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♥ Florence, over-hyperactive. I (L) eating chocolates, and I'm a klutz,as well as a trouble-maker :D I'm fourteen, and July the 15th would be awesome. I love being cheeky and childish. That's the part of me that'll never grow up. I have a mind of a five-year-old and I love putting a smile on people's faces. So if you're down, I'm always here. Netball's my passion, and I'm loving it. I'm hoping for fairytales and miracles to happen ^^. I may be naive at times, but you can't cheat me. Currently attached with baby♥, and still counting on. I'm tremendously spontaneous and hyperactive most of the times. I love sweet things, they simply melt my heart. Equal Equation, L'ove.

                             and skip this town for a little while.

Oh man. Its 2115 hours on a Friday night. And I'm feeling...emotional. Okays, actually I've been feeling that for the entire day, so there isn't really much difference. But its a Friday, a Friday night, where chaos reign in and riots start. Well, literally. Everyone stays up late, to watch their favourite movies, and stays up late in the night to chat on the phone. Oh well, to hell with it. Holidays have started, and well, yeah. There'd be one-week of school holiday next week. But there would be returning to school for extra lessons and trainings. I can never really enjoy an entire holiday properly. Well, not really, but yeah. At least its a good thing that we'd be returning to school, otherwise, the boredom would set in, and leave me in desperation. 

The above title...is a code I made. Well, its meant for L'ove and me. Only both of us knows what it really means^^. Speaking of which, L'ove and I argued again. Over stupid stuff. Well, I'm stupid about it, thats all. I can see that he's...desperate at trying to get me to think at the right perspective of this 'thing'. But somehow, I'm stubborn, and I can't. But I will control my feelings... And stay away, from whatever or whoever it is. Stupid stupid thing. Makes me so screwed up. Man, you don't know. Anyway, let's not talk about it anymore. Just makes my heart burn more. 

Results were out. Ayeeee, I'm so happy with my results. Tremendous improvements man. Although I'm like reaching home at 1900-2000 hours in the night everyday. But yeah, guess what. I got 6As !! Haha, I'm so happy yeahs. Okays, its not really that satisfying, now that I'm aiming for higher goals, but still, its okay. Okay,okay. Let me type out the results I got. 

English - 66.0 marks.
Chinese - 75.0 marks.
Mathematics - 86.7 marks.
Science - 70.0 marks.
Geography - 57.0 marks.
History - 70.0 marks.
Literature - 79.0 marks. 
Art - 64.0 marks.
Home Economics - 84.0 marks.  

Hees, I'm so proud of my achievements. I improved alot from the previous, semester. Previous semester, was like, screwed up yeah. But yeah, I still can't believe I got 6As :D  Geography spoils everything though. Thanks to Mr Leng, who teaches us the textbook. The HOD claims that we'll be able to catch up with a trainee teacher. But sadly, we can't. Half the class flunked it, which is entirely, awesome, in a sacarstic manner. Aites, never mind. 

Dad said I''ll be able to get an iPhone^^. But yeah, I'm still considering, if I should. Because, somehow, to think of it, I don't think that its worth it anymore. And its expensive, so yeah. I don't know.

I don't know how to post about this week anymore. This week...has been sweet, yet terribly painful in some way. I feel like an idiot. I'm...feeling things, which L'ove claims I shouldn't. Thinking of things, which L'ove claims is untrue, and really unnecessary. And misunderstandings, summing up to another argument. I don't know how much arguments we've had because of...this thing... Sigh, its getting on my nerves. But I can't show, and I can't say, so what the hell am I supposed to do? If I don't care, you will say that I should. If I do care, which is kinda...Ugh. This is so wrong. Have been having some negative thoughts of negative things today. Supposedly, I still can't accept. YOU make my life so hard. Of course, its not your fault. Its mine, because I'm an idiot not to walk away and not care when I could. But then again, I'm sorry I can't accept YOU...
Sigh, I'm feeling emotional. Alrights, shall post about these days. I've gotta distract myself. 

`020909, Wednesday.
 Got touched the moment I woke up. My heart was practically melting in the wee hours of the morning. Hahs, L'ove sent me this super sweet message. Hahs, my heart was like an ice-cream melting so quickly in the burning sun. After school, went with L'ove to our favourite hide-out again. Aw, he was so sweet. Chatted, played, and the usual stuff :D Had fun. After that, it was already like, 1730 or 1800 hours plus. Decided to go off, and then so, we walked back to interchange. Bought chips, which we had to take a detour, cause L'ove said he was hungry, and yeah. Was super tired. Went home after that, and was like bunk-ed ! :D 

`030909, Thursday.
Bad day. Arguments. Tiffs. Mood swings. Teared up. Stupid. 
Okay, all in all, I summed everything up in the above sentence ^^ 
So go figure people. Anyway, had training after school. Was dying like hell. Leg was aching like there was no tomorrow. And then, had to run 20 rounds around the court. Man, super tiring. But we couldn't complain. Because it was more strained for those who were fasting. So yeah. Coach was fierce today, but she was nice after that. Played and was upset. Couldn't distract myself this time round. Ugh, stupid brain. Why can't it just work right? 
Teared up earlier on in class during recess. Because I couldn't help it and couldn't take it. So yeah. Was all alone. Well, not really. But the others didn't realise, so yeah. Its still considered, I guess. Dang Flang it.



`040909, Friday. 
School was...bearable today. Teared up again, because of some stuff. Gave L'ove a rose :D Paper rose, I folded. He was so cute and touched. I think. He brought the rose with him wherever he went^^. He said he wanted more, demanding xD Hees, and yeah. Probably giving him more. But some stupid and unhappy stuff happened. And I was this close, to losing it. Losing my whole nerves. Anyways, The last two periods was taken by a relief teacher, cause both of the teachers were absent. Anyway, went off with L'ove after school. Went off to his house again^^. Killed time, did the usual stuff. Chatted, played, and then teased him :D He train-ed back afterwards, didn't accompany him. Met YuHeng & SiHui at Tampines One. They had detention for not bringing textbooks. Mr Hafiz just appeared like the air in the middle of Math lesson. Sheesh. Anyway, went to see some stuff. And bought them, it. Was broke. Left with 60 cents after that. Pathetic huh. Forgot to bring extra moneyyyy. Shared food with YuHeng and Sihui after that. And then went back to school to find L'ove. Saw Sham and Atikah and ShiHau. Played ball after that, and then shoot some hoops. Lays came to join us. And then L'ove ended training, and went off. Played guitar for awhile,and then walked slowly to the interchange. 

L'ove made me angry over some stuff. Haha, actually, I was pretending to be angry, and he was like saying sorry so many times. But yeah, was a little pissed. And then he started coaxing me and stuff. Hahs, and did some sweet stuff :D Hahs, so cute. Went to Macs with him to buy drink after that, and then went back to interchange. Was tempting Ali and Rizan with it. Haha, then they went off and waited for the bus. Reached home at around 1930 hours or something. Dinner was awesome. Bathed, then came to slack. Man, my emotions are starting to set in again. 


Currently listening to A Lonely September. Its kinda nice, but its a break-up song. I'm feeling down down down. I shall go off right now. Probably, I'll try to rest my brain a little. Or I'd get brain wreckage. Man, I want YOU out of my life, head and thinking ! Ugh. Sorry, I'm mean. I can't help it. Taciturn.
♥,xoxo.
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