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♥ Florence, over-hyperactive. I (L) eating chocolates, and I'm a klutz,as well as a trouble-maker :D I'm fourteen, and July the 15th would be awesome. I love being cheeky and childish. That's the part of me that'll never grow up. I have a mind of a five-year-old and I love putting a smile on people's faces. So if you're down, I'm always here. Netball's my passion, and I'm loving it. I'm hoping for fairytales and miracles to happen ^^. I may be naive at times, but you can't cheat me. Currently attached with baby♥, and still counting on. I'm tremendously spontaneous and hyperactive most of the times. I love sweet things, they simply melt my heart. Equal Equation, L'ove.

I'm unconditionally & irrevocably in love with you ,
though its a poor excuse to what I'm doing .

Its a Tuesday, boring fun Tuesday.
Ah, what to do, the week's going to come to an end soon.
Its April's Fool tomoro, hahs.
Must be prepared to be tricked by people with the cheek to.
Hahs, especially those guys that have simply nothing to do.
Anyways, school was fun yet boring for some reason todayeeee .
Hahs, but really had fun with the cliques .
Camwhored all the way todaye with them .
Hmms... school's getting so much more fun.
Hees :D
Maths test tomoro, Quadratic Equations.
Tsktsk, I'm scared that I'll flunk, scared that the paper will be hard .
Cause no matter how hard I try to revise Math, it just seem so hard .
I've studied Quadratic Equations over and over again, & it seems so tiring already .

I hope so much that everything will be okay .
Crossing my fingers everyday .
Hahs, alrights .
Need to go off already, I wanna rest my body and whatever there is.
My whole body is aching like hell since yesterday's super fast run.
Aites, shall go off then .
Byeeeeee :D

P.S. Ah, think that I'm going to flunk Science, Chinese & Maths very soooon .

I can't seem to accept the excuse that everything about me is losing you.
iloveyou,its a poor excuse for what I'm doing, but its still true.
I'm hoping you understand that.
imissyou, get well soon.



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Because I can't seem to accept the excuse ,
that everything about me is losing you .

Oh , HELLO :D
Gorgeous day today, ain't it ?
Olympic Track & Field meet todayeee , tiring & sweaty .
Got fourth for the 100m C Division Girls .
Ah, I tried , already contented :D
Got third placing for 4X100m C Division Girls .
Contented , happy , sticky & sweaty .
Hahs, today seems to be such a cheerful day for everyone .
Yet , my mind seems to be more thinking then usual ,
bringing my mood down .
Can't seem to help myself though .
Dang it .

Went to Marina Square yesterday evening .
There were not much people .
Wanted to buy stuff , yet not wanting to spend dad's money .
Save it for some other time den :D
Hees , after that , at the most fattening hour of the day ,
Dad brought us to eat Carl's Jr .
And he ordered like HUGE orders .
Fat , fat , fat .
Hahs, ah , but I loved the fries .
Heeeeees :D
Teased Kenny & played with Dad , its fun <3

Alrights , shall go continue watching Heroes .
Limited time for me to slack only :D
Next time people =)

I'm sorry, but i can't seem to trust...
Because I can't figure out why, can't get the fact right .
I can't seem to accept the fact that everything about me is losing you .
iloveyou, but i'm not sure anymore...



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Quiz :

1. Besides your lips, where is the favourite spot to get kissed ?
Cheek

2. How did you feel when you woke up this morning ?
Tired & out of place , cause didn't sleep well .

3. Who was the last person / people you took a photo with ?
The whole class of 2E1 , at Bedok Stadium a few hours ago .

4. Would you consider yourself spoiled ?
Partially , supposedly .

5. Will you ever donate blood ?
Depends .

6. Have you ever had a best friend who was of the opposite sex ?
Yeah , since childhood .

7. Do you want someone to be dead ?
I'm not that cruel .

8. What does you last text message say ?
Ah, I'm lazy to get my phone aites .

9. What are you thinking right now ?
When would this quiz finish & will things turn out to be okay ...

10. Do you want someone to be with you right now ?
Maybe , maybe not . I'm confused .

11. What was the time you went to bed last night ?
I have no idea , close to eleven, I guess .

12. Where did you buy the tee you're wearing now ?
OP .

13. Is someone on your mind right now ?
Yes, yes & yes .

14. Who was the last person who text you ?
Sihui , I think .

Ten lucky people to do this quiz ;
Ah , whoever's interested .




