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Sunday, August 24, 2008 @ 8:31 AM

Hellooooo~
The 92th post.
Lols,
I'm an early waker larhs,
onli child awake at eight in the morning.
Fiona, Kenny & Kenneth still sleeping lyk pigggggs.
Kelvin went out I think.
Woke up,
washed up,
then came to the com le.
Lols,
I seemed to be waiting for sumthing,
but jus dunno wad it is...
I can't make up my mind,
but perhaps I'm jus thinking too much.
I'm still sickkkkk!
Goshhhhh,
I hate it larhs.
Actually I recovered le,
but den ytd the condition kind of worsened again...
Lols.
Arghs,
nevermind.
I'll still go school tomoro,
cos its not tat serious.
Anyway,
I'm wondering when will I be able to stop listening to the same song.
Lols.

~~& I'm back to where I've started.~~
~~Boy ; I miss you.~~

~~I'm back to where I started,~~
~~back to where I was last time.~~
~~As hopeless as before,~~
~~as desperate as I was.~~
~~I've been prepared for this day to come,~~
~~onli tat tat I thought we could last.~~
~~I've been stupid,~~
~~I've been dumb,~~
~~to believe tat such things would turn numb.~~
~~Yes,its been great,~~
~~but its a little too late.~~
~~All this has ended jus lyk tat,~~
~~my thinking was ever so flat.~~
U're sweet,
u're caring,
& u're always smiling.
~~I've brought the smile back to you,~~
~~putting them on a day or two.~~
~~But now it seems lyk I have to change,~~
~~and try to put my smile right back on too.~~
~~Things would have been better,~~
~~without their say,~~
~~but it would have been better wif those days?~~
~~The tears I cried,~~
~~the laughs I had,~~
~~the smiles we shared,~~
~~I wouldn't forget.~~
~~I had a blissful memory,~~
~~a happy one,~~
~~and this ended in quite an alarming start.~~
~~Your hair,~~
~~your eyes,~~
~~your kiss,~~
~~your style,~~
~~everything about you boy,~~
~~drives me wild.~~

~~Enough...~~
~~I guess u've had enough...~~
~~U should be contented too...~~
~~4 months and 28 days wif you...~~
~~I must be the first luckiest gurl to have such a long time spent wif you...~~
~~You're a nice guy...~~
~~I should have let u go tat time when u vented.~~
~~I'm sorry to have held you back.~~
~~You've given everything you could for me,~~
~~and I've done everything I could for you...~~
~~Probably I was jus trying to drag the time we would seperate...~~
~~I loved you from the start till the end,~~
~~I always did.~~
~~Boy ;~~
~~You're impossible to find,~~
~~I pormise.~~
~~I'll nvr forget anything we had together...~~
~~I should be contented too...~~
~~Thanks for everything...~~

~~I dunno wad to say anymore...~~
~~I won't even noe how to face you,~~
~~I guess.~~
~~Wad would I do when I see u along the corridors?~~
~~I guess,~~
~~tats not important anymore.~~
~~I wonder if u'll ignore me aft all this...~~
~~We're still best frenns,~~
~~I guess,~~
~~aft all this.~~
~~I thought we were more then jus frenns,~~
~~but maybe its jus my wishful thinking.~~
~~All along,~~
~~I've been wondering...~~
~~was this relationship ever a burden to you in the first place?...~~
~~Did you ever treated this seriously?~~
~~Have you ever really lyked me from the start till the end?...~~
~~I noe the answer myself...~~
~~I have them in my heart...~~
~~when can I get the next hug from you again?~~
~~When will I get the next kiss from you again?~~
~~When will I hear you say 'iloveyou' to me truthfully again?...~~
~~I dunno myself.~~
~~I'm confused,~~
~~puzzled.~~
~~You're right I guess,~~
~~we nid our own space for now...~~
~~But I do noe this for sure,~~

~~Boy;~~
~~Just so you know,~~
~~I'll love you always.~~
~~Till the last drop,~~
~~I still do,~~
~~iloveyou,~~
~~now and always~~♥

Alrights,
I'll end this here.
See ya peepos~

I noe this for sure,
iloveyousweets♥