thing alrdy.
So there's nothing left to do right now.
I'm so so bored.
I need entertainment seriously.
Hahas,parents came home liao.
Dad looks lethargic,
more tired den usual.
Hope he's well.
Mum's in a bad mood.
Tsktsk,this afternoon might not turn out good.
Kenny's nt at home too =(
And he's not coming home for dinner.
Stupiddddd.
Leaving me at home.
Nvm,was jking larhs.
No one's online.
I'm bored.
Oh yeah,
I'm addicted to this song ;

Hmm , yeah.
Hey yea

Can you imagine what would happen if we could have any dreams.
I wish this moment was ours to own it,
and that it would never leave.
Den I would thank that star,
that made our wish come true.
Cos he knows that where you are,
is where I should be too.

Right here,right now.
I'm looking at you,
and my heart loves the view.
Cos you mean everything.

Right here , I'll promise you somehow .
That tomoro can wait for some other day to be,
but right now, there's you and me .

If this was forever what could be better?
We already proved it was
But in 2,123 hours abandon the universe
Gonna make you everything
In our whole world change
And you know that where we are
Will never be the same oh no

Right here, right now
I’m looking at you and my heart loves the view
Cause you mean everything

Right here, I promise you somehow
That tomorrow can wait for some other day to be
But right now there’s you and me

Oh we know its coming
And it’s coming fast
(As long when there’s you and me) (Oh yeah)
So let’s make the second last, make it last!

Right here, oh right now
Yeah, I’m looking at you and my heart loves the view
Cause you mean everything


Right here, I promise you somehow
That tomorrow can wait for some other day to be
But right now there’s you and me
(you and me)

Ohh you and me

But right now there’s you and… me .

Yeahhhhs,nice song.
Hahas.
Alrights,end this here.
Byeeeeee!

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iloveyou - Entry 164 .

Its another fight ,
another knife .

I don think I can get through this.
Another fight,
another knife.
I really hate myself .
Now I'm turning into...
lyk one of them...
I'm confused.
What am I supposed to do ?
I can't think.
And it hurts.
Hey, lead me on a direction will you ?
Its jus so hard...
8-9 years...
And this fight ain't worth it.
All I can say now is that ;
i'm sorry.
i'm sorry.
i'm sorry.
i'm sorry.
i'm sorry.
i'm sorry.
i'm sorry.
i'm sorry.
i'm sorry.
i'm sorry.
i'm sorry.
i'm sorry.
i'm sorry.
i'm sorry.
i'm sorry...



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iloveyou - Entry 163 .

Its jus another memory .

If you're reading this , if not ,take it as crap .

Its another situation ,
another fight .
I didn't want this to happen ,
do you think I do ?
It was jus a moment of mistake.
Yes,maybe I've changed,
but ppl do right ?
I didn't wan to tell you,
cos I'm afraid you're lyk one of them.
Maybe...
You can say that I don understand you much .
But do you understand me den?
Look, I don wanna start a fight .
Cos we'll be seeing each other quite often .
Jus walk away,
leave me alone,
anything you wanna do, I don mind .
If its everything jus to make you understand my point,
I'm willing to sacrifice.
Hey,its a moment of mistake.
Forgive me will you?
I'm trying hard to kick the habit,
for myself okays?
I'm jus trying to make my point.
I know it means everything,
but jus try will you ?
I'm sorry .

30`10`08

Yesterday was a fun day.
Went out with Crystal .
Hmms...its been a long day.
Don wanna elaborate furthur.
Cos I'm lazy to type xD
Hahas,okays.
Let's move on .

Today ;
Dunno whats on larhs.
I'm having mood swings again.
Shoot.
I nid to calm down and think.
Think of a way to solve this thing.
Anyways,I'm tired.
Haiz...
I'm breaking down soon.
Alrights,I nid to stop emo-ing le.
End here.
Byeeeee .

Its becoming more lyk a story .
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iloveyou - Entry 162 .

Its empty on the outside ,
full on the inside .

Hellooooooos.
Hahas...I can't sleep anymore.
Woke up at 6.44,got shocked,cos I was supposed to bring Fiona to school.
Den looked up at Fiona's bed,
heard her still sleeping,was even more shocked.
Arin was nt in bed anymore.
Went out to the kitchen to find her,
and she said jus now dad said no nid to go school alrdy.
Lameeee,I got shocked larhs.
Hahas,anyways,aft that went bac to sleep,
but didn't really sleep.
Thinking about some stuff,
so listen to music.
Hahas,I'm excited abt the trip out wif Crystal today.
Hahas,hope nothing goes wrong,
and we'll have fun=)
Hahas,ilovedad,ilovedad,hahas xD
He jus agreed so fast lorhs.
Thats the first time.
But before that he keep playing with me when I asked him.
Hahahahas,he's cute.
Alrights,end here le.
I wanna go watch Prison Break alrdy.
Byeeeee~

I found myself in a place,
a place that we're alone.
Its jus so hard trying not to care.
With those games along,
it ain't fair.
Voices in my head,
tell me they noe best.
I dunno where to go,
whats the right thing.
I can't choose,
so confused.
I choose to hear the truth,
but is it reliable?