List ten people whom you want to do this quiz :
1. Crystal
2. Lesmin
3. YuHeng
4. Mistika
5. ShiLi
6. Hannah
7. Cherise
8. Zi Chang
9. Dexter
10. Justin

Q2. Your name ?
Florence Lee :D

Q3. Your age :
Sweetest thirteeeeen !

Q4. Attached / Single ?
Ah , attached / single .

Q5. Five of your closest friends :
Lesmin , SiHui , YaChun , YuHeng, ShiLi

Q6. Your two favourite colour :
Erm , BRIGHT COLOURS ! Black & hot pink , probably .

Q7. Storybook / Comics ?
Storybook , I guess .

Q8. Do you have a crush ?
Nahh .

Q9. Has an unknowned person asked you for your number before ?
Yeah , think so .

10. If yes, did you give your number to the person who asked ?
Yeah , cause it was an emergency .

11. Name two girl-friends that you are close to :
Lesmin & SiHui .

12. Name 2 guy- friends that you are close to :
Sham & Ben .

13. Do you play online games ?
Yeap , to entertain myself :D

14. Do you play maplestory ?
Seldom , firstly , cause I don't have the time, secondly , dad's using the com to play maple :D

15. Do you play Audition ?
Nope .

16. Favourite numbers ?
Five & Eight .

17. Hotmail URL ?
I got loads :D

18. Favourite Alphabets ?
Hmms... I think FBT . Got hooked on it .

19. Would you rather go out with your stead or friends ?
Woud be better if it's all together .

20. Do you trust your stead ?
Probably .

21. Money or friends ?
Friends ...

22. Stead or friends ?
AH , I don't know ... Probably friends / stead ... No idea .

23. Anime or drama ?
Both's okay I guess .

24. Best guy friends ?
Sham & Ben , I think .

Quiz 2 :

[ ] Gotten Detention
[ ] Gotten your handphone taken away in class
[ ] Gotten suspended
[ ] Gotten caught chewing gum
[ ] Gotten caught cheating on test
Total : 0

[ x ] Arrived late to class more than 5 minutes
[ x ] Didn't do homework over 5 times
[ ] Turned at least 3 projects late
[ ] Missed school cause you feel like it
[ ] Laughed so loud you got kicked out of class
Total : 2

[ ] Got your mum / dad etc. to get you out of school
[ x ] Texted people during class
[ x ] Passed notes
[ x ] Threw things around the classroom
[ x ] Laughed at the teacher
Total : 4

[ ] Pulled down the fire alarm
[ x ] Went on Facebook , MySpace, etc. on the computer at school
[ x ] Took pictures during school hours
[ x ] Called someone during school hours
[ x ] Listening to IPOD , CDs ,etc. during class
Total : 4

[ ] Threw something at the teacher
[ x ] Went outside the class without permission
[ ] Broke the dress code
[ ] Failed a class
[ x ] Ate food during class
Total : 2

[ ] Gotten a call from school
[ ] Couldn't go on a field trip because you behaved badly
[ x ] Didn't take your stuff to school
[ ] Gotten a detention and didn't go
[ ] Stuck up your middle finger at the teacher when they were not looking
[ ] Cursed during class loud enough so the teacher could not hear
Total : 1

[ ] Faked your parents' signatures
[ ] Slept in class
[ ] Cursed at the teacher to their face
[ x ] Copied homework
Total : 1

Overall : 14 times 3 equals to 42% of life ruined , GREAT xD

All quizzes done :D
Loves , xoxo .

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I wish you were here with me tonight ,
with a million questions burning in my heart .

Some say love isn't reliable ,
some say love is just a fairytale.
Others say love is irrational,
it probes your heart till you find it so irristible .
Hahs, sorry, random .
But I really think that sometimes love is so unpredictable ,
and so... vulnerable .
Hope that that was the correct verb for it .

Decided to post , cause it might be my last post for the week .
Going out to Bugis soon, i think .
Ah , well , not sure if I'm even going .
Seeing that my parents and the rest of the family are still unprepared .
I'm the only one who took the liberty to get changed first .
Well, its okayy .
While they're rushing later on , I can slack .
& probably have the whole TV to myself later , even for a few minutes .
Cause I find it so hard and rare for me to watch television in a week !
Its only during Friday nights & weekends .
When people ask me about shows , i go like so blank .
Ahhas, and I'll give some stupid reaction and blush saying that I don't watch much TV .
That's the stupid thing about me , I guess .

