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♥ Florence, over-hyperactive. I (L) eating chocolates, and I'm a klutz,as well as a trouble-maker :D I'm fourteen, and July the 15th would be awesome. I love being cheeky and childish. That's the part of me that'll never grow up. I have a mind of a five-year-old and I love putting a smile on people's faces. So if you're down, I'm always here. Netball's my passion, and I'm loving it. I'm hoping for fairytales and miracles to happen ^^. I may be naive at times, but you can't cheat me. Currently attached with baby♥, and still counting on. I'm tremendously spontaneous and hyperactive most of the times. I love sweet things, they simply melt my heart. Equal Equation, L'ove.

Remember all the things we wanted,
now all our memories are haunted.

Sorry, for the abrupt posting of random pictures. I'm reminiscing the old times, how I miss those days. Everyone seemed so carefree and...happy. But where has it all gone now ? We're no longer, the same. We're pretending, as if nothing's wrong, we're pretending, like we don't know each other, and that we just carry on with our lives like nobody else's business. Of course, not all of us fell out. Most of us are still together, except for some. I'm not trying to...be rude, or something here. But I really want the clique to be...like how we used-to-be. Don't tell me, those reasons that we fell out, was because of people's pretense? We've...been through this and this, we've been friends for about two years now, and we just let this conflict come between us, and take away everything, and bring out every unhappiness we had. Remember the time we held a 'meeting' , where we would write all our likes and dislikes on pieces of paper, and read them out ? Of course, nobody knew who wrote whose, but did that work ? No. It worked otherwise, causing unhappiness between one another. Stupid huh.
We used to be so happy. But now, we are just content. We go along with our own people. Of course, we're still a clique. But not fully, are we ? I know, that I haven't been really spending much time with the whole lot, but I feel so awkward everytime. And I don't know why. Perhaps because we've drifted apart too much huh. We used to say, that we would be together, throughout the whole school year in the school, but somehow, that seems just like talk now.
Yes, I'm feeling really upset. I really really miss you guys. Alot. But I always don't complain, I always just go along with what you guys do... Hahs...

I miss...YaChun's...prep talk. Haha, kind of like counselling, where I would end up crying at first but laughing at the last. But she's leaving the school after this year... I would really miss her. She's always kind of like a mother to me. Haha, I really do. I've grown to...know her for the past one year or so. Hahs, I love her. She always supports me no matter how much she knows that I won't listen to her. And we would end up playing with each other, by pulling each other's bra strap, till now ! Haha, of course, I'd be the one who starts first. She's too mature to start it, :D Unless she has less diginity at times, when she's having good moods :D

I miss...YuHeng's jokes and support. Haha, yeah, this may sound kinda mushy. But yeah. She's always been trying to tell me to do stuff that she knows that I can't really do, and that its just talk, but still, she makes the effort. Her support, is infallible of course. Haha, really. She's nice and kind, :D But can really be real emo at times, when she's...emo. And pissed...when she's real angry.

I miss...SiHui's jokes and positive side of thinking. She always has the way of thinking things the way that they are really positive and cute, and I would always end up laughing instead of grieving over my 'loss'. Okay, to those who don't know what happened throughout the past one year and so, don't mind this sentence. Also, she would treat me real lots of stuff, and also, she's one seriously kind heart without any hesitation. I've never seen her...angry before. But I've seen her cry... Haha, by getting hit by that football on the head. Haha... and of course, when the clique fell out... We cried together on the phone, cool huh.

I miss...ShiLi's craps. Though they don't make sense at all, but still the thought's there. She...is a very straightforward person...and can hurt one with the truth from her point of view. Of course, that's the good thing 'bout her. The bad thing's that, she never talks to ShiHau. Haha, kidding.

I miss...Lesmin's playful side. Okay, to admit, we've been... 'husbands and wives' for about a year now. I really miss your shoulder to lean on, the times we used to play alot, and yeah. Those stuff. And those times we would just spend prolly hours talking about the same topic and go on and on and never get tired of it. I miss those times we would use those secret codes just to tell each other stuff, though others don't really realise. I don't know, if it made a significance on you, but it did on me. 'Cause, well, to be frank, it was the first time I used that kind of 'slang', haha, and yeah, to say things in front, of others, without them knowing.

I miss Amelia's...jokes, Amanda's sacarsm. PeiShi's friendliness. Haha, well, a weird thing to miss of Amanda's, sacarsm, but she's really cute. Amelia's really nice to joke with. Seriously, when you want a laugh, you tell her a joke, she laughs, you laugh. Its utterly infectious, :D PeiShi...We never really talk much, 'cause I guess, we've never really been good friends from the start. But still, we're cool :D


Ugh, these reminiscing are making me tear up soon. And I can't tear up in front of my parents ! Well, guess what my dad would say when I cry 'cause of my friends, : He would tease me that I have the same fate as Fiona 'cause she has no friends. Which is so ironic. I do have friends, just that I miss them more. Feelings are a touchy subject, you'know. I think I'm going to be sick sooon, flu and sore throat's coming up. The next thing I know, would be fever huh. Haha. I shall...post a proper update about this week tomorrow. Or later on, if I have time. 'Cause, its dinner time, and I wanna watch my 1900 hours show already, :D Ayeeeee, I shall end off here. I miss L'ove's hugs^^v.
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