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iloveyou - Entry 161 .

Right here , right now , there's you and me .

I got through today ,
I can get through tomoro,
and this holiday .



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iloveyou - Entry 160 .

Man, mood swings.
I hate it cos I can't stand myself.
I need to light it all up.
How,how,how?
Saddddd,I'm bored.
And moodyyyyy.
I seriously need you.

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iloveyou - Entry 159 .

To find what you're here for, open another door ;
I'm not sure anymore , its jus so hard .

Heyhey.
Came here to post.
Its been a few days.
Let's start with Monday.
Went to Shangri-La to eat again.
Hohos,I think Crys didn't realise I was lyk sort of angry.
But den we made it through,
so what could be better?
Anyways,aft that buffet,
we went to Somerset the shopping centre.
Bought a few stuff,
went to Suntec.
Its fun there.
Hahas...
Den heard HSM3 songs at the CD shop.
Myyyy,that was nice.
Hahas,keep playingggg with Kenny,
I dunno why.
He's lyk so cute larhs xD
Anyways,walk until leg pain.
Got bruise nehhs.
Shits.
Nvm,den aft that everyone so tired liao,
so went home lorhs.
Went home,watched movies,den went to sleep early.
Cos had to bring Fiona to school the next day.
Tiringgggg.

Today ;
Woke up super super early.
Brought Fiona to school.
That one hour bus ride,
don mention it.
One word , bored.
Superb.
Aft that went to the market to help out.
I was so blur that I almost fell off the step.
I got a scratch only.
Nvm,den aft that help all the way.
I think I'm gonna be sick.
Hahas,got flu and cough alrdy.
Tsktsk,I don wan to.
Den aft that,planned.
Me and Crystal maybe going out on Thursday.
Hohos,thats gotta be fun ain't it?
Hahas...
Aft helping out,went home.
Den watched Prison Break the whole day.
Simply.
I was tired and bored.
Sadddd,my life needs more colours.
Alrights,I'll end off here.
Byeeeee~

Perhaps, its fear.
Unbelievable, I can't be .
Shits,i hate it .
ILY ;
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iloveyousimpleton - Entry 158 .

Don look back , cause if my heart breaks ,
its gonna hurt so bad .

Morning =)
Hahas,here to post again.
Ytd night was kind of fun.
Went to OG.
Ate at the food court .
Man, the food wasn't as nice as I thought.
Anyway , aft that,went to 7-11.
I bought two bottles of H2O.
Wthhhh, one bottle is for lyk $2 there.
And they have another promotion of lyk 2 for $2.60.
Its super super worth it larhs.
Den mum went to OG.
Kenny,me,Fiona and Arin walked to Bugis,
and then shopped around there.
My mood was swinging.
Nvm,bought a white watch ytd.
Hahas,loveeee it.
It was only for 5 bucks.
Goodyyyy.
Aft that,we went home.
Reached home,showered,
and den lied on the bed in my room listening to songs.
Aft that played cards with Fiona till lyk 11.30 plus plus.
Den Kenny came in and ask us to sleep.
I wasn't tired yet !
So I listened to MP3 to lyk 12 plus lyk that.
Hahas.

Today ;
Dad said we're going out with Crystal's fam .
Oh , thats gotta be a shock .
Never mind, the most I can do is this way .
Fate,gotta believe in that.
Anyway,hope I'll have fun.
Hahas,eating buffet again, i think.
Wahhhhhh, I'm so so happy over the dress I bought.
Its lyk super super niceeeee !
Hahas,I can't wait to wear it !
Hahas,alrights.
There's nothing else to post.
I had lyk sort of a nightmare ytd night.
If you do call it "nightmare".
Hahas,alrights,end here le.
Byeeeeee !

Woah,if its called a nightmare.
Its freaking me out.
Fear or scared ?
Hahas,I'm crazyyyy.
Hey,thanks for everything =)
ILY ;


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iloveyousimpleton - Entry 157 .

Forever you'll be the one ,
even if you're not there .

Wheeeee ~
I'm hyper !
Hahaahs,cos mum jus bought me a nice nice dress.
Ahahhahas,its super super nice.
I can't wait to wear it !
Hahas,lameeeee .
I'm really addicted to dresses these dayyyyys.
No idea why,and don ask why.
Ahahas.
I'm bored.
Played XBox jus now.
So fun larhs.
Played the zombie game,the House of The Dead.
It isnt as scary as the other one.
Played with Fiona,den Kenny came and say he wan to play.
So who die den gave the controller to him.
Hahahas,its lyk so so funnyyyyy larhs.
Den we played volleyball.
Fiona's reaction is lyk a little slow larhs.
Hahas,but it was fun.
Den now postingggg.
Latr going out le.
Yay!!
Hahas,tomoro no training.
I saw the wrong date.
Hahas,den can enjoy tomoro.
Loveeeeeeeeee!
Hahas,alrights,I seriously got nothing to post already.

No one know that she was pretending all along,
She faked the happiness and said nothing was wrong.
Looking in the mirror,
she sees a broken smile,
striving for perfection.
The gurl is just tired of all these rejections.
This is the exact way I feel.

