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 Saturday, October 4, 2008 @ 8:40 AMiloveyousweets - Entry 134 . Hellos =) Here to post again . I guess my mood won't improve furthur . Can't think of any way tat it will . I dunno if I should post, post what I wan to really post . There's some unwanted ppl who reads my blog, so I'm still consideringggg . I dunno why, I feel so freaked up these days . Staring into air, stuck in a daze . Looking at my fone, wondering if it'll ring, but I forgot tat it isn't there anymore . I can't get used to my quietness, but getting hyper is so fake . And I hate tat feeling... Forget it ... I cry since that day, everyday,everynight. Crying myself to sleep, trying to accept the fact thatits all over... Thinking about it till it hurts... i miss you,your warmth,your protection... Crying myself to sleep everynight... it really hurts to see it come to an end... hey,doyounoehowifeel... i'mblamingmyselfoverandoveragain, thinkingitwasmyfault, regrettingmyactions... yetthere'snothingicando... iloveyou,ireallydid. Didyourealise? I'msorryifIcausedyoutogethurtoranything... Perhapsitsthewaythingsgoaround... Thanks for everything, thanks for those smiles and laughs we shared . I really appreciate it . Sorry for all these, sorry for everything . Thanks for those presents, those words, those memories . I'll remember . Its been almost a year . I'm sorry if it couldn't go on furthur . I'm plunging into the deep hole deeper and deeper . I'm sorry if I affected your mood, I'm sorry about everything . Thinking about it till it hurts so much, listening to the same song over and over again . I noe I can't move on, can't let it go . Cos I noe, its too strong . Its been there for a long time , I can't even get used to the new "life" I have now... Crying doesn't resolve anything... But its the onli way I vent... The tears I dropped, they keep flowing, jus lyk my heartbreak, the blood keeps dripping... I can't think, can't concentrate, can't smile . Even Kenny's jokes can't get me . I'm really sorry... Sincerely sorry... Perhaps its better this way . Maybe... as long as u're happy, den its okay . You're a nice person, yet...forget it... I'll standby what I said before... hoped you have remembered... iloveyou . I guess that's all I have to say barhs? I dunno... I feel freakingly weird... Ahhas... Stupid smiles... Alrights, later got tuition, maybe post next time. Bye peepos~ iloveyoualways ; ily. |
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