There's a million questions burning in my heart and probably head now ,
whichever is more suitable .
I want my answers , but answers = truth .
Will the truth hurt then ?
Hahas, I'm thinking too much .
Hesitating, I think .
Deliberating for schooldays to come .
Where I have to face reality .
Now I'm somehow eager to let today pass quickly ,
or perhaps only this day .
I'm eager for night to come,
hoping that I would hear some ' news ' .
Hahas, that sounded oh so wrong .

Ah, I'm hooked to Twilight .
I know I'm lag people, no need a second reminder .
But I like the way I am , lagging behind other people .
Take things slooooooow .
Hahs, I read finish the book within , i don't know , a day ?
Hahas, Kenny was surprised .
Heees, that's the thing I do best at .
Reading / watching movies way way faster than him, hahs .
I'm so hooked to the love story man .
Its so romantic.
Hahas , who wouldn't wish for a love story like that .
Dangerous, yet its all someone could ever wish for aites .
I've watched the movie over and over again for the weekend .
Hahs, going over the parts I like .
Looking at how amazing a guy could cause a girl to fall head over heels about him .
Its simply hilarious, and simply just so heart - melting .
I really suggest those who haven't watched or read the book to go watch / read it .
Its seriously niceeeeee ! :D

I can't seem to get the story out of my head though .
Hahas, especially those cheesy lines Edward says , cause they're simply hilarious .
Ahhas, seriously getting hooked to the movie .
But I think it'll pass , cause there are so many other new movies coming up .
Hahs, well , at least new to me aites .

W-O-W , I've posted so long .
Oh yeah , before I forget , SORRY TO THOSE PEOPLE who tagged me to the quiz .
I really don't have time, cause I'm really occupied with stuff .
But I'll get it done ASAP aites ?
Heeeeees, alrights .
I'm going off soon, wanna catch another episode of Heroes on my com already .
The precious time is going to slip away already .
And who knows, probably when I finished the episode ,
my parents still ain't done preparing themselves yet .
And probably we need not go out or something .
Don't know, don't wanna care .
Cause the more I care , the more it affects me .
Aites , I'm crapping already .
Olympic heats tomoro !
Go Amethyst !
Hahs, hope I'll be able to do well in running ...
Ah, I'm crossing my fingers, just hoping that my knee won't fail me halfway through .
Right , going off liao people :D
Byeeeeeeeeee ! =)

I need your loving hands to come pick me up ,
cause I' m ready to fall anytime .
These days I've been alone ,
these days when you've been gone,
I've done alot of thinking,
but i still can't figure things out.
Falling so swiftly,
will you be there to catch me ?
oh, am i suppose to be missing you.





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I've got your mix tape in my Walkman ,
been so long since we've been talking .


HELLO ! :D
Hahs, seem quite hyper now aites .
Don't know why .
Crapping and fooling around with Mr Nguyen and Jason now ,
like some siao people waiting and craving for some miracle to occur .
Hahas :D
Anyways, said I would post something for Mr Nguyen,
cause there ain't any entertainment now .
So , yeah .
Ah, Mr Nguyen's hilarious.
Hahs, seem so crazy .
He used the three second laugh on me , man .
And dang it , it worked !?
Anyway, I'm boredddddd .
I'm like torturing Mr Nguyen with all my crap .
Ahhahas, yesyesyes !
I must make this post as lively as possible .
Cause people have started asking me why are my posts emo .
Hees :D

I'm so addicted to FM Static's songs now .
Like "Moment of Truth" & " Tonight " .
Hahs, alrights .
Short post .
I'm lazy aites .
Bye ;D

P.S Mr Nguyen : My pleasure :D
Heeeees , you rock larh can ? =X


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I gotta be strong, and keep pushing on.
I can't seem to face you, & I don't know why.
Is it me, or is it you, maybe I'm just thinking too much.
Please, come pick me up, cause I'm falling into empty space.
You told me everything, but I really can't think .
I can't seem to face you, like there's a barrier in between.
Everything I look at you, I would think of all those things.
I'm sorry, but I can't help myself.
iloveyou, but i'm not sure anymore...


