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♥ Florence, over-hyperactive. I (L) eating chocolates, and I'm a klutz,as well as a trouble-maker :D I'm fourteen, and July the 15th would be awesome. I love being cheeky and childish. That's the part of me that'll never grow up. I have a mind of a five-year-old and I love putting a smile on people's faces. So if you're down, I'm always here. Netball's my passion, and I'm loving it. I'm hoping for fairytales and miracles to happen ^^. I may be naive at times, but you can't cheat me. Currently attached with baby♥, and still counting on. I'm tremendously spontaneous and hyperactive most of the times. I love sweet things, they simply melt my heart. Equal Equation, L'ove.

No matter where we take this from,
someone's gotta go.

Heyya peeps. Decided to post, 'cause this is prolly gonna be the last post for the week. I have a whole lot of exams coming up next week, and to think, I don't think that I'm prepared for it. Ugh, that's one thing that's so pressurizing about exams. It keeps you pressed under, and somehow, you can't emerge till its over.

I'm feeling depressed, upset, deranged, crazy, sad, heartbroken. Whatever, you name it. And I don't know what to do. How are you supposed to believe all that's happening, when lies come up again and again ? How are you supposed to trust someone, whom you once put all your faith and trust in again, when you found out that they actually lied to you about something ? How are you supposed to say, that you believe them, when actually you're heartbroken, and trying to clear all those doubts in your mind away ? How are you supposed to know what to do, when all your trust is broken by someone who you care for so much, to the extent, that you would do anything just to see that smile on their face ? How are you supposed to cope, when you have one whole stack of work load to study, and probably memorise, while this problem keeps rewinding and rewinding again in your head ? How are you supposed to be calm, when things are meant to be said out ? That comes around and goes around.

I'm venting my feelings. I don't know if I should be upset or angry. I'm having second thoughts about things. That involves, non-happy endings. Sigh. This is so wrong. I'm supposed to be focusing on one thing, and now, so many things come up. I feel so broken. I cried myself to sleep last night, feeling so pathetic. And I had nightmares, that simply don't make sense. And I couldn't sleep afterwards, with my body aching all over right now. Perhaps all this was a mistake. I don't know what to do, what to say. 'Cause, everything you said to her, keeps coming back to me. Its becoming like flashbacks now. God, this is killing me. My heart's breaking, don't test the strength of it. 'Cause, for what thing I know, its failing.
♥,xoxo.
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