Look, I don wan to cause a fight between us .
I'm not saying that by doing this ,
you're in the wrong.
Its good that you're doing this .
Its your choice.
I jus can't watch this show go on .
Its so unfair.
Don you think too ?
Never mind...
Its up to you anyway.
Choose the choice yourself.
Hey,
avioding me won't help it alright ?
We're lyk maybe gonna see each other soon.
This isn't getting us anywhere.

Goshhhhh,I'm boredddddd nehhs.
I hate,i hate,i hate,i hate, YOU !!!
i simply hate you vain ,
your games and your freaking attitude .
Hmms,maybe you MAY BE reading this.
But who cares...anyway,you'll never noe who I'm referring to.
No offence though.
I'm just venting.
Hey,
you're crossing the line.

Ohmygosh,bad mood liao.
How ?
Hahas,nid to find my medicineeee!
Hahas,lameeeee.
Never mind,lyk that can cheer myself up alrdy,
so there's no point.
Hohos,nothing to post lehhhhhhs!
Alrights,end here.
Byeeeeee !

I believe you.
But I'm feeling kind of weird now.
Saw that thing,
its lyk pulling me back.
Tearing me apart.
Can't get it out of my mind.
Is it fear,or is it that I'm scared.
I dunno.

This is for YOU :
Revenge is sweet huhs?
Hey,continue,
be my guest.
Maybe you got me this time,
but not the next.
This game jus can't get any better huh?
Hahas,all the best =)
I'm not losing this game .
To you I may,
but I won't .






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iloveyousimpleton - Entry 156 .

Right here,Right now ,
There's you and me .

Hellos =)
Here to post again.
Hahas,ytd night was so so fun.
Everyone was so hyper larhs.
Till get scolded.
At night,me and Fiona went into the room,
den we were sitting on our bed,
dunno what to do.
Den latr Kenny came in.
Hahahahas,he was lyk so so funny larhs.
He keep making us laugh.
Aft that,we played cards.
Hahahas,we were also listening to the radio.
Hahas,den we played lyk three games den Kenny wanna sleep le.
He went out of the room to go toilet.
Den I go drink water.
Hahaas,den I hide outside the kitchen,wanna scare him.
Cos the radio previously played a song.
The chorus is "give me more,give me more."
Den we lyk keep singing.
Hahhas,den I was still thinking abt wad to scare him,
he suddenly walk out,scare me.
Stupidddddd larhs.
Hahahas.
Den latr we sing give me more on the way bac to room.
Hahahas,den mum came out of her room and scream at us.
Hahahahs,den we ran back to our room.
Wahahhs,that was funnnn.

Just read Martin's blog.
Wah,the post is very meaningful nehhs.
Hahas,seriously.
Right right,
Mr Mak,
Thanks for everything.
Hahas,really grateful.
Its been nice with you.
Hahas.

Hmms...okays.
I think I'll end here.
There's nothing to post le.
Hahahahas.
Erm,maybe latr no time to post or sumthing.
I dunno,today is a bz dayyyy.
Hahas xD
Alrights,end here le.
Byeeeee!

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iloveyousimpleton - Entry 154 .

Tomorrow can wait,
right now there's you and me .

I'm done .
Done with your foolishness .
Aft everything I've said,didn't you listen at all ?
Forget it...its your choice .
Hey,I scolded you becos I care.
Having quarrels with you becos I care.
Doing all those things for you becos I care.
Do you know?
I thought you were different...
Thought you were sensible and different from others.
Now you're proving me wrong.
Prove to me that I'm right will you?
I'm done with telling you what's rong and what's right.
Do you even listen to what I say ?
Yeah,this issue,I'm not supposed to stand in.
But den, do you think I can't not care ?
Hey,they don even care that much.
Why you?
Why is it that you have to take the blame,
take the shame,the humiliation that they throw at you?
Why can't you jus think through?
Do you want to be tortured for the rest of your life?
Is this the way you want your clique to turn out?
You're always thinking for others,
what about you?
Hey,you said that the trust we had was built for a long time.
We built it from young.
But what is happening to it now?
Prove me rong will you?



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iloveyousimpleton - Entry 154 .

Looking at you ,
and my heart loves the view .

Alrights,here to post again.
This time,called by Maung Phone.
Hmms...but actually I don really have anything to post...
I seemed to be touched by the love story in hsm3.
Hahas...they give the wanna-be-lyk-them feeling.
Hahas.
If life could be that perfect.
I'm so so bored.
No one's lyk replying my msg.
Everyone's out,busy.
I wanna go out too...
Saddddd.
Monday have training.
Don even noe can go anot.
Dad's lyk trying to prevent me from going.
I hate it...