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With no way of knowing when the wheel will stop spinning ,
Cause we don't know where we're going .


Oh hello people =)
Decided to post, cause apparently i can't seem to find anything to do .
Ah, I think I'm emo-ing now .
Because of , ah , I don't know .
Hahs, anyways, school today was simply, excruciating .
Nono, wrong vocab.
I should say, screwed .
Well , it was "excruciating" to my heart , to be true .
Anyways, forget it .
Nothing could be like such a cure .
Dang it , I'm emo aites .
I ain't supposed to be .

P.S. ShiLi , cherish , please .


I'm not mad .
I'm just frustrated,disappointed,sad,and whatever there is .
Because you never realise how much all this means to me .
How much it could hurt.
You did try to explain, but you didn't put much effort.
I was listening, and waiting for you to continue.
But you just gave up and walked away .
Did you know how much I felt den ?
Ah , I don't know .
I don't need another blow to just break down .






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Walking side by side ,
hoping this feeling would last .

Ah , everyone's leaving are they ?
Mr Nguyen's left , Mr Shafiq left too .
The all-time favourite teachers are leaving .
Left with used-to-bes .
Classes ain't fun anymore, they seem to be getting lousier .
Hahas , can't three-second Mr Nguyen to make him laugh anymore .
Can't hear Mr Shafiq's oh so funny jokes anymore .
Hahs , AWESOME .
Seriously , school's getting better & better , isn't it ?


I think you should have guessed by now...
Ah , well , I'm crossing my fingers , at least .
Hoping so much that you wouldn't ask him to stay away from me anymore...
Ah , seem confused...
Panicked .






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TellmeifI'mwrong,
ifI'mthinkingtoomuch.
Causeyou'retheonewhotoldmethatyouwouldstay,
thatyouwouldbetheoneforme.
iloveyou,ohsomuch.
Yet,idunnowhattodo...
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Don't sell your heart ,
don't say we're not meant to be .

HELLO ! :D
Ah , I'm going mad already .
My brain isn't like working man .
Anyways , went for the Health Wellness Camp from 180309-190309 .
It was awesome , but I'm still suffering from the muscle aches and all .
Hahs , but its pretty effective I guess .
People lose weight there , I think I gained weight .
Hahas , cause I ate the extras .
Today is like such a weird day larhs .
I feel happy yet sad .
Cried , yes , but laughed , cause I'm happy .
Ah , I dunno what the hell I'm talking about now .

Dad bought FBTs for me .
Ah , should have gotten S size for the straight cuts .
They look big , but its okay .
He paid $71 plus plus man .
For 6 FBTs and one shirt , super ex larhs .
ilovehim so much larhs , hahas =X
Thanks thanks thanks ! <3

Oh yes , I wanna congratulate ShiLi .
I'm so so happy for you larhs :D
Hahas, good for you.
SiHui ; Its gonna be you soon .
Hahas xD
I'm so bored right now .
But I'm lazy to do stuff too .
Whatthehell .
Alrights , next time .

imustbecrazy.
i'mmissingyousobadlynow.
whyohwhy,ican'tseemtogetyououtofmyhead.
hahs,ihopethatyou'rehavingfunnowatthecamp:D
i really had one question to ask you yesterday,
when i used the bathroom as an excuse to avoid her that thing ,
is there really nothing you could say ?
I was hoping that you would , ah , i'm wrong i guess .






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iloveyou , oh so much .
Bring back that night , that's so unforgettable .
There's simply only one thing to say ,
isimplyloveyou , oh so very much .

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A story behind every tear ,
those memories so dear .

Oh, HELLO :D
I'm bored, tsktsk .
& I haven't started on the Science NPPA yet .
Hahs, maybe I'll do it tonight .
Went to Suntec's IT show yesterday night .
Gosh, should have seen the crowds and crowds of people.
Man, got banged like hundreds-thousands times .
Hahas, seriously, it was so stuffy .
Anyways, walked till lyk 11 den went home.
And dad drove the wrong way, went all the way to Tampines .
Hahs, so it took like another half an hour to go back home .
Reached home at like reaching 12 .
Kenny have exams today , so yeah .
Awesome , gonna get a new com / laptop soon .
Whichever is better .
Hahs , gosh, I need my 5 As .
Shall get it in Mid-Year , hahs .
And dad shall owe me something I like...
Awesome , its gonna cost :D
Heeeeeeeeees .


