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♥ Florence, over-hyperactive. I (L) eating chocolates, and I'm a klutz,as well as a trouble-maker :D I'm fourteen, and July the 15th would be awesome. I love being cheeky and childish. That's the part of me that'll never grow up. I have a mind of a five-year-old and I love putting a smile on people's faces. So if you're down, I'm always here. Netball's my passion, and I'm loving it. I'm hoping for fairytales and miracles to happen ^^. I may be naive at times, but you can't cheat me. Currently attached with baby♥, and still counting on. I'm tremendously spontaneous and hyperactive most of the times. I love sweet things, they simply melt my heart. Equal Equation, L'ove.

This calming lullaby ,
makes me want to cry .

Good morning people { ! }
Haaaaaaaaaah , sorry, random .
Listening to some really nice and calming lullaby currently .
Its getting and rubbing on me , really .
Ah , yesterday night's dinner at home ,
chatted upon a topic .
We were watching Ripley's Believe It Or Not .
Though my mind was somewhere else .
I was thinking what would life be without goals .
And how much our family didn't have any goals or plans .
Dad just goes according to his heart .
And there he stands, successful as ever today .
I was thinking and comparing how different our lives were from people .
Trying to figure out whether it was a good or bad thing .
Ugh , Dad could see through my thinking face ,
and den he asked me what's wrong .
So I said, our family always doesn't have any goals ,
doesn't plan our next step everytime, we just go according to our hearts .
For example, if we're going out tomoro, we've got nothing fun to play .
We'll just slack around and shop at a place we could have gone a hundred times .
So yeahhhhhhh .
And aft that I said , we never really do anything adventurous .
Like climbing the Bukit Timah Hill , going for picnics by the beach .
And I haven't been to Sentosa since I was five .
Hahs .
Dad was thinking den , but den I had to think back on their working hours .
They woke up at 1am everyday and work till noon just to support this family .
So there, so I just said nevermind, I was just saying .
And then dad said , we could do more things .
But I said I didn't want to tire him out .
So the topic ended .
I think I was kind of venting or something .
Well , and was sort of being selfish when I didn't think on the behalf of them .

Ah , I miss my childhood days .
I still remember how every afternoon ,
after finishing my revision , I would run out and play with the kids next door .
How every evening dad would bring us down to the void deck to play badminton .
How every evening mum would bring me to jogging together with her,
and dad would sneak out after us later to surprise us .
How dad and I used to sneak out using our bikes to Hougang Green before dinner ,
to eat Long John's Silver .
How dad and I used to race along the tracks to see who won .
How all I ever had and thought was happy memories .
Now , they're all no longer there .
I used to remember watching Cinderella .
And wishing that when I grew up , I would live in a castle .
With pretty dresses to wear everyday, and one day ,
my prince charming would come .
Hahs... I guess, a girl can dream huh .

Well, enough of the memories .
People age , people grow .
Times are different .
Haaaaaaahs .
Its a Sunday .
Probably going out today .
No idea where we're going like usual .
So I'll just wait till its time to go .
I shall study Chinese after one episode of Reaper ! :D

Thinking so much , but nothing comes to conclusion .
12 more days ...
Give me a break ..

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