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♥ Florence, over-hyperactive. I (L) eating chocolates, and I'm a klutz,as well as a trouble-maker :D I'm fourteen, and July the 15th would be awesome. I love being cheeky and childish. That's the part of me that'll never grow up. I have a mind of a five-year-old and I love putting a smile on people's faces. So if you're down, I'm always here. Netball's my passion, and I'm loving it. I'm hoping for fairytales and miracles to happen ^^. I may be naive at times, but you can't cheat me. Currently attached with baby♥, and still counting on. I'm tremendously spontaneous and hyperactive most of the times. I love sweet things, they simply melt my heart. Equal Equation, L'ove.

iloveyousimpleton - Entry 154 .

Looking at you ,
and my heart loves the view .

Alrights,here to post again.
This time,called by Maung Phone.
Hmms...but actually I don really have anything to post...
I seemed to be touched by the love story in hsm3.
Hahas...they give the wanna-be-lyk-them feeling.
Hahas.
If life could be that perfect.
I'm so so bored.
No one's lyk replying my msg.
Everyone's out,busy.
I wanna go out too...
Saddddd.
Monday have training.
Don even noe can go anot.
Dad's lyk trying to prevent me from going.
I hate it...

I'm sorry,but I shouldn't say this.
I really can't control it anymore.
I noe you won't be reading this,
but I jus wanna post it...
You've taken everything from me...
A love story.
That,perhaps,I understand.
Take it as I'm jus saying.
I've got through anyway.
But now you're taking other things away from me too...
Netball's my passion.
Why can't you jus let me do what I want for once?
Don you noe how I feel ?
Perhaps not,cause maybe you never took the liberty to go and realise.
Maybe you think that I'm having a happy life,
a perfect life,but I'm not.
Yes,I'm really really very very happy to be in this family.
But now,its lyk life is twisting round and round.
Don you realise how I feel?
How I really feel?
You all say I'm lyk him...
Don you even realise how I feel?
How that hurts?
How much it kills ?
I've lost almost everything.
My frenns are there for me now...
But are you all?
You all keep saying that I'm the second,
thats hard to handle.
The one thats gonna follow into his footsteps.
Is that really me in your heart?
I've never thought of turning into him...
Never thought you all'd say this to me.
I feel so alone.
Do you even care?
Even understand?
I've been working so hard on my trainings,
working so hard just to get in that team.
But now,you're giving me nothing.
Caring nothing.
Treating lyk my trainings were jus a piece of shit.
Is results jus everything?
Perhaps they are to you,
but not to me alright?
Have you ever realised what I've been working hard so long for?
So hard,so hard.
When my muscle aches,leg hurts,
I still wanna go for training?
What I've been working so hard for?
I'm trying to keep my CCAs and studies together.
Perhaps this year I've been slacking quite a bit.
But I already made a promise to myself to work harder.
Hey,do you even care?
That cold personality sometimes.
That don care attitude sometimes.
Hey,I'm hurt.
Hurt deeply.
Do you even care?
I've been trying to tell you somehow.
But I can't seem to...
It'll be a miracle if you know how I feel.

Shit,I'm emo-ing again.
Tears pouring lyk rain.
Forget it...
Life jus sucks.
Haiz...
I really got nothing to post already.
I'm jus so so sad.
And I nid to help Crys with some stuff first.
End here first.
Nid to clear my mind...and get inspirations.
Hahas.
Later.

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