Think will be going swimming / jogging later .
With parents of course .
Dad loves the pool xD
Hahs , joking larhs .
Ugh , I'm bored .
Kill my boredom .
Can't wait for later ! xD
Ahhas, alrights.
Later :D

I'msorryifi'veoffendedyouinanyway.
you'reanicegurl/personwhicheveryouprefer.
gosh,thoughican'tbelievei'mfeelingsorryfroyounow.
there'ssomethingwerongwithme,seriously.
takeitasibegofyou,don'tplaythisgameanymore?
idon'twanttogothroughanotheryearwithanothertrianglegame.

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Its another roller coaster ride ,
that i'm on .

AWESOME ! Liverpool VS Man U , 4-1 !
Hahs, trashed Man U larhs .
Heeeeeeees , dad & bro was seriously happy .
Hahs , and whenever Liverpool scores a goal ,
you can hear people shouting ' Goalllllllllllllll ! ' from other houses .
Hahs , its super loud larhs , man .
Anyways, I'm bored .
Shall go watch Reaper again , i guess .
Have totally no mood to study aites .
Hahas , alrights .
Shall goooooooo already .
Later :D

hahs,i'mdrowninginyoursweetness.
ijustneedyourassuranceforonce,
willithappen?
iloveyou , ohsomuch.

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If its all been done ,
what is left to do .

Ah , I'm bored once again .
I'm currently hooked to today's soccer match ,
Liverpool VS Man U .
Hahs , currently the score's still 2-1 , I guess .
Everyone's hoping Liverpool will win , I think .
Well , exceptional of all the Man U fans .
Hahs , anyways , was woken up at 9.15am today,
cause I had to bring Fiona to school .
Great , another sleep wasted .
Could have slept past 10am .
Tsktsk , and bringing her to school isn't the best thing I can do you know .
Anyways, after that ate lunch outside with family and went home .
Lied on the sofa and felt so low and dead .
Hahs, its super tiring , seriously .
Slacked for the whole day...
Dang it , there's still one week to come .
Its gonna be so boring...
I seriously prefer going to school...
Anyways, gonna have camp and IT classes .
So well , maybe it isn't that bad ehs ?

Why oh why , am I worrying ?
Thinking that , that once would change everything I have now .
I gotta be strong , just keep pushing on .
Cause there's always gonna be another thing like this too ,
and everytime I'm hoping & crossing my fingers that it would pass .
I really wish that this would last forever...
But there's always stuff like that coming on .
Hahs , why why why .

Wishing and hoping you would say something to assure my heart ,
that its all going to be the same .
Nothing would try to come ,
and break us up again .
Wishing with my whole heart and soul ,
that you would tell me its all going to be fine .
Cause that one night ,
could be my one last kiss goodbye .
iloveyou ,
oh so much .

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I'm worrying about something that i shouldn't ,
according to people i asked .
Ah well , they said to have confidence and trust in you ,
and everything will be fine .
Just let nature take its course they say .
Well , its kinda easy for me to say that I am ,
but actually in my heart I'm not .
My heart still ain't assured about what's gonna happen perhaps next week .
Found out this news , thanks to L, cos I read her blog & knew this information .
I have to do the right thing to get past this roller coaster ride .
Do the right thing , but i can't even get my mind striaght .
Ah , dang it .
Hahs , I'm starting to miss Mistika .
Listening to her comforts, oh well , she's probably having the time of her life .
What am i supposed to do then .
Oh man , why are you so attractive in the first place .
Girls glued to you all over the place .
Hahs , but I'm glad that I'm the one who got your attention .
You seemed to have changed too .
In a good kind of way .
So why am I worrying then ,
den your heart might soften ,
that you heart might change its decision over the camp days with xoxo .
Ah well ,
all I've got to say now , is to trust you .
I'm trying my best to control .
All i gotta say now ,
is that i really love you , oh so very much .
Loves ,
xoxo .
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Dang it ,
screw everything ...
how am i supposed to let you know ,
howmuchireallyloveyou.
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Do you see a single tear ,
it ain't gonna happen here .