I'm sorry,but I shouldn't say this.
I really can't control it anymore.
I noe you won't be reading this,
but I jus wanna post it...
You've taken everything from me...
A love story.
That,perhaps,I understand.
Take it as I'm jus saying.
I've got through anyway.
But now you're taking other things away from me too...
Netball's my passion.
Why can't you jus let me do what I want for once?
Don you noe how I feel ?
Perhaps not,cause maybe you never took the liberty to go and realise.
Maybe you think that I'm having a happy life,
a perfect life,but I'm not.
Yes,I'm really really very very happy to be in this family.
But now,its lyk life is twisting round and round.
Don you realise how I feel?
How I really feel?
You all say I'm lyk him...
Don you even realise how I feel?
How that hurts?
How much it kills ?
I've lost almost everything.
My frenns are there for me now...
But are you all?
You all keep saying that I'm the second,
thats hard to handle.
The one thats gonna follow into his footsteps.
Is that really me in your heart?
I've never thought of turning into him...
Never thought you all'd say this to me.
I feel so alone.
Do you even care?
Even understand?
I've been working so hard on my trainings,
working so hard just to get in that team.
But now,you're giving me nothing.
Caring nothing.
Treating lyk my trainings were jus a piece of shit.
Is results jus everything?
Perhaps they are to you,
but not to me alright?
Have you ever realised what I've been working hard so long for?
So hard,so hard.
When my muscle aches,leg hurts,
I still wanna go for training?
What I've been working so hard for?
I'm trying to keep my CCAs and studies together.
Perhaps this year I've been slacking quite a bit.
But I already made a promise to myself to work harder.
Hey,do you even care?
That cold personality sometimes.
That don care attitude sometimes.
Hey,I'm hurt.
Hurt deeply.
Do you even care?
I've been trying to tell you somehow.
But I can't seem to...
It'll be a miracle if you know how I feel.

Shit,I'm emo-ing again.
Tears pouring lyk rain.
Forget it...
Life jus sucks.
Haiz...
I really got nothing to post already.
I'm jus so so sad.
And I nid to help Crys with some stuff first.
End here first.
Nid to clear my mind...and get inspirations.
Hahas.
Later.

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iloveyousimpleton - Entry 153 .

Life is lyk a movie, how I hope it'll just be as perfect .

24`10`08

Heyhey.
Today was a busy dayyyy,i guess.
Hahas...
Morning ;
woke up at lyk 6.
Changed and brought Fiona to school.
It took an hour !
Den rushed to Bedok interchange,
aft that took MRT to Simei for training.
It was raining,
and I was shivering in the MRT larhs !
Hahas...
Anyway,aft that waited for a few ppl to arrive,
den we went to the court.
Coach was gonna be late.
So we did stretching and all.
Aft that had to do two sets of stairs at the HDB flat.
Tsktsk,11 floors,go up and come down is counted as one set.
Its okay larhs...onli a bit tiring.
Hahas...
Aft that,coach came,we went to do ballworks.
It was kind of fun.
Aft the ballworks,
coach suggested going to Tampines Stadium.
Hahas,so we headed there.
Aft reaching there,
ran four rounds round the stadium,
and den do the stamina training and all.
It was tiringgggg.
Hahas,needed to boost my energyyyyy!
Latr,went to TM.
Went with Hannah to buy her pouch,
buy Macs and went to Bedok again to meet Mistika.
I'm so sorry I made u wait for lyk half an hour,Mistika.
I didn't noe you were already there yet I still took my own sweet time.
Sorry.
Anyway,den we went to school.
She put the dossier in Miss Tan's locker,
and went to toilet.
I forgot to take mine,
left it at home,nvm.
I waited for her at the stairs by eating my Macs.
Aft that,we went to the interchange.
She wanted to buy bubble tea.
So I accompanied her to repay for making her wait.
Hahas xD
Den we took 854 back.

Home ;
Kenny reached le.
I went to shower and eat.
Aft preparing to go out and all,
mum drove us to Hougang Mall Mrt station.
Den we went to Dhoby Gaut,Plaza Sing.
Hahas,went to watch High School Musical 3.
Ohmygoshhhh,its lyk so sweeeeet larhs.
Hahas,if only life could be the same as movies,
that would be perfect ain't it?
Hahas,the movie was super super nice.
Hahas,I'm gonna buy the DVD aft its released.
Den we went to Hougang Mall again,
bought a few stuff,went home.
Hohos,I'm tiredddd,and my stomach keeps achinggggg!
Its been lyk aching for a few days...
Hope it'll get better.

Today ;

i miss you,
whenever you're not around .

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TIANJIA!

Hmms,went to read the class blog.
Its lyk everything is falling apart.
Mr Mak's leaving,
TianJia left,why is everyone leaving??
Nevermind...its fated.
Haiz,sadddd.
TianJia sent me a goodbye message ytd...
But he didn't reply,so I guess he went alrdy...
And today is his birthday!
Happy Birthday TianJia=)
Mr Mak,its been a memorable year.
Thanks for everything.
Alrights,I think I'll end here.
There's nothing else I can think of to write alrdy...
Hahas...maybe I'll go watch DVD.
Cos there's simply nothing to do,ahhas xD
Okays,byeeee!

Thanks for everything.
I really appreciated it.
Ahahas xD
Thanks for cheering me up.
ILY ;






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iloveyousimpleton - Entry 152 .

That bus ride ,
left me hypnotised .

Hellos =)
Today's the last day of school = Emotional .
Saddddd,
TianJia's going...
We'll miss him.

