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 Sunday, October 5, 2008 @ 7:45 AMiloveyousweets - Entry 136 . Its over jus lyk this . Everything ends jus lyk this . Unbelievable... Its jus a day, a day to the end . I didn't expect it coming myself . Is this the way life goes ? I ask myself over and over again... There's nothing I can do, even if I regret now... What's done is done, the damage is done, I can't help it. She must be happy huhs? So freakingly happy, while I'll jus be at the side... Crying over and over again, thinking about what I've done... Yet,I can't do anything. I feel so hopeless, wif no goals at all... I don even have a shoulder to lean on, a shoulder to cry on. The time when I needed you the most... I can't think, I can't sleep, can't smile, can't get hyper . My smile's fake, my hyper-ness is force-d. I can't even concentrate on what I'm doing ! What am I supposed to do? I gotta leave but I'll miss you . I dunno wads wrong wif me, I can't seem to let go . No matter what... And she's rubbing salts to my wounds... I can't recall... Jus to make things work, I try every way . The relationship I've been trying, to make it stay. But it turned out this way, one way or another, but I still can't turn away, can't not care . Its sooner or later, and I'm taking it sooner . I don even noe what I'm typing now ! I don have any reassurance, don have anyone to hold me when I fall . No one seems to care, and all there is is onli a sorry . I have nothing to say, wif nothing to go on . I need you boy , I really nid you . But you're hurt too , wif everything I said . I'm sorry, I'm sorry , I'm sorry . I'm blaming myself over and over again . I'm really really sorry . Call it a day , Call it a night . iloveyou... But do you ? i really thought we could last... But its the way things go round ehs ? iloveyou . i'm missing you badly ... Booo . Here to post . Hmms...I'm feeling better . Hahas...much better . I'm drowning myself in books . Hahas...that's the way to keep myself distracted . Nothing to post le... Maybe not posting for the next whole week becos of exams . Hahas... But I think aft Friday will be a more relaxing day ... Hmms... I'm thinkinggggg... Lame . Alrights,end this here . See ya . ireallymissyoubadly . Thetemptationisstronger . iloveyou , imy . |
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