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Tuesday, September 2, 2008 @ 11:23 AM

iloveyousweets - entry 102 .

Hmms,I feel weird.
Lols,I dunno why.
One moment I was lyk happy,
and the next moment I was lyk weird?!?
ohmyyyy.
Lols,I'm getting madddd.
Anyway,I would lyk to say this.
Crystal:
Hmms...maybe Jason was abit overboard.
But tats his choice larhs.
Jus to let you know,
yes,he onli cares abt him and his gurl,
but den who won't?
Yes,he's a jerk.
He lied to you over and over again.
All the words he said last time,
all those things he did,
I also can't forgive.
But wad I wan to say is,
since u said tat any of ur relationship wif him is over,
den let it be...
Don think so much larhs.
I mean,its lyk thinking for nothing.
Since he's nothing,
and he's not coming bac,
so there's nt really a point...
Yah,so jus chill kays?
don think so much.
If there's anything,
I'll be there for you kays?
Good luck ;D
Hope to see ya soon!

Ohmyyyyy,
I'm going crazyyyy.
My heart feels weird,
my mind feels weird.
I don even noe wad I'm thinking about.
And my heartbeat is lyk beating so fas now,
and I dunno why.
Tsktsk,
my life jus sucks.
Arghs,I nid to stop...
I'm worrying about some things I shouldn't be worrying about,
thinking abt some things out of my reach,
thinking tat it was lyk the past,
thinking tat i could control it.
Maybe I'm jus thinking too much.
Yes,too much.
I gotta stop.

Hahas,
I'm turning emo.
I can't.
Latr Lesmin and Sihui come kill me.
Hahas,lols.
Okays,sorry,but I can't seem to stop.

Losing is a form of pain,
its empty inside.
That trust I had in myself,
perhaps its gone.
I'm losing my head,
getting confused,confused and confused.
Dunno why I'm thinking this way,
maybe its the way things are meant to be.
My smile,
it seems fake.
And I have to fake it everyday.
Sometimes jus for the sake of them...
Maybe its time I choose wad I really wan...
Its now or never.
But I can't even clear my thinking,
or should I say,
I don even noe wad I'm thinking about,
wad I really wan.
I think I'm jus putting up a brave front.

Talking to you is a bliss,
a memory,
a joy.
Yes,iloveyouboy.
I still do,alot...
but should I express it or not?
I guess u noe it urself...
I can't do anything now alrdy,
I'm not in any position to do...
You're all she cares...
Really...u're all she loves now...
&& I don even noe wad she's thinking about.
Arghs...i nid ur shoulder...
I can't help myself from loving you.
Yes,we've broke up...
But I can't stop the feeling of loving you...
Ohmyyy,
I can't stop thinking about you.
And now its lyk i'm soooo confused.
I dunno wad to do...
Shucks.
I thought i could be lyk I once was,
tat hyper and smiley me...
Perhaps I was rong...
Maybe its jus a matter of time before i changed...
I feel lyk crying...
But I gotta stay strong...
Hmms...u're a nice guy...
To me,u are.
But den again,I'm scared.
Scared tat one day u might really leave me,
scared tat one day u'll forget me.
Afraid tat one day ur feelings would change,
and u would be wif her again.
Scared tat u'll let me go,
jus lyk tat as easy as things flow.
Scared tat one day u might nt lyk me anymore,
scared tat one day u'll jus leave me alone...
i don wan these things to happen...
yet its out of my control...
Yes,i dunno wad to do.
And I can't do anything about it.
Its hard nt to think tat way...
iloveyouboy.

Ohmyyyy,
now I noe my smile's fake.
Hahas,
erm...sorry den.
But tat its really jus nothinggg.
I'm changing,believe me.
Hahas,
putting up a brave front.
Lols =x

Alrights,
I'll end this here.
Wanna go do other things le.
Bye peepos~

iloveyou ; imy.