TianJia ;
Thanks for everything,
your advices and all.
Really appreciative.
Now that you're going,
wish you all the best.
We'll wait for you to come back,
so you must work hard.
Jiayous=)
You can do it !

School was fun today.
Hahas,got the IPP thingy I think.
Need to seal the classroom.
Den the guys sealed the windows and all,
while we built the toilet.
Wahahahs,had fun.
So funny larhs,
I was sweating in the end.
Hahas.
Den aft that recess,
we slacked lyk one hour.
Hahas,den lyk one hour recess larhs.
Aft that,slacked furthur more in class.
Today emo too much le,
must cheeeeer up !
I will,i will.
Today release late late,
cos Mr Mak punished us.
Tsktsk.
Haiz,lazy to post le.
Hahas.

Ahhhhhs,
I'm going mad.
Lameeee.
Hahas,starting to miss 1E1!
Hahahas,the holidays are gonna be lyk ...
Yay!
Tomoro got training,
and I'm gonna watch HSM3 with Kenny and maybe Crystal.
Cliques,I'm sorry I can't go.
I'm really sorry.
Perhaps another time.
Alrights,nothing to post le.
See ya!

Breaking down to cry,
tears falling down lyk rain.
Why do I feel so hurt,
why do I feel pain.
Crying there alone,
no one simply understands.
this love is worthless,
this love is vain.
Thanks !


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iloveyousimpleton -Entry 151 .

This game isn't for me to play ,
yet it seems so hard to quit .

Hellos=)
Hahas,came to post.
Cos there's simply nothing to do.
Dad and Fiona is asleep,
mum's not at home,Kenny's watching the TV.
And I'm here alone.
Hahas,actually wanted to watch TV,
but Kenny took it.
Stupiddddd.
Never mind,I'm kind xD

Last night's dinner was so so fun larhs.
Hahas,the whole family was lyk playing.
We ate steamboat marhs,
ahhas,so niceeee,thanks to mum♥
Den latr forget what happened,
this started :
Mum : aiyah,I don wan come home liao. I tell you all,I got China arhs.
Dad : (Laughing) Kays,you go China,I go BeiJing.
Kenny : Orhs,den I go Da Lu.
[ I was laughing lyk hell,hahahahas.]
Mum : Den I go Jia Na Da lorhs.
Dad : Kays,den I go Canada.
Me : ?! What's the difference between Jia Na Da and Canada?
Dad : [Laughing lyk crazy.] Go America larhs.

Hahahas,den keep playing and playing.
So so fun larhs.
Before that,was so fed up with dad.
Cos he said this,
Me : wah,I wan to sit opposite kor ( Kenny) so that I can see him. Wahahhas.
Dad : aiyah,your brain is full of BGR.
Me : !!!! Walao,you very narrow-minded lehs. Lyk that also BGR.
Kay lorhs,I don talk liao.
Dad : You say one arhs. (Laughing)

Stupid larhs,hahas.
Made me feel lyk an idiot.
Never mind, its over .

Anyways,school today was kinda fun =X
Hahas...hmms,I was lyk quite hyper in the morning,
untill I sat with ShiLi,
den go lyk kind of moody already.
Do the Mother Tongue Enrichment,
hahas,quite interesting.
But my mind was away,
and the penknife almost cut my finger.
Hahas...den went for recess.
Didn't really have any appetite.
Jus eat to fill my empty stomach.
Saddddd.
Anyway,aft that went to see the IPW display.
Walk round and round the room,
see le,so bored.

I think I have depression liao.
Hahas,no larhs,no larhs.
Kiddingggg.
Cos I can't sleep well these days,
always waking up in the middle of the night.
Plus plus,I'm losing appetite.
Hohos,i'll be really sad if I get depression.
Hahas xD Kidding larhs.

Anyway,aft that went to see the IPW display.
Walk round and round the room,
see le,den nothing to do already.
Hahas.
Aft that went to AVA room to watch movie.
Mr Mak let us watch the Bruce Lee show.
Hahas,some part got the kissing all that,
den he skip.
The guys were lyk want to see lyk that larhs.
Den Martin lyk so "excited".
Hahas.
He sit behind us marhs.
In the middle of the show,
Lesmin and YuHeng went to sleep.
Martin keep making Lesmin's hair,
say she's a little gurl sleeping.
Hahas,so funny.

Aft school,waited for Lesmin cos she go for badminton meeting.
Den we sat at the stairs there wait for her.
I drank lyk two bottles of water today larhs!
Hahas,bloated XD
Aft that,she came out alrdy.
Den we went to the linkway,play play awhile.
Den Sihui,ShiLi and YuHeng went for dance,
we went home.
Alrights,end of this post le.
Byeeeeee!

i lose in every game I play,
yet its so hard to give up.
ILY ;

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iloveyousimpleton - Entry 150 .

All I wish for is a simple request, that is to stay ;
but I think I'm already losing faith in you .