Awesome , i feel dead .
Seriously , great .
Man , had two tests today .
History was okay .
Chinese suck-ed , seriously .
I didn't even finish the freaking paper .
Gonna fail Chinese for the first time then , great .
I'm being so random and sacarstic right now .
What am I supposed to do larhs , bodoh .
My heart's feeling confused-achy-breaky-fragile-screwed-dumb right now .
Dang it , hahas .

You can change your life - if you wanna
You can change your clothes - if you wanna
If you change you mind
Well , thats the way it goes

But I'm gonna keep your jeans
And your old black hat - cos i wanna
They look good on me
You're never gonna get them back

At least not today , not today , not today
Cause

If its over , let it go and
Come tomoro and it'll seem ,
so yesterday , so yesterday
I'm just a bird that's already flown away

Laugh it off let it go and
When you wake up it will seem
So yesterday, so yesterday
Haven't you heard that I'm gonna be okay

You can say you're bored - if you wanna
You can act real tough - if you wanna
You can say you're torn ,
but I've heard enough

Thank you you made my mind up for me
When you started to ignore me
Do you see a single tear
it ain't gonna happen here

At least not today , not today , not today
Cause

If it's over let it go and
Come tomoro it will seem
So yesterday so yesterday
I'm just a bird that's already flown away

Laugh it off let it go and
When you wake up it will seem
So yesterday, so yesterday
Haven't you heard that I'm gonna be okay

If you're over me, I'm already over you
If it's all been done, what is left to do
How can you hang up if the line is dead
If you wanna walk, I'm a step ahead
If you're moving on, I'm already gone
If the light is off then it isn't on
At least not today, not today, not today
'cause

Hilary Duff's ' So Yesterday . '
xoxo .




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Writing page by page ,
this tragic love story .

I'm feeling so down down and down ,
& its only the early part of the day .
Wonder what's got into me .
Can't seem to do anything ,
& I'm flaring up at any small thing that's in my way or irritates me .
Dang it , what's wrong with me !
I'm listening to sad songs , feeling so down .
Can't get things straight , shucks .
Why / What has gotten into me !
I really feel so down and confused right now .
What the hell, it seems like nothing can cheer me up .
Feel so pissed with everything .
And screwed .
Is it because something's missing , or is it just me .
Oh , c'mon ... I need my hyper-ness back .
Shucks shucks shucks .
Neeeeeeeeeeeeed time out .!
I shall go calm myself down .
I think I shall go buy a bar of chocolate and see how it goes .
Outtttttt--

imissyoubadly.
Andiseriouslyneedyourightnow.
Butwhereareyou...



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Romeo ,
save me I've been feeling so alone .

PEEK A BOO ! :D
Haha , sorry, random !
I somehow seem so addicted to Taylor Swift's songs currently .
Especially the song ' Love Story . "
Hahs, think its because of Mistika , she got me addicted I guess .
Haha , anyways, yesterday was great .
Boring at first , but great .
Felt so sick yesterday though .
Oh , who cares , no one bothers .
Anyway, quarrelled with Fiona .
Gosh , think we're not fit to even sit beside each other .
And the thing is that i can't believe I'm quarelling with an 9 year old .
Yeahhhh , and after that I have to take the blame .
Can you believe it !
Forget it , that's life .
Dinner was AWESOME yesterday .
Mum cooked my favourite nooodle !
With Curry , hahas .
Didn't eat much of the curry though .
It was super spicy , to me of course .
Ate the potatoes , heeeeeeeees .
We were watching DvD , HSM3 at that time .
Den came to the part where Troy sang .
And DAD started dancing with his funny / hilarious / pervertic moves .
Hahahahas , i was laughing till I rolled on the sofa .
Man , he's sooooooo cute !
Haha , Kenny was keeping his eyes glued to the screen .
He didn't want to see dad , and he was trying to keep his smile straight .
Gosh , haha .
I love dinners ! <3
So much much fun !
Haha , alrights .
Today may be going out .
Kenny wants to study at night .
I wanna go out !
Shall debate with dad later .
Hahas, coax him and let him give in .
Heeeeeees, alrights .
End off here .
Byeeeeeeeeee !

Haha , i'm thinking too much .
You're AWESOME ! <3


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Heartbeat ,
take it away .

