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♥ Florence, over-hyperactive. I (L) eating chocolates, and I'm a klutz,as well as a trouble-maker :D I'm fourteen, and July the 15th would be awesome. I love being cheeky and childish. That's the part of me that'll never grow up. I have a mind of a five-year-old and I love putting a smile on people's faces. So if you're down, I'm always here. Netball's my passion, and I'm loving it. I'm hoping for fairytales and miracles to happen ^^. I may be naive at times, but you can't cheat me. Currently attached with baby♥, and still counting on. I'm tremendously spontaneous and hyperactive most of the times. I love sweet things, they simply melt my heart. Equal Equation, L'ove.

Its Saturday, gonna have tuition later in the afternoon.
Woke up at 1000 hours today, had the craziest dream of all times.
I think I've been watching too much horror shows, that's why.
GOD, and I don't know what is happening to me now.
Its like everything's a mess, including me.
I can't pick up the pieces I've left lying on the floor.
My heart seems so vulnerable, that it can't take any attack/impact at all.
It can just shatter into a million pieces anytime.
And later, when everything's alright, it'll just put on a facade.
To fix back itself, but it was...never alright.

Its time, I let go of the situation.
Love has no win or loss, everybody loses in the game.
If I should know,I would quit it.
But my strength would then rebuild to force me to go on.
But I don't know how to anymore, I don't know where to start.
Everyone's losing it, & I think I'm losing everything.
I can't seem to find everything back where they used to be.
I can't pick up the pieces.
I woke up this morning,feeling a sense of loss.
When I do know, that there's people caring for me all along.
I walked around the house, trying to figure out my next step.
But I have to choose, as I'm given an ultimatum.
I can't figure out, which way to go.
And everything's not where they are usually supposed to be.
I feel like a wreckage, a disappointment.
Hah, and I'm feeling pathetic right now.
I'm falling now.
I should really really stop this.
L'ove, tell me how.

I don't know if I can and should ask if I can go out today.
L'ove asked me out yesterday. He sounded kind of shy.
Hahs...I practically melted, cause he went rounds and rounds before asking.
But its at night, after evening.
I don't know if I can make it.
Sigh. I shall perhaps try.

I shall end off here.
Its 1040 hours now.
And I'm spoiling my stomach by not eating the three meals regularly, so yeah.
Ugh. I'm still feeling like a wreckage.
Why can't YOU just get out of my mind !!

Oh yes, yesterday's post, I was referring to two person.
YOU's one person...
you's another person...
Go figure, I'm not budging.

I can't stop thinking about what YOU are doing/thinking.
I don't know what to feel between you two.
It seems so much like a triangle, but YOU come telling me its untrue.
I do know, I can't see past your facade.
Its easy to see, as I'm a gurl too.
I don't know. It seems so wrong of YOU.
Yet I can't stop YOU from going to you.
I'm confused. I can't stop feeling jealousy!
There, I admitted it.
Psssssssht, I need help.
I don't seem to like YOU now.
I'm sorry, I want to.
But I can't seem to accept the facts.
I'll need time. But I don't think I'll ever be utterly convinced.
And I can't say anything to YOU.
I really don't know what to do...
Mend my broken heart.
L'ove, I need you.
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