Heyhey.
Today school was a blast.
Hahas,okay larhs.
I was kind of lyk sad sad,
den abit abit happy happy.
Dunno why,lameeee.
Hmms,today go around Bedok to promote recycling for CIP.
Den it was lyk the neighbours so impatient de larhs.
Hahas,got one of them was lyk impatient,
ask us go away,complain say one group the guys very rude.
Den she slammed the door in TianJia,me,Amanda & Ammarah's face.
Stupiddddd.
Nevermind,so we headed to the 1st floor to look for Miss Tan.
I down there keep jumping up and down,
cos stomach ache lyk hell.
Hahas,so so hungry.
Aft that we went back to school and wait for the other group.
I was lyk boredddd.
Keep walking in and out of the toilet,
dunno what to do.
The last period was lyk so funny,
cos Lesmin they all keep playing.
Hahas...
Shitttt,lost my motivation of postingggg.
I got nothing to post lerhs...
Tsktsk...

Didn't manage to hide my sadness,
some of the gurls almost saw through my covered up sadness.
When I'm alone,
I'll start feeling down.
When I'm with them,
I have to put on a smile.
But I really feel happy with them,
but now things ain't going smoothly.
I dunno what to do,
stuck in the middle.
How I wish both sides would jus be equal,
things are turning into a farce already...
This year wasn't as good as I thought I think,
cos things are not really expected.
Getting myself hurt over and over again,
nothing can help it.
Am I really putting up jus a brave front?
Am I really jus wearing a mask to cover up the pain inside?
Couldn't this game jus stop?
Couldn't everything jus stop?
I hate the way I feel...
This freaking feeling,
I'm hoping it'll go away...

For you,
I dunno what to say.
I'm speechless.
I could only listen to what you tell me.
I can't help it,
cos I can't control them.
I'm super super sorry,
but I really can't do anything about them.
How I wish to be lyk Yani too...
But I'm sorry...
Perhaps things aren't the way we expected...
I'm really sorry...
I dunno how to express the way I feel...
Crying over again...
I'm sorry,
really sorry.
I'm really sorry.

Wahhas,jus now aft school,
took 854.
Wanted to meet Rasyid,
but den he missed the bus I was in,
so never mind le.
Hahas,stupidddd,today was lyk super emo aft that.
Went to the playground at the bus stop opposite 325.
I was lyk alone larhs,
den played the swing.
So so emo,
den called YaChun they all.
They all at Tm marhs,
den they keep asking me to go home,
don stay there emo.
Hahas.
Stupidddddddd,I felt lyk an idiot though,
sitting there alone =X
Hahas...
So went home,wait for the stupid bus so freaking long.
Came home,bathed,eat and watch DVD.
Aww,YaChun going back to China lerhs.
Will miss her alot alot alot.
Hahas,sorry that I couldn't attend your farewell "party" today.
Really sorry.
You must take care arhs!
Hahas,I'll miss you xD
Hahas,see ya soon=)
Alrights,end here.
See ya!

I'm sorry to disappoint you.
ILY ;

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iloveyousimpleton - Entry 149 .

i love you,
and that's all I really know .

Here again.
I'm so so bored.
People are at school,while I'm at home.
How sad is that?
I'm surprised I "forgave" dad so fast for not calling me up.
And Arin too =(
Sadddd,I'm becoming such a good person.
Hahas,joking larhs.
I'm not that thick-skinneddddd xD
Wahahas,maybe going out lerhs.
For lunch...
Hahas,I really wanna go school alot alot nehhs.
Wanna see the cliques.
And sadddd,
tonight's plan is cancelled.
Mygoshhhhh,one more minute I stay in this house,
I am really gonna go mad soon.
I'm so emo now.
And no one msg me,haiz...
And I don really wanna bother the cliques,
they should be happily together now,
while I'm at home!
Stupiddddd,
how can I land myself into this kind of steps?
I can't believe I'm doing this to myself.
I feel weird.
Tsktsk,the conscience is working on me.
Shitttt.
Haiz,I've been viewing blogs and watching DvDs in the morning.
Nothing fills my content.
I really wanna go school!
Forget it...
its over lerhs.
Stupid,there wouldn't be a second time.
Hahas,I promise.
First time I've let myself down =(
So downnnnnn.
Not gonna do it again,
don care =X
Hahas.
Alrights,end here lerh larhs.
Wanna go occupy myself.
See ya!

Myyyyy,i miss you all badly.
Sadddd.
iloveyou;ily.
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iloveyousimpleton - Entry 148 .

Love kills ;
Love heals .

Heyhey.
Today never go schooooool!
Stupidddddd.
Yesterday night went to Malaysia.
And its lyk I last minute den know de larhs !
Shitttttt.
Nevermind,I'm in a baddddd mood.
Cos actually can go school today,
den Arin nvr call me.
Plus I nvr put alarm,
equals to no school.
Lameeeee,
I'm so so boredddd.
Ytd went to Malaysia,
cos mum nid to sign the document for Grandfather's asset thingyyy.
Den aft tat we went to eat,
lyk so late.
Nine plus den eat.
Keep playinggg wif dad.
Or rather,he keep playing with me.
Cos I was in a bad mood,
den he tried to cheer me up.
In the end,I got hyper,
den he keep playing with me.
Ahhas,so fun larhs.
We're lyk two lame kiddos playingggg.
Hahas,my uncle was lyk,
crazyyyy ppl arhs,we two.
Hahahahas.
Den saw Shawn again.
He's soooooo cute larhs.
Hahas,den we played too.
Reached home at around 1 plus.
Den go sleep.
I'm so tired and bored now.
Dunno what to do.
I wantttttt to go school !!!
Haiz...latr at night maybe eating buffet at Suntec.
I feel so moody right now...


