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♥ Florence, over-hyperactive. I (L) eating chocolates, and I'm a klutz,as well as a trouble-maker :D I'm fourteen, and July the 15th would be awesome. I love being cheeky and childish. That's the part of me that'll never grow up. I have a mind of a five-year-old and I love putting a smile on people's faces. So if you're down, I'm always here. Netball's my passion, and I'm loving it. I'm hoping for fairytales and miracles to happen ^^. I may be naive at times, but you can't cheat me. Currently attached with baby♥, and still counting on. I'm tremendously spontaneous and hyperactive most of the times. I love sweet things, they simply melt my heart. Equal Equation, L'ove.

All of our tears and pain ,
would be lost in the rain .

I just had a nightmare .
Well , I consider it a nightmare .
Because surrounding me was all my family members ,
but they ignored me like I was invinsible .
And I was all alone .
Haaaaaahs, I must have been crying too much at night ,
that's probably why .
Going down to the market later , find my parents .
I'm gonna cut my hair .
It's so thick and heavy .
Mum asked me yesterday ,
' My dear , isn't your hair heavy ? Wanna cut anot ? '
Then I was like okay .
Haaaaaahs, she seems so nice nice nice ! :D
Since Mother's Day .
She seems very very happy with the handbag and the rest of the accessories she received .
Heeeeeees , she's really happy I guess =)
That's a good thing .
I'm been studying .
HARD .
Studying from Geog to History .
Den History to Chinese .
Never really studied Literature .
Didn't know what to study cause there's no topic for it .
Except for that "Kevin" passage .
Mmm... I feel so weak .
Not physically though .
Ahhhhhh , moronic .

Alrights, I guess I shall go off .
Wanna study a little before I leave the house ;D


I feel like I don't belong .
I feel so afraid .
That one day , when its found out , the outcome would be so hurting .
I'm so afraid, that it has become my nightmare every night .
I've been having sleepless nights , all because of it .
But I really don't know what to do ...
I'm lost , and I'm confused .
I don't want to cause another disaster .
The last day of school...
Would it really be revealed ?
I'm so afraid...
I've been feeling guilty since the start .
But no one seems to understand , my dilemma .
Why, does everything have to be this way .
I look at Crystal's sibilings,
all able to keep her secret for her .
How I wish it were the same for mine .
But I guess this is fate .
But what am I supposed to do .
Everyone would be hurt .
I don't want this to end in tears once again .
And I would find myself shrouding in the darkness again .
Guilt washed over me, wondering how many people I;ve hurt ...
Even though I've hurt myself too ... but I've never thought for my own .
I don't want to remember the pain that had claimed me last year .
But it seems like history is going to repeat itself .
I guess , this is where I stand .
All shall end in tears , once again .



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