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♥ Florence, over-hyperactive. I (L) eating chocolates, and I'm a klutz,as well as a trouble-maker :D I'm fourteen, and July the 15th would be awesome. I love being cheeky and childish. That's the part of me that'll never grow up. I have a mind of a five-year-old and I love putting a smile on people's faces. So if you're down, I'm always here. Netball's my passion, and I'm loving it. I'm hoping for fairytales and miracles to happen ^^. I may be naive at times, but you can't cheat me. Currently attached with baby♥, and still counting on. I'm tremendously spontaneous and hyperactive most of the times. I love sweet things, they simply melt my heart. Equal Equation, L'ove.

Given one chance, 
                              Its a moment of weakness. 

I'm feeling...lost, terribly lost. I don't know what to do yeah.  I don't know how my brain is working. How all these stupid things are affecting me in the way that I don't want them to. And somehow, I have to perservere. And everytime I have the motivation to perservere on, something would come drag me down all the way again. And its so hard to just stand up and have the motivation to go on again. Do you know how hard it is to resemble my thoughts and my feelings once again, and then perservere on again? How I'm trying to control my tears and myself from breaking down? How I'm trying to be strong? Sigh...Never mind this now. Its out of your reach anyway, so yeah. Like I said, Love's always a battlefield. But its kind of stupid, yeah. Ugh, THIS is killing me. I'm not going to think, to care anymore. Not a single thought, I'm not going to care. So, to hell with it. 

Its 0933 hours. Woke up at about an hour ago, couldn't sleep. Was hurting in my head for thinking too much. And my heart was sort of tight. Can't find L'ove for any cure now, as he has his own problems to solve. Chatted with L'ove last night, till about 12 midnight. It was kind of nice. We were both tempting each other, haaaaaaaahs.

Its Saturday. And I'm gonna have tuition later on. Don't know how I'm gonna pull through it by putting on a smile and face those guys who never fails to make me laugh till I drop. Sigh, but I don't think I'll need to fake it, they'll probably see through either way. Ugh, whatever it is. 

Went swimming on Wednesday with Dad, swam 7 laps. Kind of coooolingggg. Dad and I were standing in the pool then, looking around. And dad was being a pervert, attempting to piss me off by telling me which girls had big boobs. Haha, but it didn't work. Okay, the pissing me off is a inside joke, so if you don't get it, its okayyyyyyyy. Then we saw this girl in red bikini running outside the pool. And then she went in to swim. She looked quite pretty, but dad said she's not. She was with this guy, and they swam for like a few minutes and they went to the other end of the pool to stand and talk. And they were...making out I guess. Haha, and Dad was like, okay, he never really took notice. He claims he's too busy swimming. He swam about 8 or 10 laps man, so fast. I couldn't avoid the couple mentioned above, as they were standing in the lane I was swimming. We were in the deep pool, of course. And then something pervertic happened. I was standing beside them, a few metres in between, catching my breath. And then the girl suddenly laughed and held her hands to her chest. Okay, and then she said so loudly that she's lucky no one saw that. And then she was like asking her boyfriend if he pulled it or something. Haha. And I couldn't stand it and immediately swam offffffff, :D. Haha, typical people. 
Okay, sorrry, that was random. I had to find something to do and something to keep my mind off things. And that worked. 


Studied the whole day yesterday again. Early in the morning, woke up and studied. And then slacked awhile and watched movie while I had lunch. And after that, read the newspapers and studied again. Was using the mahjong table and sat right in the middle of the living room under the light and studied. After about one and a half hour of studying, me and Fiona started growing restless. So we rest, and started camwhoring like mad. And Kenny came out to see the commotion due to shrieks and laughter, and then Kelvin too. He was going out, so yeahhhhhh. And after that, finished up our work ,and then we played mahjongggggg, :D. Heeeees, played with Kenneth and Fiona. I was like winning most of the games^^v. Haha, and then mum helped Fiona, and so yeah. Kenny came out to play a few games or so too. We played till dinner time, and yeah. After dinner, studied again. Felt like my brain could explode anytime. And I still haven't started on F&N yet. I'm a procrastinator, :D. Haaaaaaaaaaahs, probably starting later tonight or so. Oh yeahhhhhhhh, maybe gonna eat buffet later tonight tooooooooooo! ^^v. 


I miss L'ove. Okay, that was random too. He was trying to tempt me yesterdayyyyy. Haha, and yeahhhhh. I'm sorry for making you sad. But you're cheer-ed up already, byyyyyyy me,:D. Haaaaaaahs, I love you. 


Alrights, I shall end off here. Kenny's awake already. So I shall probably start studying with him toooooo, :D. He has his A-levels prelims coming on Monday, :D. Awesomeeeee. Haha, till here then^^v. 
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