I want to cry,
I want to simply jus break down and cry.
I dunno why I feel this way,
I simply jus wanna cry.
I have no shoulder to lean on,
no ground to stand firmly on.
No one's there for me,
everyone jus seems to overlook all this...
I thought things were easier den thought,
thought that things could be solved so easily.
I treated them lyk jus air,
always putting them till the last minute.
I refuse to cry,
refuse to let myself cry even though the tears are jus there.
A mask to cover up the pain inside,
hahas...perhaps its right.
I don even noe who I am anymore.
This year is going to end soon,
its already been a year lerhs.
I'm gonna change,
look on the positive side,
and let go of all these unhappy stuff.
No matter what,
I won't give up =)

Wahhhas,lyk that type all out den hyper lerhs...
Hahas,gonna go watch TV already.
I'm so so bored.
Alrights,end here.
See ya!

imissyousobadly
But I nid to control.
Its time to look on the positive sides alrdy
I'll get better in time.
iloveyou;ily.
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iloveyousimpleton - Entry 147 .

I feel so alone,
missing you lyk I never did before.

Boooooo !!
Hahas,here to post.
Wahhas,18`10`08 is a memorable dayyyyy!
I mean it,I had alot alot alot of fun today.
Hahas,I'm sure we'll do it again.
Ahhas,I'll go into the details.
Pictures may be updated latr or tomoro.
Cos I'm lazy to post them now,ahhas xD
Alrights,11.30am ;
Met Diana at behind Hougang Pri there.
She came den we headed off the Hougang Point to meet the guys.
We called them,they at YangJin's hse there.
Shitttttters,hahas xD They were at the playground.
We sat there to wait for XuanYi under that freaking hot sun.
Finally he arrived,den we went up to Shauna's hse.
Hahas,we three went into her room.
While Victor,JiongWen,XuanYi and Shawn went to the balcony.
They played XuanYi's laptop.
Den Shauna's mum talked to them abt their results.
Aft that the guys went to buy things for us to eat.
Wahhaas,we drank bubble tea,and ate the porridge Shauna's dad cooked.
It was quite nice.
Den we slacked awhile more,
headed to AMK hub.
The guys went to their own paradise,who cares where they go xD
Hahhas,jk larhs.
We walked around,den played arcade.

Arcade ;
first stop was the basketball game.
Hahhas,so fun larhs!
But den we not that high score.
Den we go play driving the car.
Ahahas,win Shauna and Diana!!
Hahas,yay!!
Lameeeeee.
Hahas,den we walked around,
dunno what to play le.
Latr,we saw a girl,she play basketball super super pro.
And its lyk very fast larhs!
She broke the record again and again.
Hahas,aft that her bro come.
They two together break record aft record.
Super pro larhs.
Den we played one last game,
and went to my house.

Minimart ;
Diana and Shauna went to buy thing,
I went to collect the puzzle from Arin to pass to Lesmin.
Aft they buy,we walked to 971 again.
Tiringggg.
Hahas,Lesmin looked so cute larhs xD
Den we headed back to my hse.
Wahahaas,
we slacked.
See my class photo all that.
Den they used com.
Awhile latr,I got a surprise larhs.
Hahas,Crystal's dad and mum came wif Webster!
Hahas,I keep playinggggg.
So hyperrrrrr!
Ahahas,den aft that Diana and Shauna nid to go le,
so I send them out.
Hahas,ytd was the best day of my life!
Thanks to you guys,
ahhas,ILY .

Today is Sundayyyyy.
Hahas,maybe latr going out again.
Hohos,den tomoro got school le.
A new week...
Hope everything will go well.
I hate it when there's sumthing rong.
YuHeng's birthday is coming up.
Yay!!This coming Fri,HSM3 is coming out.
Hahas,wanna go watch nehhs.
Alrights,wanna go edit the pics alrdy.
See ya!

Hahas,thanks for everything...
Hey,try harder kays?
Don give up.
Hahas,I believe you can make it =)
ILY.


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iloveyousimpleton - Entry 146 .

I'm coming back to show you that,
I'm keeping the promise that I made.

Hey people.
Hahas,early postingggg.
Latr going over to Shauna's hse.
Hahas,and maybe meeting Lesmin also.
Hmms...today may not be such a boring day,
cos there's plans going on.
I'm feeling so alone,den usual.
Not becos of the things that had happened these few days...
but becos of other things.
Maybe things have changed.
People have changed.
I no longer once knew some of the frenns I knew.
Nevermind,its not my problem to worry that much anyway.