Feel like shutting down Friendster , Blogger .
I don't know why , I feel so random today , or should i say , now .
Well , I seem to be waiting for some things... deciding on some things .
Waiting for things that might / might not happen ,
deciding on things I should / should not be deciding .
Just went blog / web hopping .
Read blogs , felt sad .
Read a gurl's blog , not naming who though .
Felt sorry for her , though its kind of unbelievable who i'm feeling sorry for ,
but well , yeah .
Oh , how many tears has love made people shed .
Heartbreaks , tears , laughter , screams .
Hahs, guess this is life .
Why oh why , hahs .
Shucks , seem to be addicted to this line .
Sham's line actually .
I somehow find it cool , hahs .

Put myself into that gurl's shoes ,
I think I would have been scarred way way deep .
Seeing the way the guy treated her .
Hahs , daring to love , yet scared to love .
How oh how .
Hope that gurl will be fine :D
Oh boy, why do I seem to be caring and thinking so much .
Can't even decipher my own feelings yet I want to help help help people .
Hahas...that's my character I guess .

Science test tomoro ,
GREAT , yet I'm still here , updating this oh so boring blog .
Did I just say that ?
I think I'm getting lamer larhs , so I shall just stop here .
School was AWESOME today ,
& my deodorant will run out soon enough .
Shall go get my head and heart straight now .
xoxo .

i love sitting by the door and just see you smile so sweetly .

If you asked me now ,
the answer would be yes .
ILY ;



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Oh, dang it .
I've just realised that there's been some "people" ,
whose been reading my blog , and is so into my personal life .
Oh wow, pretending to be my "friend" .
How generous of you .
But I really don't appreciate it , thanks though .
So much for a friendly intro of your character .
So indirect ehs ?
Why not you do it yourself instead of asking your friends .
I really admire your guts .
You've got game .
But I'm sorry , I don't wanna play .
So continue poky-poking into my personal life .
I seriously don't give a damn :D

Oh , HELLO PEOPLE ! :D
Just dropping by .
Sorry for the harsh post =X
Byeeeeeeee !

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Let that moment last for awhile ,
let this sweetness last forever .

Oh , HELLO .
Firstly to state , I've made a mistake & I really feel guilty .
Hmms... what to say , how to say .
Okay , let's just put it in this way ;
Perhaps I was wrong , I'm sorry , really sorry .
Regretted of accepting in the first place , shouldn't have let you fall for me .
I'm sorry , but the feeling's really awkward, and to tell the truth ,
when I'm with you , the feeling's simply starts to fade away ...
I really had the i don wanna continue kinda feeling .
I'm really sorry , you may feel that I'm whatsoever, but this is really true .
I'm sorry , you might find a better person in time .
I'm sorry , but I really wasn't playing , and I really didn't want to hurt you .
I'm sorry , but I really dunno what to do .
You should just forget about me, seriously .
I'm really sorry , I didn't meant to hurt you .
Thanks for everything before , you're a really nice guy .
But I don't wanna drag you down or whatsoever , I really appreciated what you did before .
I'm really sorry , but that's all I have to say .
I wish you all the best , good luck .

I hate hate hate hate my life currently .
No , rather I hate myself so much , I can kill myself .
I'm making such harsh decisions everytime ,
accepting things i can't accept ,
rejecting things I'm not supposed to reject .
What the hell .
Seriously, I don't know what the hell is wrong with me .
And I think that the old story is going to repeat itself again...
If you get what I mean...
I'm so confused , so dumb and so screwed up right now larhs ...

School was kind fun today .
Laughed at Myron & Martin's hilarious acts .
Hahs, they're really cute .
Hmms...nothing extraordinary thing happened today .
Hahs, seems lyk the air is filled with romance for one second ,
and the other with emo-ness .

I seem to be waiting for something now...
Could I have changed my feeling so fast ?
Was it like what she said, leaving my feelings scattered everywhere .
Such a hard choice to make , such a break-able heart .
I really dunno what to do now .

我是不是像你们所讲的，变心得太快了。
还是我是真的不知不觉地在玩弄自己的感情。
我是不是真的变了。
是不是因为第一次的爱情失败而被害成这个样子？
我真的不知道要真么做了，
真的害怕因为被看成花心而伤害到我们的友情。

Alrights, shall end off here .
Really dunno what to type anymore .
Dang it , hate myself .
Alright , byeeeeeee .



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i'm really lost for words,
i dunno why i feel this way .
Really confused .

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