Crystal ;
Hey,you always have problems coming your way.
You and your frenns meet by fate...
So I suggest you should cherish the frenship you have wif them for now...
Though u say there are some which cnt last long wif you...
Jus take them as frenns den...
But don quarrel wif them or anything,
cos its not gonna help in any way .
I hope aft all I've said,
you understand...
Your TKD frenns have been very caring...
they're great to you.
Well,exceptional of a few.
Its time you cheered up.
You've been emo-ing for lyk two years or more alrdy.
Start afresh barhs...
This kind of things come and go,
these are experiences of life.
Hey,smile kays?
ILY .

Wahahas,hope to have fun latr.
It seems lyk a great deal.
Hmms...
I'm cheering ppl up but no help to myself.
Saddddddd,
why are things turning out this way?!
Hahas...the way things go around,
maybe...

Broke down again yesterday.
I'm feeling alone den ever.
No one knows how I feel...
not even you...
I thought you would understand,
but I was rong...
I'm so confused.
Confused to an extent that will drive me crazy.
I dunno the reason I broke down too.
I really feel alone,
more alone den usual.
I'm losing everything I had...
The start of sumthing new,
I gotta be kidding myself !

This time its so serious,
I can't even control my emotions myself.
The pain inside,
gets more and more intense,
my face,putting a mask jus to cover up my pain.
No one understands,no one cares.
And you don even know...
These things weren't meant to happen,
the cause of one self.
Hey,I'm so confused,
Things are jus so complicated.
And I got no one to talk to...
The pain in me...
Will never leave,for this game is endless.
I give in...I don wanna play anymore...
I'm hanging on to a breaking rope.
Let her win this game for all I care...
The pain is killing me...



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iloveyousimpleton - Entry 144 .

I want to stop the pain inside ,
but it seems so hard to fight .

Heyhey.
Here to post again.
Wah,third post of the day .
I'm gonna type till my deathday .
Currently listening to songs and searching for skins.
I'm considering if I should change my url.
Hahas,that's gotta be difficult .
Anyway,I'm feeling emo.
At least I think I am.
Hahas...hmms,
jus now went for lunch.
We went to near Suntec there I think,
and eat.
Wah,throughout the lunch I was emo-ing.
Shucks.
Aiyah,nevermind.
Den aft that went to hospital to see grandma.
Hope she gets well soon =)
Den aft tat the whole family suddenly high le.
Cos dad went hyper wif me marhs,ahhas.
Good daddyyyyy.
Hahas xD
In the car,mum on her song loud loud,
den repeated it twice.
The song was quite nice,so there was a point larhs.
Hahas.
Anyway,aft tat reached home,read storybook.
Den come slack alrdy.
Hahas...I wanna go out!!!
I'm lazing around at home,so boringggggg .
And its lyk super lazyyyy to do anything larhs...
Hahas...
Okays,I think I got nothing to post already .
End here.
See ya!

Yes,imissyoubadly.
Butidunnohowtoexpressittoyou.
Should I even tell you that?
I'm still confused.
Stuck in yesterday.
iloveyou ; ily.
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iloveyousimpleton - Entry 142 .

How I wish to cry ,
jus to stop the pain inside .

Booooo!
Hahas,now I'm feeling so confused and vexed.
Tsktsk,stupidityyyyy .
Hahas,
I got new song!
Love the lyrics,
here it goes ;

We were both young when I first saw you,
I close my eyes and the flashbacks starts.
I'm standing there,
on a balcony in summer air .

See the lights,see the party,the ball gowns .
I see you make your way through the crowd,
and say hello.
Little did I know.

That you were Romeo, you were throwing pebbles,
and daddy say " stay away from Juliet".
And I was crying on the staircase
Begging you please don't go,
and I said

Romeo take me somewhere we can be alone,
I'll be waiting,all there's left to do is run.
You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess
Its a love story
Baby,jus say yes.

So i sneak out to the garden to see you,
We keep quiet cause we're dead if they all knew,
So close your eyes,
Escape this town for awhile.

Oh oh
Cause you were Romeo, I was the scarlet letter
And my daddy said, "stay away from Juliet"
But you were my everything to me
I was begging you, please don't go
And I said

Romeo, take me somewhere we can be alone
I'll be waiting, all there's left to do is run
You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess
It's a love story
Baby, just say yes

Romeo, save me
They try to tell me how I feel
This love is difficult, but it's real
Don't be afraid, we'll make it out of this mess
It's a love story
Baby, just say yes

Oh oh

I got tired of waiting
Wondering if you were ever coming around
My faith in you is fading
When I met you on the outskirts of town
And I said

Romeo, save me
I've been feeling so alone
I keep waiting for you, but you never come
Is this in my head
I don't know what to think
He knelt to the ground and pulled out a ring
And said

Marry me, Juliet, you'll never have to be alone
I love you and that's all I really know
I talked to your dad
Go pick out a white dress
It's a love story
Baby, just say yes

Oh oh oh
Oh oh oh oh

'Cause we were both young when I first saw you .

Hahas,I'm done!
Hahas,latr teacher coming to collect fees,
saddddd.
Kenny's out to school.
I can slack again...
But its so boringggg now.
Hahas,alrights,I'll end this here,
See ya!
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